MedWorm.com provides a medical RSS filtering service. Over 6000 RSS medical sources are combined and output via different filters. This feed contains the latest items from the 'Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare' source. Tue, 07 Feb 2012 12:56:45 +0100 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5658658&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2012%2F02%2Fmental-junk-food-for-232012.html Amazing what depression does, totally destorys the ambition to write long winded meaningful entries, anxiety does much of the same, so here's just another batch of stuff that the majority would not find interesting, but one in a million might get something from them.And an incident free weekend to one and all.400 Chernobyls Solar Flares, EMP, and Nuclear Armageddon When Technology Fails by Matthew SteinAbout GnosticismActivist Post How Cell Phones are Causing Health ComplicationsAmerica Cannot Afford Endless ImmigrationApple’s iPad and the Human Costs for Workers in Chinabattery technology warningBBC Documentary Steve Jobs - Billion Dollar Hippy just another greedy billionaireBrains of addicts are inherently abnormal studyCell Phones EMF Negatively Altering the Braindadi Dads Against the... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5658658 Sat, 04 Feb 2012 00:39:00 +0100 5658658 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5637518&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2012%2F01%2Fanxiety-and-depression-frozen.html Just a bunch of links to videos and articles I have taken in this week, other than that still feel totally mentally constipated as far as writing or talking goes.10 Steps Toward Radical Revolution in the USAAmerica after darkAmerica's Great Divide Between Rich And PoorConquest Denied Kirwan's Political ArticlesCure for cancer begins with understanding itDangerous Knowledge BBCDefending the Last Free Place on EarthDoda and Vintage Bringing the Illuminati Agenda to Eastern Europe PopEye emits lightBunny Poops JellyBeans FIRST Funny Toy Review By Mike Mozart of JeepersMedia ChannelPsycho Madame Alexander Doll Fail Toy Review Mike Mozart JeepersMediaHenry Cruise Ship Disaster - Metaphor & PortentHenry Edith Starr Miller Fought the SatanistsHenry Nature's Wonder Drug Curbed by IlluminatiHenry P... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5637518 Fri, 27 Jan 2012 00:19:00 +0100 5637518 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5618916&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2012%2F01%2Fyet-another-snow-storm.html It's snowing out again. This storm won't be a record breaker (3-5" in the Boston area) but enough to be annoying. I have been finding and watching a lot of online documentaries from BBC, CBC, PBS, Discovery, National Geographic, Travel Channel, etc, etc. I have always found documentaries more entertaining and informative than the stuff served up from the major network slop troughs. I cannot turn on and watch mainstream Teevee without my blood pressure going through the roof after a half hour of viewing.Here's the latest list of audio-visual consumables7 Elephants Now Thrashing Your Living Room8 Ways Fascist Feminists Are Ruining America’s WomenBBC CATS 1of5 Felines And PharaohsBBC CATS 2of5 A Love Hate AffairBBC CATS 3of5 Pet Or PestBBC CATS 4of5 The AristocatsBBC CATS 5of5 Cat And Super... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5618916 Sat, 21 Jan 2012 17:03:00 +0100 5618916 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5571444&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2012%2F01%2Fyear-of-comet.html Nothing to say as medically things just keep getting worse and I don't have the same drive to write as I once did (why bother, no one reads it anyway, judging by visitor stats)So here is a long list of various links to stuff i browsed over the past week. Indigenous Native American Prophecy (Elders Speak part 1)10 Things To Do to Survive 20121990s Illuminati Game Cards Still Creating ControversyHoliday Season Hypocrisy.urlJ.S. Bach Fantasia super Komm, heiliger GeistKirwan 2012 Mirrors 1099 ADKirwan 2012's Freedom From ResponsibilityKirwan Caesar In AmerikaKirwan EndingsKirwan People Without A CountryListening With the Mind’s Eye Kirwan's Political ArticlesLosing your right to grow, harvest and consume your own foodMentally ill flood ER as states cut servicesMoney Power Runs AmericaNation... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5571444 Fri, 06 Jan 2012 01:19:00 +0100 5571444 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5522682&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F12%2Fskip-over-holidayz.html Here's just wa bunch of links to some audio-visual diversions. No frenz, no family, no place to go and not doing all that well medically, therefore, holidays, what holidaysDAVID ICKE THIS WORLD IS UTTERLY INSANEDigital Deception Can You Trust What You SeeHenry Feckless Young Primed for SurrenderHenry Getting Sex Under ControlKirwan Projections & PerspectivesLady Gaga's Born This Way The Illuminati ManifestoMulticulturalism Assume America Lacks A Unique CultureNot just a stroppy toddler Doctors find new syndromeREALITY BLOGRon Paul & Joe Rogan on the Tonight Show w- Jay LenoThe militarization of local law enforcementThe Rampant Promotion of Homosexuality in Movies and TelevisionWe are all being watched A Voice for MenIslamization of Paris a Warning to the West Morning Dew Grateful Dead9 Oun... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5522682 Wed, 21 Dec 2011 00:14:00 +0100 5522682 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5493784&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F12%2Fblue-christmas.html My PC is semi-running today so all I want to do is clean out audio, video and text links I've taken in over the past week or so.Activist Post 10 Ways the War on Drugs is a Wild Success Open Message to Police & MilitaryBlack Box Ride On Time OriginalCandi Staton VictimChange For A Dollar great video shortEARTH OF MORON FKN NewsFaith Evans Mesmerized (Freemasons Remix)Faith Evans Mesmerized-(FreeMasons Remix 2005)FAITHLESS & DIDO-feeling goodFaithless Feelin Good Official VideoFreemasons Rain Down Love (WalkenExtendedMix)HAARP Chilling Information You Really Need To SeeHair Is An Extension Of The Nervous SystemHEADING TOWARDS WWIII THIS IS THE PLAN OF THE RULING ELITEHenry makow A Guide to Casual SexHenry Makow Bullying is Another Illuminati Psy-opHenry Makow How Kulture is ContrivedHenry Ma... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5493784 Mon, 12 Dec 2011 01:03:00 +0100 5493784 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5456041&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F11%2Fdear-santa.html I'd like a new quad core Power Spec system with 12 GIG of ram, 1 GIG VRAM and a TB of disk space.This may be the past post for a while, or until I figure out of my PC is breathing it's last. It keeps powering down or not booting then works for a while, but so far diagnostics have not turned anything up. But after all it is 7 years old and has been heavily used. I've copied what key files I can remember to external drives, but i never keep any important or irreplaceable stuff on the main drive, have 2 redundant copies of everything on separate external drives.So before the systems crashed unexpectedly again, here's a bunch of links to stuffWorld fears US as a war-hungry drunkIan Van Dahl Movin' onamerica Dumbed down Doped up, and DistractedBefore It's News Manmade super fluBlack Friday 2011... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5456041 Wed, 30 Nov 2011 01:00:00 +0100 5456041 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5430038&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F11%2Fbathtub-buddha.html Conclusion22 Signs That The Thin Veneer Of Civilization Is Starting To Disappear12 More Signs That Society Is Collapsing18 Signs The Collapse Of Society Is AcceleratingArea 51 Without PantsDevvy Kidd Unloading Bad Baggage Hypnotic States of AmericansDevvy Kidd Wait, Gunny - I Have to Change my DiaperKirwan The Illusion Of FreedomKirwan The Story That Was Never ToldLook In The Damned Mirror AmericaThe Irrelevance of the Republican PartyThe Tragedy Of Joe PaternoWe Honor The King Of KingsWhile You Were Sleeping (Full Documentary)Conspiritus The illuminati UFO conspiracy FullAlmost 117 DaysAmericans Gone WildKumarZimmerman08's ChannelProtocols of Zion in Modern EnglishThe Day The Zombies Realize America Has Neither A President Nor Any Presidential Candidates Video Rebel's Blogvideo Inside Job... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5430038 Wed, 16 Nov 2011 01:25:00 +0100 5430038 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5399397&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F11%2Fsomething-wicked-this-way-comes.html Something really big is coming soon, which may explain my canary in a coalmine state of mind over the past few weeks 11 09 11 - 11 11 11, but time will tell. Until then, here's a list of stuff caught in the mental lint trap.The Nazi Banksters' CrimesAfter The Collapse Who Will Your Neighbors BeCorruption DMT the Nature of Reality Max Igan Red Ice (1 of 3)Elek-Tro Junkies Feat. Therese -Neon Lights (Bassmonkeys Club Mix)George Carlin Dealing with BS 1George Carlin Dealing with BS 2Henray Makow Halloween Celebrates Sex and DeathHenry Makow Methods of Illuminati Mind ControlHenry Makow The Illuminati MentalityKirwan Cashing-In Our Checks TodayKirwan The Lingering StenchKirwan When Conversations Are TerminatedLet Them Eat Cake 10 Examples Of How The Elite Are Savagely Mocking The PoorACME Satu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5399397 Wed, 09 Nov 2011 00:53:00 +0100 5399397 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5381341&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F10%2Fwinter-arrives-2-months-early.html It's either the NWO shadow gummint firing up HAARP for some weather warfare on the sheep, god's wrath, or the planet's just plain f.ed and we are with it, but Winter has come to New England 2 months early, with record breaking snows, over 2 feet in some areas of Massachusetts..this truly sucks, but I predicted it 6-9 months ago. the voices in my head tell me things before they happen and they have never been wrong yet. This will be a history making Winter, and not in a good way.Once again I'm up to my eyeballs in medical problems so have not been in a mood to write much, plus the big push for globalization and to stuff every incompatible 3rd world savage culture into ours will backfire, but not for the richest 1%, who will be safely insulated from when the shit really hits the fan. Don't g... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5381341 Sun, 30 Oct 2011 23:07:00 +0100 5381341 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5333991&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F10%2Fchildren-of-entitlement.html The older I get the more I hate humanity; not just the usual suspects, ghetto blacks and hispanics but the whole TV hypnotized lot of'em. Living around Boston my entire life hasn't helped. 100 pounds of shit stuffed on a 5 pound multicultural bag, where no one speaks the same language, unless it's Spanglish. Yes Boston is one of the richest cities in the former United States (for the elite few that is and the aspiring yuppies) but for the rest, it's becoming a 3rd world country.Anyhow, I've talked to a large number of aging curmudgeons who see things the way I do. We'll be the first they send to the reeducation camps, which will be Soylent Green production plants (bon appetite!)The gen-z (yuppies) and their offspring (millenials) are rude, which might make up for some of the statistic I re... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5333991 Wed, 19 Oct 2011 23:01:00 +0100 5333991 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5312973&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F10%2Ffall-back.html Soon we'll be setting the clocks back for another long, cold, harsh and depressing New England Winter, although this year from all predictions will be even worse than last Winter. Nothing to say right now since the depression is as deep as a black hole.Just so I don't lose the links, here's another batch of stuff to read, watch and listen to in the meantime. 180 MovieA Blog on OdditiesConfrontation And Choicesdiabetes the epidemicEnd Times Programming Zeph DanielFred On Everything Culture in regressionFred On Everything - The DEAOur Affirmative Action Presidentgraceful passagesKirwan A Nation of OakiesKirwan Governmental Additions To Global CriminalityKirwan Overlapping Parallax ViewsKirwan Question Everything AgainKIrwan Seeking & ThinkingKIrwan When Les Is MOREKymatica (2009)Lethal Injec... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5312973 Fri, 14 Oct 2011 00:08:00 +0100 5312973 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5272075&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F09%2Fland-and-summers-end.html I'm in a very deep dark place right now. I wish I had the motivation to write but I do not, plus I've been trying to back off indulging in any news reading, even alternative news. Sad but true, America as I knew it from my youth is long dead. I'll maybe write more later. Right now just cleaning out what audio, video and text links I had browsed during the last week...enjoy, some music, visual stuff and mind numbing journalism.9-11 Explosive Evidence Experts Speak Out, Full-lengthBeyond the ink TATTOOSColdplay Talk (Thin White Duke Remix)Dave Gahan I Need YouDefense Against the PsychopathDepeche Mode Behind The Wheel (Remastered Video)Depeche Mode Behind The Wheel (Route 66 Megamix)Depeche Mode Never Let Me Down Again (Remastered Video)Depeche Mode Only When I Lose Myself (Lexicon Avenue Re... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5272075 Thu, 29 Sep 2011 20:36:00 +0100 5272075 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5222763&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F09%2F9-11-redux.html Be afraid...be VERY afraid. There ARE bogeyman everywhere. If you see something, say something and post a viral video on YouTube. There! I've done my patriotic duty to keep the fear elevated. Nothing much to say except the only thing elevated higher than the Dept of Homoland Insecurity is my blood pressure.Nothing much to say except that I've lost the ability and desire to write the long winded journals I once did.Here's another long list of mind enriching (or rotting) links to audio, video and text files. I've been digging up a lot of long lost songs from my distant past on YouTube.....more later.9-11 Is the LitmusTestAfrican PercussionBABY PLEASE DON'T GO THEM Timeless Rock.BRIAN ENO - AN ENDING (ascent)DEAD CAN DANCE - BLACK SUNDead or Alive You Spin Me Round (Murder Mix)Death Of The Ca... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5222763 Wed, 14 Sep 2011 00:26:00 +0100 5222763 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5206809&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F09%2Filluminati-ate-my-homework.html There's no techno, tribal or gay dance muzak on this week's list of links. The only music I linked to are a few protest songs and an old classic standard, September Song from the 1930's. I Watched Woody Allen's "Radio Days" again after September Song kept playing in my head during labor Day weekend. The song does capture the emotions I feel whenever September comes around, a bittersweet mixture of the coming dread of Winter, mixed with an exhilaration of football weather, warm enough to still go out in shirt sleeves, but with a crisp clear edge to it. The other side of the coin is September can be a cold raw month dominated by drizzling rain and torrential downpours.The worst part of September for me is how it almost seems someone flipped a switch, the sun sets so much earlier, or seems to... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5206809 Sat, 10 Sep 2011 01:04:00 +0100 5206809 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5192273&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F09%2F15-seconds-of-fame.html I got my 15 seconds of fame as I stepped off the bus to come home Thursday. My next door neighbor stopped me to let me know I had missed all the excitement. Police stormed a house across the street, hauling off a couple of hundred pot plants, all sorts of growing paraphernalia, lights, estimated at worth $150,000. As the long arm of the law drove off, the local Faux nooze team interviewed a few of us "were you shocked at how this could be happening on such a quiet street in such a peaceful town as this?" ....actually as uneasy as the drug issue made me feel, it didn't shock me at all. I have never liked being around drugs or the people sell/consume them. We would up being shown on a couple of news clips, and since then about 25-30 strangers have stopped and said "Hey you're that guy who wa... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5192273 Sun, 04 Sep 2011 01:09:00 +0100 5192273 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5174819&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F08%2Fpi-truth.html This should be required reading for every man, woman and child in the UK , USA , Canada , Australia and New Zealand . "I'm 63 and I'm Tired" By Robert A. Hall I'm 63 . Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day, I've worked, hard, since I was 18. Despite some health challenges, I still put in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. I make a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I worked to get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, and I'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth" to people who don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government will take the money I ear... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5174819 Sun, 28 Aug 2011 15:54:00 +0100 5174819 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5169675&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F08%2Firene-gods-wrath-haarp-etc.html I have been too depressed to write but I'll give it a try again, on this last night before the end of the world, Version 2011.11.12 revision D. The last major hurricane I remember is Carol, back in 1953 which left my home town without power for over a week. We've has a few wanna be hurricane since in Eastern Mass, but Carol was the one that always sticks out in my mind. I don't trust the media or gummint to tell the truth about anything, and this isn't the ranting of a tin foil helmet, but based in the honest truth about gummint and those in power or who have entitlement. The United States silently passed away many years ago, around the time President Kennedy was assassinated, maybe even before, but few care, after decades of systematically being dumbed down by the media and educational ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5169675 Sat, 27 Aug 2011 20:08:00 +0100 5169675 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5159637&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F08%2Fmid-summer-nights-end.html I have way too much time on my hands and not a single soul to share it with. Summer is slipping by as it lways does and I lament that I have wasted the time God has given me here on the planet on useless nonsense, may he have mercy on me. This week's text, audio and visual ports of call. Baker The Religious Right Pushing a Deadly Addiction 10 Reasons Why Rick Perry and Michelle Bachmann Suck A True History of the United States - YouTube 5 things you probably didn’t know could be hacked Aldous Huxley's Brave New World - YouTube America is Now Officially a Dictatorship Bad Experiment Through the Wall Surveillance & Harassment Big Brother 2.0 10 New Ways That The Government Will Be Spying On You Diary of a Gangstalking Target Empty Suits and the Darkness That Moves Them - YouTube EyesForT... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5159637 Sun, 21 Aug 2011 00:34:00 +0100 5159637 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5118916&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F08%2Fbattling-windmills.html Right now I'm beyond stressed out, doing battle with medical and other bureaucratic windmills. Hopefully this will get resolved soon, but until then here are a bunch of article, audio and video files that I amused myself with durung the week. more later... 50 Questions That Will Free Your Mind 8 Reasons Young Americans Don't Fight Back How the US Crushed Youth Resistance Ben Carmack Who is Christianity For Can America Handle Austerity Deborah Cox Absolutely Not -Hex Hector Remix? Documentary List Top Documentary Films Filling Prison Beds For Profit Henry Makow My Struggle With Homosexuality Henry Makow Satanist Insider Now is the Time of Destruction Jacinta CAN'T KEEP IT A SECRET Kirwan 20 Cents The New Minimum Wage KIrwan Do Something Megiddo I The March to Arm... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5118916 Wed, 10 Aug 2011 00:14:00 +0100 5118916 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5103477&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F08%2Fsummers-end.html Since I have absolutely no social life (you need friends and family for that) I spend a lot of time just trying to fill the days as they pass. The evenings are pissed away reading articles, listening to music and watching videos online. Here's a rather big list of some of the stuff I've consumed during the week.$230,000 For a Guard Dog Why the Wealthy Are Afraid Of Violence From BelowAmerica's Free Fire ZonesBeware The Risen People Part 1 of 3 Global Banking – A Criminal Syndicate Of Tyrants And ThievesBillboard Near Brickyard Warns NASCAR Fans of Cancer-Hot Dog LinkBudget Cutting Perfidycrapitalism Liquidating the elderlyDEAD WRONG How Psychiatric Drugs Can Kill Your Child??Fred On Everything SLouching toward GuatamalaGeneration CellphoneHenry Makow Therapist Calls Homosexuality Mental ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5103477 Sat, 06 Aug 2011 01:05:00 +0100 5103477 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5077958&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F07%2Finsanity-is-norm.html I'm sitting her at home n a Friday night, the same way as I have for years, totally alone, quiet, with no human contact. I'm not happy with the situation, but just about all of the few friends I had passed away years ago. It is not easy to make new friends in your mid 60's, especially when You have no social notwork at all to begin with. I was never particularly good looking by any stretch of the imagination, and the closest I ever got to having a compliment was "you're easy to pick out in a crowd, because you're odd looking." Our society, especially in yuppie infested places like major cities, regions like new England, etc place great value on looks, beauty, youth and social status. Imperfections are looked down upon....some day hopefully those who fancy themselves as too sexy for their h... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5077958 Thu, 28 Jul 2011 23:50:00 +0100 5077958 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5057887&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F07%2Fmore-to-come-bunch-of-links-to-obscure.html Updated July 22Right now New England is in the midst of the heat wave that's been baking other parts of the country. Temps hit 103 in Boston today, and it felt every degree of it, plus the heat index which bumped it up to about 110. More of the same is forecast for tomorrow with this wave breaking Sunday or Monday.This is just another small part of the overall weirdness that's settled over the entire planet. The US of A is now pretty much just an Afro-Hispanic third world banana republik, but the liberal Bahstun PC crowd cares more about gay rights, gay marriage and transsexual issues than the face that out elected and non elected keepers are f.ing the lower to middle class up the butt on a daily basis and they all smile and ask for more. There is also a huge influx of Chinese, Islamic and... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5057887 Wed, 13 Jul 2011 01:35:00 +0100 5057887 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=5029008&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F07%2Fmore-to-come-bunch-of-links-to-obscure.html “You can ignore reality, but you can’t ignore the consequences of ignoring reality.” - Ayn RandMore to come A bunch of links to obscure film and some music I had been searching for plus the usual links to articles and news of questionable repute in the eyes of corporate owned mediaBetween Time and TimbuktuFinishedHenry Makow How to Worship GodI'm with Stupid and Proud of It. Smoking MirrorsObsessions & ObligationsPaul Drockton M.A. Helter Skelter and Rosemary's BabyRage & Outrage Are WaitingHenry Makow Atheists Plan Assault on American PsychesightingsSurvival Alone Is Not LifeThe Hidden Wisdom Within AddictionThe Lathe of Heaven Full movieTo Every Thing There Is A SeasonYouTube ?A scene fom Montauk Chronicles - The Beast (Junior)??YouTube ?Anastacia - Left Outside Alone (Jason Nevins... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=5029008 Wed, 13 Jul 2011 01:35:00 +0100 5029008 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4997767&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F07%2Fobservations.html Happy July 4th to those who celebrate it. The only significance the day has for me now is that today is my 22nd sobriety anniversary, or 22 years of leaning into the shit filled wind without anything to numb the pain. I stopped believing the American fairy tales over 40 years ago when I was in the military in the middle of the Vietnam debacle (another make believe war that made the multinational banksters and industrialists even more filthy rich than before, nothing has changed before or after Nam, Murca is still by, of and for the richest and most powerful.A few things I notice about the under 40 crowd and especially the millennial brats of entitlement, at least in the Boston and it's suburbs. This mostly excludes Black and Hispanic Gen XY and Millennials, but among the restBoth male and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4997767 Mon, 04 Jul 2011 23:53:00 +0100 4997767 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4968797&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F06%2Fmore-to-come-maybe.html Just a spot marker for a bunch of links as of nowArea 51 the plane truthEx-Communicated Priest Exposes The New World OrderElectromagnetic Pulse WavesFred On Everything white trashKIrwan Even Mirrors LieKirwan prosecuting the publicKirwan When Everything Is FamilyLet's be honest a lot of Christians are guilty of homophobiaMind ControlOBAMA'S POISONOUS PRESIDENCY INDOLENCE, OPULENCE, CRAPULENCEThe Facebook CIA Cover New World Order Facebooks Non Privacy AgendaThe Handbook of Human OwnershipThe Pussification of the American MaleThe Pussification of the American Male Liberty In ExileYouTube 4 Forms Of IgnoranceYouTube Crash Test new cars are saferYouTube Deborah Cox - Beautiful U R (Yinon Yahel Club Mix)YouTube El Camino del Rey [High QualityYouTube Five Steps To TyrannyYouTube George Carlin -... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4968797 Sun, 26 Jun 2011 01:08:00 +0100 4968797 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4953271&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F06%2Fpride-goeth-before-destruction-2011.html I years past I wrote long entries about observing Boston's annual gay pride parade, but during these past few years I'd rather not be within 1000 miles of the nonsense. This year was no exception, plus it poured dogs and cats most of the weekend, but it was still one of the longest parades, which I watched part of online. These are not my people, this is not my time, so I'm just glad all the "gay pride" hoopla of the past week is over and done with, not to be replaced with sports hysteria after the Boston Bruins winning the Stanley cup.I'm one of the minority who has no interest at all in any sports. You would think the second coming of Jesus Christ was taking place in Boston. Actually there wouldn't be near the excitement if Jesus showed up vs one of their beloved sports teams winning a c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4953271 Sat, 18 Jun 2011 00:20:00 +0100 4953271 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4911766&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F06%2Freturn-of-cell-phone-zombies.html As times has passed recently, I become more aware that I don't belong here and my birth was a total fluke of nature, a mistake. At times I think even my therapist might even agree with me, although I doubt she really does.I ride the T (Mass Bay Transit) buses and subways daily, since 99% of anything I need to get done is easily reachable on the T, and as well as being politically korrect for the environment (like I really give a shit about that), but having an "old folks/disabled" card makes it very inexpensive to ride vs using my car.The downside is that ridership has increased by about 30% over the past year as the T had cur back on services to most buses and subways are much more crowded than they used to be, so it's not really pleasure trips as I'm (and everyone else is) shoulder to sh... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4911766 Tue, 07 Jun 2011 23:38:00 +0100 4911766 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4872359&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F05%2Fpurple-iris.html It is definitely Spring here in Boston, after much waiting, it's been in the 80's and humid yesterday and today. I was walking through the Southwest Corridor in Boston's South End, stopping to look at the various gardens. The purple iris are up and in bloom, along with many other flowers. Iris are one of my favorite flowers, especially the purple ones, even though they have no fragrance.We seem to have survived the rapture that never happened. These fringe loonies give Christianity a bum rap. I don't have much to say right now, but am slowly trying to get more involved with a couple of senoir men's groups. For now here's a handful of linkshaarp Weather Modification, Electromagnetic Warfare WeaponHAARP www.freemantvHOLES IN HEAVENHow The Media Controls Your MindITGK 6 Winter 2010Henry Makow... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4872359 Sat, 28 May 2011 00:07:00 +0100 4872359 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4848112&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F05%2Fend-in-less-than-24-hours.html Judgement day (tomorrow) has been all over the news this week, mostly in humorous drag. Amazing where some of the links in articles about 5/21/11 take me, like articles and videos claiming all pop muzak is satanic. I don't think I could ever make a good Christian as most of the raging "every jot and tittle" fundies drive me nuts.Anyway I'm sure we'll all be tomorrow night after 6PM unless the secret demonic Illuminati gummint are going to use HAARP, Blue Beam or some other weapon of diabolical deception to cause a disaster or fake a rapture. But maybe just in case I am raptured I'll make a full image backup of my system and data disks to take along if I get raptured......uh huh, right.Here's short list of articles and videos mostly to some music that holds certain memories for me. It's ama... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4848112 Sat, 21 May 2011 00:41:00 +0100 4848112 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4841871&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F05%2Frain-rain-then-judegement-on-521.html It figures Judgement day comes 2 days before my birthday. Things are not going well, actually getting worse medically. We're on our second full week of rain and crappy shitty weather, but it could be worse considering the disaster along the Mississippi.Osama....I mean Obama is in Boston today. When I was walking to acupuncture this afternoon noticed enough roadblocks, militarized police and other law enforcement types within a few blocks of Boston Center for the Arts where our current Resident is visiting today on a fund gathering mission.Speaking of Boston, the annual gay pride parade is in a couple of weeks, but I doubt I will bother going into town to watch or take pictures (these are not my people, this is not my time)A mess of lingering article, videos and music I had hanging around a... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4841871 Wed, 18 May 2011 22:47:00 +0100 4841871 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4771311&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F05%2Fit-never-stops.html I recently had cataract surgery and it did not go well, now technically blind in that eye plus my one good eye is not that good, large cataracts. This now changes everything, and not for the better. I may have some quick decisions to make. I returned the laptop I bought and got a full refund considering the circumstances.For now here's a long list of article, audio and video links.Of The Few, By The Fewest65 Ways That Everything That You Think That You Own Is Being Systematically Taken Away From YouA Call to anguish David WIlkerson10 Reasons Obama is Just As Bad or Worse Than BushBig ThinkFree Windows Software DownloadsGay AgendaJerry Springer-ification Of America Dumb As NormalPlaying The HAARP And Other Fallaciessnagfilms chasing the devil inside exgay movementThe Good NewsThe Hammer The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4771311 Sun, 01 May 2011 23:25:00 +0100 4771311 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4670298&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F04%2Fapril-fools.html Nothing much to say today except we got an April Fools day storm. The Boston areas got 1-3 inches of snow North adn West were not so lucky, close to a foot in some areas.more later, all I can say for now is my prayers go out to Japan and it's people, that they can and will recover from this tragedy.Some audio/visual and texts for your annoyance and amusementAmerica The BabylonDJ Trish's BlogEvent Horizon Chronicle Sayonara, TokyoFred On EverythingGORDON DUFF DICTATORSHIP COMING SOON TO YOUR STATE Veterans TodayHenry Makow Kill Yourself For The Earth DayJoe Bageant Moves OnPolitics 2011Preparing To Cope With Coming DisastersThe First WalMart Pictures Of The New Year!transhumanism The New Face of EugenicsWorld map of The Penis Size Worldwide (country) by CountryYouTube Cut Copy - Need You No... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4670298 Fri, 01 Apr 2011 23:12:00 +0100 4670298 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4631618&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F03%2Fpulling-back-on-reigns.html I've grown tired of the anxiety, depression and OCD ruling my life and have reaching for as many tools as possible to get me back where I once was before this cycle began almost 3 years ago, and I'm trying to do it without any psych meds as any and all drugs/meds that affect my head have a reverse and adverse result.Now that the days are getting longer (spring has certainly not sprung here with temperatures more appropriate for January than late March) I'm getting out moreI'm giving away my 7+ year old ten pound laptop and picked up a nice light compact Sony laptop for $550; 3 pounds, amd dual core, 8 hr batttery, 4 gig ram, 500 gig drive, Windoz 7 premium, 11.5" screen, etc...perfect for carrying along with me in my shoulder bag. I'm also trying to get more involved with my AIDS/HIV servi... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4631618 Thu, 24 Mar 2011 23:11:00 +0100 4631618 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4522247&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F02%2Fconsciousness-stream.html It's been a while since I wrote anything in here, so it's time for at least a quick thought stream dump.This has been a Winter to end all Winters, or at least most of us in the Boston area are totally fed up with never ending snow, cold and more snow, or today, rain and lots of it.A lot has been going on, mostly medical issues, erratic blood pressure tied into random free floating severe anxiety attacks that are triggered by nothing, or the ghosts of the hellfire'n'brmstone Christianity that I was raised and beaten bloody with. I'm current;y working on trying to break some of the unhealthy obsessive compulsive cycles that fuel the anxiety through meditation and redirecting of energy, with some limited success.A lot of the emotional issues are also connected to my age and the fact that I sp... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4522247 Fri, 25 Feb 2011 20:24:00 +0100 4522247 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4382924&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F01%2Fenough-already.html We've had two major blizards within the past 2-3 weeks, anoher one today and another due by the middle of next week. There's very little space left to put all the snow, global warming.....bullshit!...more like heading into an ice age.Some linksModern Methods of Mind ControlLeading Theories For Dead Birds And FishEarthlingsHenry Makow Is this Gay Behavior SickHuman v2.0Jon RappoportMind Control with Derren BrownNudge, nudge, wink wink How the Government wants to change the way we thinkRichard Dawkins The Enemies Of Reason 1, Slaves to SuperstitionHenry Makow Hollywood's Sabbatean Sex PropagandaHenry Makow Is Porn Killing Sex in Japantattoos A Scarred HistoryTechnoCalyps 1 TransHumanTechnoCalyps 2 Preparing for the SingularityTechnoCalyps 3 The Digital MessiahThe uncomfortable truth about mi... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4382924 Fri, 21 Jan 2011 13:57:00 +0100 4382924 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4302956&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2011%2F01%2Frandom-axe-of-kindness.html I was in bed by 9 last night curled up with a book and never saw the new year in. I picked up a copy of "Tattoo Machine" by Jeff Johnson and couldn't put it down. Of course I couldn't put down "Kitchen Confidential" or "Waiter Rant" Either.2010 really sucked big time, at least for me. I could call it The year of the mental/spiritual system crash and cold rebootThe year of angst and YouTube style night terrorsThe year of yin/yank realignmentThe year of who the f. is Cederic and why hell can't I get the jerk wad out of my headThe year of the tattooThe year of medical weirdnessI decided to take myself out to breakfast this morning at a diner in hte neighborhood. As expected they place was packed, strictly SRO except for a couple of seats at the counter, 'I'm not proud I'm hungry" so took a co... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4302956 Sat, 01 Jan 2011 23:34:00 +0100 4302956 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4294932&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F12%2Fhidden-fortune-cookies.html Christmas was a very quiet time, drove out to visit my friend Rob, who I haven't seen since May and had a quiet dinner with him and another friend of his. I had not mentioned that I had gotten a couple of tats since I saw him last and his reaction upon seeing them was mild interest, "hmmm I never knew you were interested in tattoos" There are a lot of things that people don't know about some of their closest friends, let alone casual acquaintances.I decided to return home the morning after Christmas as we got our first Nor'Easter blizzard of the season yesterday and today, which dumped about 18 inches in my hood, and from 12 to 24+" around Eastern Mass. I drove around town this morning when the snow plow guys showed up, everything was closed except for Starbucks and a local diner.Back to t... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4294932 Mon, 27 Dec 2010 23:06:00 +0100 4294932 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=4251236&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F12%2Fdesolation-of-holy-dayz.html I know it's been a long time since I last posted, funny what canyon deep depression can do. I made it past Thanksgiving alone and intact once again. If I hear one more holiday song or Christmas carol I'll scream, or have a cerebral hemorrhage, whichever comes first.The sheep with alleged friends and families are in a feeding frenzy to get that perfect gift. SO far the only gift I have given is a donation to one of my favorite HIV related charities. I needed a new Winter jacket as most of mine are long overdue for the rag heap so got a nice lined Army flack jacket at a local South End men's shop with a deep discount, and made in the USA to boot. The only other thing I am getting myself for Christmas will be the finishing cap on my Phoenix tattoo, a Yin/Yang inside a tribal sun.After getting... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=4251236 Sun, 12 Dec 2010 00:00:00 +0100 4251236 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3934592&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F09%2Fso-ya-wanna-getta-tattoo.html Hurricane Earl limped through here last night, leaving no trace but a perfectly clear and sunny morning today. I had marked my calendar a few weeks ago. The Boston Tattoo Convention is in town over the Labor Day weekend at the Back Bay Sheraton so I decided to buy a one day pass to mostly people watch and chat with vendors and others wearing ink.Wandering the isles was very interesting, people ranged in age from kids to 70-80's and I was surprised at what a large crowd a tattoo convention draws, although in Boston/Cambridge there are a lot of inked people. Some of the artwork was absolutely jaw dropping, hypnotic, etc.I was never one for the death themed tattoos, skulls, demons, ghouls, horror figures, etc. Actually was not much interested until tribal art began showing up on people's bodi... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3934592 Sat, 04 Sep 2010 23:20:00 +0100 3934592 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3921026&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F08%2Fdevil-can-assume-pleasing-shape.html I took the T into Boston early this morning, the usual Tuesday trek, HIV Support meeting in the morning, lunch, then acupuncture in the afternoon. I purposely get into town an hour to 90 minutes early so I can relax with a large coffee and bagel at Au Bon Pain in Copley Place, then walk over to the Pru plaza atrium, and lastly a quick pass through Barnes and Noble before the meeting, I got to Barnes and Nobel about 10 minutes before it opened. There was a small group of people waiting to get inside, among them was one of the most striking samples of the male form leaning against a wall. We've all seen then a few times, whether male of female, so superbly perfect and beautiful, you can't takes your eyes off them. The only way to describe this guy was the ultimate male pretty boy, but in a r... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3921026 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 23:36:00 +0100 3921026 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3890570&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F08%2Ftat-2.html Yesterday I got the second (and last for quite a while) tattoo at the Boston Tattoo Company in Somerville. I like the staff (friendly and helpful) plus the shop itself is open and airy, very clean with one of the largest assortments of canned designs plus they do great custom work.I got my first tat there, tribal armband of a design I have wanted for 20 years. The artist knew exactly what I wanted from the description I gave her and came up with an ideal piece.The second one was with Jorge, one of the male artists, who took a normally full back tat of a tribal Phoenix rising out of it's ashes and modified it to fit on my upper arm. I have to say the finished tat was striking to say the least. It took about 3.5 hours to complete.I came into town for lunch and a peer support meeting at my AS... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3890570 Thu, 19 Aug 2010 19:51:00 +0100 3890570 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3885509&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F08%2Ftat-2.html Yesterday I got the second (and last for quite a while) tattoo at the Boston Tattoo Company in Somerville. I like the staff (friendly and helpful) plus the shop itself is open and airy, very clean with one of the largest assortments of canned designs plus they do great custom work.I got my first tat there, tribal armband of a design I have wanted for 20 years. The artist knew exactly what I wanted from the description I gave her.The second one was with Jorge of the male artists, who took a normally full back tat of a tribal Phoenix rising out of it's ashes and modified it to fit up uppper arm. I have to say the finished tat was striking to say the least. It took about 3.5 hours to complete.I came into town for lunch and a peer support meeting at my ASO, and a number of people commented on ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3885509 Thu, 19 Aug 2010 19:51:00 +0100 3885509 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3865402&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Finto-soup.html July has been noted as the most humid and hottest July on record. I haven't done much of anything except attend HIV support and 12 step meetings, or schlep around Boston/Cambridge/Somerville when I've felt up to it. The reality of not having any close friends to do anything with has taken and continues to take it's toll.I managed to send my registration form and fee in for the September HIV retreat in Maine, which could be a big mistake. I have attended a few times in the past but in all cases I was avoided like the plague (no pun), but that happens in any social gathering, especially those that are dominated by gay men and metrosexuals.I have noticed a slight reality shift since getting the tat; can't explain why but for some reason I feel different and have heard from others who have tat... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3865402 Sat, 31 Jul 2010 22:12:00 +0100 3865402 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3807497&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Finto-soup.html July has been noted as the most humid and hottest July on record. I haven't done much of anything except attend HIV support and 12 step meetings, or schlep around Boston/Cambridge/Somerville when I've felt up to it. The reality of not having any close friends to do anything with has taken and continues to take it's toll.I managed to send my registration form and fee in for the September HIV retreat in Maine, which could be a big mistake. I have attended a few times in the past but in all cases I was avoided like the plague (no pun), but that happens in any social gathering, especially those that are dominated by gay men and metrosexuals.I have noticed a slight reality shift since getting the tat; can't explain why but for some reason I feel different and have heard from others who have tat... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3807497 Sat, 31 Jul 2010 22:12:00 +0100 3807497 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3761589&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Fmagnetic-inked.html Today I bit the big one and did what I've wanted to do for the past 25 years, get a tattoo.It's a rather nice one, tribal arm band with a stylized bio hazard symbol embedded in it. It's a custom design the artist and I came up with after I told here what I was looking for. The pain wasn't that bad, just sort of a droning stinging feeling (being attacked by 1000's of thumbtacks) that I tuned into and projected outward. I just have to be careful with it for the next week or two, but I do like it and already have ideas for the next one(s).I was warned by people I know who are inked, "tats are like drugs, they can be addictive." I doubt I'd go overboard, maybe an armband on the other bicep and something on my shoulder....i tend to like tribal designs, no flaming skulls with snakes coming out o... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3761589 Fri, 16 Jul 2010 19:36:00 +0100 3761589 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3746929&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Ftribal-techno-and-trance.html I was catching up on a couple of podcasts this morning when the phone rang. It was my doctor's nurse telling me that he spoke with my doc and the final word on my tattoo advisory is......long pause on his end...."go for it!" I guess he feels there is negligible risk for me.I took the bus into Lechmere and as soon as I got to Cambridgeside Galleria, the rain came down in buckets along with lots of thunder and lightning; another 2-3 inches in less than an hour that left the air more stifling than before the cell passed through. The weather and has been like this for over a week already and is supposed to continue for at least another week.I stopped in at the tattoo studio to check out the final designs the artist came up with (very nice tribal arm bands) and to make an appointment to have th... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3746929 Mon, 12 Jul 2010 22:28:00 +0100 3746929 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3742372&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Fdampened-wishes.html Part of me is still in denial that I may lose the use of my legs. There is still a very active 30 something inside of me that won't tolerate this, "death before total disability"I have wanted to get a certain tribal tattoo design for almost 20 years and visited one of the Boston area's better studios. After meeting with one of the artists who specializes in tribal designs we went over the custom armband I want to get. All that is left is making an appointment but first I was advised to consult with my doctor since my immune system is compromised.I called my doctor yesterday and got the dreaded nurse of obsession, who still doesn't remember us meeting a few years ago in a less than pleasant social meeting; yes mr porn star, Swiss army knife of male perfection can't seem to remember meeting.... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3742372 Sat, 10 Jul 2010 20:19:00 +0100 3742372 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3726734&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Fstate-of-independence-finding-my-voice.html Besides yesterday being July 4th, it was also my 21st sober anniversary, having spent the past 21 years awake and aware in a society that is more and more drunk, disorderly, fumbling in a stupor.I took the T into Boston early yesterday morning to attend a Sunday morning AA meeting in the Fenway and was asked if I'd like to be the guest speaker, to which I obliged. The meeting was filled with good energy and I left feeling better than when I entered the meeting space.The weather was certainly perfect, although a bit hot for my liking and it's supposed to top 100 degrees this week with increasing humidity. A lot of people (me included) have been having a lot of respiratory problems due to sky high pollen and mold levels, plus whatever else is in the air.I was out of the city before the unwas... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3726734 Mon, 05 Jul 2010 13:46:00 +0100 3726734 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3679881&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F06%2Fpride-goeth-before-destruction.html In past years I always made a rather lengthy eye witness entry on watching the annual Boston gay pride parade. At this point in time many revelations have become clear to me, and I have nothing but deep anger and resentment toward that animal known as the urban homosexual male, or homogenized metro sexual. I went into the city to watch but had to leave as my overall mood plummeted and I didn't want to do or say something I would later regret.Plus a 2 year long standing deep obsession that I could not shake went away on it's own, only to resurface a few months ago when I learned the arrogant, elitist, hung, inked and etc etc person who triggered such resentment disappeared and is now my doctor's assistant. It would take about 1000 lines of text to describe in detail the background events be... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3679881 Sun, 20 Jun 2010 19:23:00 +0100 3679881 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3522787&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F05%2Freformattingplease-wait.html To the 2.7 visitors to this blog, I've been walking through a personal hell over the past 18 moths, which has gotten much hotter during the past 6 months. Since I am alone 100% of the time there is way too much time to ruminate, etc. The regurgitation of hellfire'n'brimstone' repent or die fundie dogma I was pummeled since I was a toddler has come back with a vengeance, mixed in with my waning sex drive and porn addiction. Porn is the last refuge of the socially isolated and sexually undesirable.I've also been looking back over my 63 year long tenure on the planet and realise I have wasted and pissed away most of my life; never made any lasting friends, have been the lifelong ugly duckling, have no family, was never what society would call a success story. I find myself envying the masses ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3522787 Sat, 01 May 2010 12:56:00 +0100 3522787 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3457980&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F04%2Fno-one-gets-out-alive.html I'm not quite dead (gone) yet, just have lost my voice during the past year due to some serious medical issues, complicated by severe anxiety and depressive problems, which have been seeded most of my life by fundie Christian dogma. From age 2, I was raised on the sick twisted fire'n'brimstone, hellfahhhrrr'n'damnation that has launched many psychotic break. Fundie religion gets into your head and embeds itself like a virus; for some it works, for just as many it doesn't.I've been walking and wandering around like a ticking bomb. where my blood pressure can spike to 250 or more over 96-150, which is driven by religion fueled subconscious angst. My blood pressure has always been low to normal until a year ago. After 3 races to the ER by ambulance for what the doctor felt was a possible fata... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3457980 Sun, 11 Apr 2010 14:14:00 +0100 3457980 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3408588&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F03%2Fadios.html American are hope friendsFear What FearHanry Makow Television Replaces God in Our LivesHenry Makow Coping With A Financial CrisisHenry Makow I'm a Prisoner of Porn and Can't EscapeHenry Makow Most Men are Victims of PornHenry Makow Father John O'Connor Sounded Satanist AlarmIgnorance In AmericaJoe Bageant Canadian asks Who you gonna bomb nextJoe Bageant Round Midnight Tortillas and the Corporate StateJoe Bageant Taking Tea with the LizardsMillions of unemployed face years without jobsMK-ULTRA The CIA's Mind Control ProgramOverpopulation In 21st Century AmericaPaul Proctor Today’s New Church Beer, Bikes and BrawlersHenry Makow Aldous Huxley's Dictatorship by SeductionHenry Makow Lamebook Rebellion of the StupidThe Computer DelusionThe Great Reagan Legacy What Crap!UFO's The Secret Evidenc... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3408588 Fri, 26 Mar 2010 14:44:00 +0100 3408588 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3280154&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F02%2Fconvergence.html It seems the story of my life is that good things come singly and are fleeting, bad things happen on 2-3-4's or more. I've wound up in the hospital two more times, once by ambulance, only to come home to find out I probably have too move from the apartment I've been in for 13 years. My neighbors (very nice couple with little girl) were evicted out of the blue to make room for landlord's daughter who wanted to move in. Now I have a week or so to make the decision if I want to stay in my apartment through the renovation, to probably be kicked out when it's done or move into the other apartment that my neighbors were evicted from which was renovated. Something smells very fishy. My rent has never gone up in 13 years and have the suspicion it will go up to market level (about twice what I'm pa... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3280154 Tue, 16 Feb 2010 21:41:00 +0100 3280154 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3223456&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F01%2Flife-on-hold.html I've been sick a lot and recently got out of another 4 day stay in the hospital, plus not doing very well at all on other fronts as well. I keep toying with the idea of deleting everything and just shutting this whole blog thing down.For now here's some links to read and ponder 'We Have Been Here BeforeBeyonce's Sweet Dreams Occult Mind ControlByron J. Richards Monsanto’s GMO Perversion of FoodChuck Baldwin Thank You, GovernorChuck Baldwin What's Really Going On In HaitiDave Daubenmire Multiculturalism is Societal AIDSDead Man Musings Television and Trauma Based ProgrammingDead Man Musings What the Massachusetts Election Really MeansDebunking Christianity Praise God for the Disaster in Haiti! Isn't God GoodHenry Makow A Deathless Suicide Man Regrets Sex ChangeHenry Makow Gun to Our Head ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3223456 Fri, 29 Jan 2010 22:01:00 +0100 3223456 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3149269&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F01%2Fcreature-of-habit.html The Christmas and New Years holidays came and went, greeted each by major snow storms. The New Years storm began on Thursday and Ended Sunday evening dumping over a foot of snow here. I think global warming is just a load of political BS; it's more like global cooling and as I look at recent trends, if anything it looks like we're headed into an ice age.The last few weeks were filled with doctor appointments and yesterday one of my last remaining friends, Rob, had yet his fifth hip surgery, to hopefully correct the first 4 that the doctor messed up.I seem to be slowly recovering from the carpal tunnel surgery, although my hand is still sore after a month and it still is painful to do certain things, like turn a doorknob.I'm still concerned over my erratic blood pressure, which gets shot in... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3149269 Wed, 06 Jan 2010 16:39:00 +0100 3149269 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3129650&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Favatar.html I seldom go to the movies. The first 3D movie I ever saw was "Creature from the Black Lagoon back in the early 60's when I was but a mere boy. You could almost see the zipper running down the back of the creature's rubber suit. That was also when you could also see the piano wire holding up the flying saucers in space alien movies.I was 2001 while in the Navy, a bunch if us caught it at the base movie theater. At that time it was cutting edge special effects; it was a mind blower for it's time.When the first Star Wars movie came out, it was a must see and we left the theater blown away. When I look at the early Star Wars films, although entertaining, they seem sophomoric by today's standards.Then there was Alien, a great Gothic space horror story with a few gotchas, plus a bunch of other c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3129650 Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:11:00 +0100 3129650 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3105239&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Favatar.html I seldom go to the movies. The first 3D movie I ever saw was "Creature from the Black Lagoon back in the early 60's when I was but a mere boy. You could almost see the zipper running down the back of the creature's rubber suit. That was also when you could also see the piano wire holding up the flying saucers in space alien movies.I was 2001 while in the Navy, a bunch if us caught it at the base movie theater. At that time it was cutting edge special effects; it was a mind blower for it's time.When the first Star Wars movie came out, it was a must see and we left the theater blown away. When I look at the early Star Wars films, although entertaining, they seem sophomoric by today's standards.Then there was Alien, a great Gothic space horror story with a few gotchas, plus a bunch of other c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3105239 Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:11:00 +0100 3105239 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3089494&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Fcarpal-tunnel-one-armed-bandit.html I took a cab to the hospital at 5AM last Tuesday for carpal tunnel surgery. They almost cancelled since I didn't have any family or friends that could take me home. Yeah I'm one of those losers who doesn't have any family or close friends other than the two who are in much worse shape than I am. I called my medical case social worker to ask if he had any suggestions, and lo and behold, he replied that he'd be glad to meet me at the hospital and escort me back home (he definitely gets a Christmas card with a Trader Joe's gift card inside)Anyway the cab made it into Boston in less than 20 minutes, considering there were hardly any cars on the road at 5AM. I sat around until almost 8AM (was asked to be there by 6AM) and then they escorted me in for surgery prep; vitals, EKG, 20 questions and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3089494 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:21:00 +0100 3089494 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3059865&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Fwinter-book-stack.html My little experiment seems to be creating reproducible results, watching TV does raise my blood pressure, but leaving the mind control box off and reading instead lowers it....TV is dangerous to your health in anything more than tiny doses. Two of mt 2.7 visitors have sent me mail in recent months asking me to write a list of books I've been reading or would recommend. I periodically briefly mention books that have caught my interest.Last Summer I discovered through a neighbor a great overstock/used book superstore not too far from my apartment, so late Summer I went on a book buying frenzy (all for under $40 total) laying in a store of reading material for Winter. Winter is only a couple of weeks away and I've already read through a good part of the pile.Sorry but I was too lazy to includ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3059865 Fri, 04 Dec 2009 23:05:00 +0100 3059865 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3017198&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fsigns-of-times.html I'm seeing this more and more as I ride the bus from Arlington through Cambridge and into Boston, more and more stores, and other businesses, now empty with signs in the windows "Retail, restaurant, business space for lease." Each week I see more of these signs as I travel the same routes. Some of these businesses have been at the same address for decades, but now the storefronts are empty, awaiting the nest potential tenant. Some of these stores have been vacant for well over a year or more.I recently drove to visit my friend Rob out in the Worcester hinterlands for a couple of days and I saw the same signs as I drove along route 12 and 20 "Retail space for sale or lease". Some of the spaces were once occupied by major furniture stores and other retail outlets. Even some malls are folding... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3017198 Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:54:00 +0100 3017198 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3008357&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fim-pc.html Well not exactly....I am a human being who owns a desktop and laptop PCs. Those I'm a PC Ads get tired very quickly, where Mr/Mrs Anybody USA is led into a store with a budget, they sniff briefly at the Mac, but immediately run to a windows PC, always a laptop, as one mother and her kid said in chorus "Oooohhh this one's got B-l-u-e R-a-y" as if they had discovered the holy grail.Personally I'm not fond of laptops as a main machine, although I bought my 10 pound Gateway wide screen laptop 5 years ago when I was spending 80% of my time in Provincetown. They don't mak'em like they used to. My Gateway is built like a truck and weighs almost as much, so it sits on the coffee table connected to my flat screen TV.I enjoy the net but don't feel I have to be connected to it 24x7 like the denizens ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3008357 Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:30:00 +0100 3008357 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2989359&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fbzzzt-wrong-answer.html I went for a nerve conductivity test yesterday to hopefully sort out where to totally disabling pain is coming from in my right hand and arm. The first part of the tests, the doctor moves electrodes around in the areas in question and gives you a series of electric shocks, smaller increasing to jump of the table jolts. I don't know what struck me as funny but every time she shocked me I broke out laughing and had to regain my composure before the next round of shocks. I just kept thinking about a prisoner being tortured with electric shocks by his captors.After the first round of tests she moved on to inserting acupuncture needles in various nerves and having me move the hand or flex it a certain way, making a racket of static in the speaker attached to the equipment. An equally unpleasant... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2989359 Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:24:00 +0100 2989359 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2972019&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Frats-in-main-cable-trunk.html Rats have been gnawing away at the insulation in the main cable trunk and mice have built nests in the control console. Lights keep flickering on and off, there's a smell of burning insulation in the main lobby and power has been lost to the lower floors and basement.That about sums up the state of my spine and nerves. I've been in unspeakable pain for over 2 months due to an undiagnosed nerve pinch in my right arm, which feels like the worst charlie horse I've ever had multiplied times 1000. I've been bounced between specialists, one claiming it smells like MS or polio, but then reversed his decision. The other specialist swears on her medical license it's either carpal tunnel or nerve pressure form the cervical spine, but I won't have a warm jello firm diagnosis until next week when I'm ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2972019 Sat, 07 Nov 2009 21:43:00 +0100 2972019 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2927522&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fmaybe-tv-is-toxic.html Something has happened to me over the past year or so that raises hell with my blood pressure. I first began noticing it about a year ago when I was living on a diet of Christian apocalyptic and tin foil helmet conspiracy news (those in the know, know that there is no conspiracy. The powers that be are right in the sheeple's faces, but nobody seems to notice or care).A strange thing happens when my blood pressure gets into the red zone; the tinnitus in my ears becomes like a jet roar, my vision blurs and my throat and chest get tight. I normally have run low to normal 90/60 to 130/80, but in these isolated cases it shoots up to 160/90 to 220/130 and stays there. Now anxiety and stress jack it up, where they never did before. I have blood pressure medication but my doctor suggested I not us... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2927522 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 21:45:00 +0100 2927522 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2899153&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fcrash-and-bleed-out.html I have grown to dread hospitals and the medical industry in general "and it is an industry". Medical care has become a joke in this country, even in some of the best hospitals which are under staffed, over worked, unprepared and chaotic. Insurance and drug companies, plus other bean counters dictate what, when, how and who gets treated and who gets sent away. A lot of the under staffing and overworking of hospital and clinic staff comes from mandates in hospital admin (bean counters) and from HMO's and insurance companies.Over the past 10 years I have been rushed to the ER more times than I'd like to remember. In all but one or two cases I sat in the waiting area for between 4 and 12 hours before I was seen seen....the result, no clear diagnosis, sent home with pain killers or antibiotics.... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2899153 Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:54:00 +0100 2899153 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2881309&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fdown-for-count.html There's a lot I have wanted to write about but...alas...my medical condition is sliding, especially the degenerative spinal/neural/muscle issues. I've been living with pain that only a Guantanamo tortured prisoner, spinal injury or cancer patient can appreciate. In the case of neurological conditions doctors claim there's not much they can do except sit an enjoy the show.I have not "literally" slept for over 3 weeks (maube 15-30 minutes a night total) due to intractable nerve pain, so my keel isn't to even, nor is my mental state.Strange but the thought has kept invading my mind that I won't be around next year, been sorting through my possessions and getting rid of a lot of stuff.Here's a buncha f.ing links.8 Shocking Ways the Billionaires Have Schemed to Rob Us of Every Last $A Millionai... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2881309 Sat, 10 Oct 2009 22:17:00 +0100 2881309 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2834440&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Ftweet-tweet-tweet.html A bunch of short rant bursts but for now just some links$20 Per Gallon 1$20 Per Gallon 2Articles by neal gablerBird Flu, Swine Flu Tamiflu and Donald RumsfeldByron J. Richards Using Nutrition to Help Perceive and Combat Swine FluCan Condoms Save Us From Climate ChangeDarren Weeks For English Press OneDead Man MusingsEllen Makkai Reality TV fast becoming a blood sportEugene Narrett Culture of Terror, IIIButch Paugh When Fear ReignsOverpopulation Smells Like A Barn Out Of A FaucetWhy Do 1-3 of New Jersey Conservatives Think Obama Might Be the Anti-ChristSecondhand Smoke A First Things BlogSick and Wrong Rolling StoneSocial Utility How Much Are Grandpa and Grandma WorthThe extreme Republican Party The Boston GlobeThe Last Time Right-Wing Hatred Ran Wild Like This a President Was killedThe The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2834440 Fri, 25 Sep 2009 20:59:00 +0100 2834440 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2786235&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Fweird-massachusetts.html I spent a few days out in Worcester visiting and keeping my friend Rob company. He's still not doing well after a botched hip replacement surgery last February. It felt good to have someone to talk to seeing I'm alone 100% of the time normally. I took him out on a few errands and while we were at BJ's I picked up an interesting book which I've almost finished "Weird Massachusetts", a fun and informative collection of Massachusetts folk takes, urban legends as well as facts. This week on the news they stated that Boston is the eighth most stressful city to live in. Chicago gained the number one spot.I've lived here all my life except for the 4 years I was away in the military. I came close twice to moving to the West Coast long ago and am glad I aborted those plans. For all the congestion, ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2786235 Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:43:00 +0100 2786235 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2768810&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Fsummers-and-americas-end.html Medically I have not been doing well, which is one reason I have not been keeping up with writing in here, and I don't feel like sharing the gory details for the vicarious entertainment of the masses.I was riding the bus last week and this upscale yuppy mom and two podlings were sitting acrfoss from me. She kept looking at my leg and grimacing. So all right, my left leg is rather skinny with no calf muscle left"What's wrong with your leg?""I have a degenerative neuro-spinal condition.""You really shouldn't wear shorts, it really looks disgusting.""Well noone is forcing you to state.""Well it's hard not to....ewww"I was half tempted in my imagination to act out the following, taking off my calf brace and whacking her repeatedly over the head with it, "You smarmy self righteous yuppy c.! The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2768810 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 20:08:00 +0100 2768810 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2705299&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F08%2Fcruel-summer.html It's been a while since I posted, been up to my neck in alligators. This has to be one of the strangest Summers I can remember as far as weather goes. June was a total washout...literally! July 4th weekend was superb and went downhill from there. It was either cloudy or hot and stiflingly humid. You could cut the air with machete it's been so thick, broken here and there by torrential downpours. It reminds me of when I was in the Philippines during monsoon season.Breathe deeply all those healthful vapors! As I crested the hill on route 2 heading East, at the Belmont/Arlington line, in the distance the Boston skyline has a yellowish to coffee colored hue to it.I've been using my discount T pass every day, either for doctor and support meetings just to get out and about around Cambridge, Bos... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2705299 Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:26:00 +0100 2705299 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2584359&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F07%2Fserenity-gate.html I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday to help my friend Rob out. He fell and broke his hip in February and they really screwed up his surgery, having to do it 3 times and leaving him systemic MRSA. It was good... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2584359 Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2584359 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2580438&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F07%2Fserenity-gate.html I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday to help my friend Rob out. He fell and broke his hip in February and they really screwed up his surgery, having to do it 3 times and leaving him systemic MRSA. It was good... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2580438 Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2580438 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2453052&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F06%2Ffrequent-flier-to-hell-and-back.html All of the warning lights in my head have come one and it's time for action. This latest wave of crippling anxiety, depression and obsessive thinking has it's roots way back in my early childhood. As I look honestly back, I've had clinical depression and anxiety most of my life, mixed in with long periods of normalcy. Clinical depression and OCD also ran in my family who are all long dead.I began seeing a counselor which to some might seem a form of weakness, but I look at it the opposite way, sometimes you need a little outside help. I'm also scheduled to see a psycopharmacologist about the possibility of some "temporary" antidepressant medication. Ever SSRI my doctor tried me on made me worse, so we've got to be creative. I've talked with people at my ASO who claimed benefits from acupun... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2453052 Wed, 03 Jun 2009 20:53:00 +0100 2453052 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2448062&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fanother-one-takes-bus.html The title's a takeoff on "Another one bites the dust". Since I got my old geezer/disabled discount T pass, I've been using mass transit a lot more. Thursday and Friday were whirlwind tours to the medical clinic and AIDS Service Organization. The problems with my legs and back are worsening, and it's affected my already non existent sex life. Since even masturbation offers no relief since somewhere along the spinal cable trunk the signals are not getting through. Some of it could also be my prostate, although every time the doc does a digital exam it feels normal and my PSA has always been well within normal range (but tests lie). I chatted with a guy once who kept getting picture perfect prostate and PSA exams and still found out he has prostate cancer.Friday I was back on the subway into ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2448062 Sun, 31 May 2009 21:54:00 +0100 2448062 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442518&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Flost-in-whirlwind.html About 35 years ago I was caught up in a deep depression and crippling free floating anxiety. After 2 years of therapy I was back in track thinking that was over and done with, but during the past few months the crippling anxiety has returned and I know some of it is from immersing myself in fundie dogma and living on a diet of that and tin foil helmet reading. This is making my life unmanageable. Unfortunately today my insurance does not cover counseling but they do cover all the psych meds I want. Well, I'm one of those people for whom psych meds worsen the condition. Every single SSRI they tried me on made me 100 times worse. Some fundies claim it's due to demonic possession since the guilt over even the tiniest sexual thought sends me into a tailspin. I'm sorry but I have a lot of resen... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442518 Tue, 26 May 2009 13:36:00 +0100 2442518 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442519&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fbreath-of-fresh-air.html For all the depression and anxiety I have been schlogging through, I woke up this morning feeling pretty good. Perhaps it was in part because today was one of those few picture perfect days, clear skies, mid 80's with low humidity. We only get a handful of these perfect days during Boston Summers so I took advantage of it, caught the subway into Boston and wandered around the common and shopping district before heading to the HIV long term survivor group.It's a nice group that I will try to attend whenever I'm able, men and women who have been living with it for 15 to 25 or more years. Support groups are also good for pointers to programs, health and medical tips that doctors are too busy to mention or know nothing about, plus being among a group of others who are all dealing with similar ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442519 Fri, 22 May 2009 20:37:00 +0100 2442519 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442520&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fbreathing-space.html I'm in a very weird space right now, backing off from many of my familiar past times. There is a big stack of conspiracy and Christian books by the door waiting to be taken to the library for donation. What's also weird is I feel the most tense and depressed when I'm in my apartment, considering I've been here for 12 years. I find myself taking a lawn chair and a book and sitting in the back yard or catching a bus into Harvard Square just to be out among people, a sea of strangers all wearing ear buds, on cell phones or their laptops, it's almost surreal.I hope when the day comes I have to move it's not far from where I am since I've been going over to Spy Pond and sitting by the water for a couple of hours after dinner. It's quiet and peaceful there just listening to the ducks and birds a... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442520 Thu, 21 May 2009 00:28:00 +0100 2442520 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2424412&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fdecompression.html I've decided to pull the plug on a lot of things. Living and spending 99.99% of my time alone, I have been burning up too much time online, mostly reading tin foil helmet articles and watching videos of the same bent, along with Christian end times stuff. I reached this point almost 35 years ago, which led me to a very deep dark place, so I am trying to pay attention to the little red warning light in my head and am trying to back off.....too much of this input is making me literally sick, so I've been watching old episodes of the Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy and American Dad with some Monty Python, George Carlin and BBC documentaries thrown in.I've become sexphobic, not that I'm very marketable but even the thought of sex or seeing a long leggy pretty woman (or man) in tight jeans sen... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2424412 Tue, 19 May 2009 14:11:00 +0100 2424412 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2390245&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fmea-culpa.html I recently made a pledge with myself to try not to post any more religious stuff since I am honestly not qualified, plus like 35 years ago I am wandering dangerously near the deep end of the pool once again. It's interesting that many mental patients according to a shrink I knew who was an ex man of the cloth, stated most of his patients came as a direct result of their dabbling in fundamentalist Christianity. If you're looking for hellfire and damnation then the bible is your book. In all my years of trying to read the bible, I never got a message of love and forgiveness, but mostly the threats of eternal damnation for the most trivial of sins. Most born again I have made at all claim an almost instant bolt of lightning from God conversation. I never felt anything like that, actually felt... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2390245 Tue, 05 May 2009 17:36:00 +0100 2390245 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2376632&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fkiller-bs.html I've been trying to take a break from indulging in tin foil helmet and Christian end times stuff. The little yellow light in my mind has been flashing to back off and lighten up, so I've been indulging in watching really crappy B movies, always a pleasant escape from the realities of (1) the coming police state (2) genetically engineered flu virus unleashed by the elite to kill off a broad swath of humanity, (3) nuclear war (4) the coming Antichrist (5) financial and social collapse (6) invasion by evil lectroids from planet 10 by way of the eighth dimension (7) runaway satanic corruption of most peopel in power....asteroids, tornados, voacnos and earthquakes. I've been aware for decades what's been going on, more recently at warp speed....so for a change some B movie stuff and other misc ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2376632 Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:03:00 +0100 2376632 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2358543&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fmug-shot.html I have a ton of things that have to get done during the coming month, reapplying/re certifying for medical assistance, start a low level search for possible new place to live and getting my license renewed. I went to the Mass RMV site to see which offices were still open and which one was closest to me.After 2 days of Noah's flood (it poured) it looked liked a sparkling sunny day, OK the skies were filling with chem trails when I left the house this morning to catch the "cattle car from hell" in Somerville to East Cambridge. I call it the cattle car from hell because when I lived in Somerville, it was like being in a third world country, mostly Hispanic mobs, and some time even some trying to bring pigs, chickens and goats on the bus, and since they claim to not understand English "No comp... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2358543 Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:10:00 +0100 2358543 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2354026&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Flink-o-rama.html I'm too tired to say aything, but there's a ton of articles and video linksBullies Bearing BadgesChuck Baldwin Obama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensHomosexuals In The Rapture GraceThruFaithObama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensThe Vigilant CitizenEliminate the Useless EatersFive Days on the Digital Dirt Road (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2354026 Tue, 21 Apr 2009 23:18:00 +0100 2354026 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2349477&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fchatzka-by-any-other-name.html Strange the names we give to bits of stuff we collect that fills the shelves of curio cabinets, bookcases and cocktail tables; chatzka, bric-a-brac, whatnot, nick nack, whatchumacallits, hoo-hahs.I got rid of most of the boxes of whatnots and hoo-hahs I collected in my travels, but still have a bunch if little cat nick nacks scattered around the apartment.I rode the bus into Harvard Square today. You see so much more sitting on the bus, where you can peer out the window, which is harder and more hazardous to do while driving. As bad as the economy is, more and more upscale yuppie hoo-hah shops seem to be opening up. One store displayed a large sign "Store wide Sale, various mugs, utensils, notepads, supplies, soaps and oils and hoo-hahs" I've been in that store a couple of times to look ar... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2349477 Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:47:00 +0100 2349477 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2349478&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Feaster-sunday.html Nothing much to say, exceptJesus Christ died on the crossJesus Christ arose from the deadJesus Christ will return again Christian Answers one of many, many Christian apologetics sitesWho is JesusHow did Jesus DieAn Easter basket full of vidoesThe Dreamslayer And The SaviorYouTube Hidden Sex Messages & The MedesYouTube Hollywood & Tell-a-visionYouTube HOMEGROWN REVOLUTION - Radical Change Taking RootYouTube ILLITERATE IN AMERICAYouTube Johnny Cash I see a darknessYouTube Johnny Cash In My LifeYouTube Johnny Cash Oh, Lonesome MeYouTube Johnny Cash OneYouTube Johnny cash Personal JesusYouTube Johnny Cash RedemptionYouTube Johnny Cash SpiritualYouTube Johnny Cash The Mercy SeatYouTube Johnny Cash How High is The Water MommaYouTube Johnny Cash HurtYouTube Johnny Cash Rusty CageYouTube Johnny Ca... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2349478 Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:38:00 +0100 2349478 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2326534&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fgraven-images.html I voted for Barak Obama, although to me none of the available list of candidates seemed very appealing. I hoped that since he was black and came from supposed working class roots "maybe" things would be different after 28 years of apocalyptic destruction left behind by Reagan, Bush I, Clinton and Bush II. My how time flies whether you're having a good time or not, 28 years!I'm still amazed and totally dumbfounded at how many times Bush and his cronies got a "get out of jail free card" and got to pass go and collect 2 billion dollars time and time again, considering the high crimes they committed....and barely a whimper from the masses. He was one of the annointed ones of the elite, "don't spoil the oil of spill the wine." Plus Dubya has a walk in closet full of skeletons but no one paid at... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2326534 Thu, 09 Apr 2009 20:18:00 +0100 2326534 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2326535&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fthisnthat-3.html As days roll by I'm left more and more with a loss for words. I'll write more later but for now, here's a long list of links to articles and videos.Nancy Levant The Religion of D.C.The Great Power Of ConditioningThe Media is the MatrixWhen will it be enough, America HR 875 & S 425Arrogance Incompetence & GreedChuck Baldwin Few Christians Have Biblical WorldviewDave Daubenmire No Gospel at AllDebra Rae Signs of the Times Being Led AstrayJim R. Schwiesow A Terminus ContinuumMichael Cutler Violent Gangs From All Over the World Infest American CitiesNancy Levant The Religion of D.C.Millennium Ark Hot News EMPThe Medical MafiaThe Silver Bullets Were IgnoredThe Stunning Consequences of Not Getting Enough SleepTheir World Is In Your HeadWill the Tanking Economy Ruin Your Sex LifeDebt For All For ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2326535 Sat, 04 Apr 2009 15:11:00 +0100 2326535 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2298737&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fthisnthat-2.html I wish I had more to say but have been feeling overwhelmed by many things. Neither of the two remaining living friends I have are doing very well medically, this layered on the state of the country and world has left me feeling rather depleted, waiting for the next shoe to drop.It's been raining for the past 2 days, but thankfully here in Massachusetts we have not had the disastrous weather yet that's been affecting other parts of the country, especially the Dakotas.I've noticed a lot of YouTube videos I have posted links to have disappeared, removed due to terms of use violation, so if anyone clicks on a video link in this blog and gets a removed message, the link was active when I posted it. I have a strange feeling that there will be a lot more of this as time goes on.Over the past coup... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2298737 Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:22:00 +0100 2298737 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2298738&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fsilence-prophets.html When I was working in high tech at a Fortune 100 company there was a popular poster that many had copies of in their cubicles. Since I worked mostly in engineering and application development groups, the poster rang so very true.The 5 Stages of a Project1) Enthusiasm2) Disillusionment3) Hunt for the guilty4) Punishment of the innocent5) Praise and glory for the non participantsWhoever raised their hand to deliver the bad news bore the brunt of the team's wrath, unless they were among the upper management/executive ranks, who always skated away scott free..."shoot the messenger".What does the above have to do with prophecy? not much, except that it's always the visionary who does the analysis and informs the managers that the project is on the wrong path or doomed who get punished, provided... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2298738 Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2298738 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2267773&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fides-of-march.html Today is the Ides of March. Not much to say today among other things, battling with erratic and strasopheric episodes of high blood pressure for no apparaent reason, then if I take the BP medicine my BP and pulse drop almost to heart failure levels, from 140-200/90-110down to 50-70/30-35 adn pulse of 35-40. My blood pressure was never high, after being rushed to the hospital in January with 220/130 BP all tests came back negative so stress might be playing a major factor. I've cut my coffee consumption by 90% quit smoking (which never affected BP befpore) but in the past 4-5 months listening to music, reading, watching a video, anything will send my BP through the roof.SO if the 2.5 visitors who may drop by the blog see no activity for a few weeks to a month or more, assume, I have probabl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2267773 Sun, 15 Mar 2009 21:55:00 +0100 2267773 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2260381&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fcobwebs-in-sky.html Last Summer I began noticing a large increase in the number of chem trails in the sky. What seemed strange was it would be a crystal clear day, then by the time the spraying filled the sky, it became cloudy and overcast. Even through the weather forecast was for clear and sunny, storms would materialize as if out of nowhere. We had numerous knock down, drag'em'out thunderstorms that appeared out of nowhere, dumping 2 to 5 inches of rain in an hour or two, then the sun would come back out. Sometimes we got a few bands of very powerful thunderstorms in a single day, with tornado warnings issues in parts of the state. June and July were filled with chem trails, storms, sun, storms with violent lightning and high winds. A house on the next street over from me was hit my lightning and burned as... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2260381 Mon, 09 Mar 2009 23:10:00 +0100 2260381 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2232329&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fstorm-aftermath.html It's probably depression, mixed in with apprehension, but I still cannot find the words to write whenever I sit at the keyboard. The ideas flow freely when I'm up and about, but as soon as I begin to write, it's like, "what's the use, why bother."Another factor is that I'm one of the fully awake who see clearly that we are heading for a bottomless abyss, and not sure if I will survive what's to come. I wish I had the unshakable faith that I have seen in some Christians, and maybe I'm just kidding myself that I am a Christian as I don't dedicate every waking hour to worship, not can I recite from memory chapter and verse from the Bible, let alone tie it all together. I claim Jesus as my savior, but at times I wonder if he'd want someone as flawed and sinful as me as one of his.There's a lot... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2232329 Tue, 03 Mar 2009 21:17:00 +0100 2232329 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2216449&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fsupermarket-checkout-rags.html While some people curse while waiting in supermarket checkout lines I amuse myself browsing the various scandal rags in the magazine rack "Bush now suicidal and back on the sauce", "Obama Gay scandal", "Two headed baby born in Russia tells date of end of the world then dies", etc. Ya just gotta love some of the ludicrous nonsense that passes for headlines, almost as good as reading the Onion online.I always wondered if Dubya really wanted to be prez or would he have been happier just tooling around on his ranch in his pickup truck, swilling beer and burning sagebrush with an Army surplus flame thrower, but he was fingered by the elite to rise to power and hasten the collapse of a once great nation, continuing a proud tradition of looting and high crimes started by Johnson, Nixon, Reagan, B... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2216449 Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:31:00 +0100 2216449 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2204926&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fbreakfast-and-fellowship.html It's quiet here before the next storm, which thank goodness isn't supposed to amount to much in the Boston/Cambridge area. I dragged myself out of bed to attened the men's breakfast, discussion and prayer group at the church I'm attending. It's refreshing to be among Christians who are real people, no pretense, self righteousness, etc, but who show a real love for God and their fellow man.The topic today seemed dominated by the economy and how we are all feeling the negative effects. Tonight I'll just catch up on some reading and maybe watch one of the longer documentaries that I recently downloaded, then tomorrow church and just vegging out before another week begins.A few leftover article and video linksA Blog on Oddities the odd, bizarre and strange things of our worldThe Book of EnochD... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2204926 Sat, 21 Feb 2009 20:35:00 +0100 2204926 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2200347&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Ffriday-linkfest-and-benediction.html This'll be mostly a link posting as I still have been having writer's block, too much happening all at once. I haven't been turning on the TV for anything during the past few weeks other than to use it as a big computer monitor or to watch a DVD. It's come to the point that I can't stand staring at the box even for the couple of shows I like to watch, the ads and propaganda give me a headache and raise my blood pressure 50 points after 10 minutes or less of viewing but I have been raeding a lot more both on and offline, plus watching YouTube and Goodle videos more, plus downloadinf a ton of interesting and thought provoking MP3 sermons and lectures, archiving for the day there may be no more freedome of speech on the Internet.I had posted a supportive reply to a young Christian guy's YouTu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2200347 Fri, 20 Feb 2009 17:02:00 +0100 2200347 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2190454&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Feye-candy-and-food-for-thought.html I haven't been doing much other than reading more, plus watching to a lot more lectures and sermons online. As I was saying to a Christian pen pal last night over the phone, "we should enjoy and be thankful for the Internet while we still have it", which for an "Amen" from her end.The only other thing Ive been up to other than implementing my personal austerity program is becoming more active in the little Evangelical church I've been attending. True Christianity has gotten a bum rap from the glaring excesses and snake oil put forth by the big televangelists. I have been fortunate to have met groups of "real" Christians, who live quiet lives, honestly doing the work that Christ ordered his followers to do. They are patient, generous, honest, genuine truly concerned for the well being of pe... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2190454 Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:06:00 +0100 2190454 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2182363&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fsome-videos.html I still have not felt much like writing, drove down to visit my friend in the hospital who just had hip surgery, ran a few errands for him and visited him in physical rehab before returning home.I am a Christian but felt the series "The Arrivals" was worth including in today's links. I assume the series creator is Muslim based on quotes from the Quran, but he makes a lot of very good points on the media, brainwashing and the New World Order satanic system.Some videos and articlesBeverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaJim R. Schwiesow A Dark Nation in Dark TimesOnly in America Could Misery Be Turned Into a CommodityThe Arrivals Series 1The Arrivals Series 2The Arrivals Series 3The Arrivals Series 4THE EMPIRE OF THE CITY World Superstate 1THE EMPIRE OF THE CITY World Superstate 2Yo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2182363 Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:46:00 +0100 2182363 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2163489&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fstorms-on-land-and-in-mind.html Nothing to say today. I had planned on writing a lengthy entry but last night got a call that one of the only two remaining friends I have in the world fell and broke his hip last night and is being operated on today. He's 65 and I'm not too far behind him. it is strange that when I was in my 20's mortality was the last ting ion my mind, today I'm always aware of my mortality....life is hard, then you die.Links, videos, etcBiblical Battered Wife Syndrome Christian Women and Domestic ViolenceBitter PillCFM 11 Titor Right brainoilChuck Baldwin Christians Use Prophecy To Excuse LazinessDelusion & DenialIt's Not Going to Be OKKilltown's 9-11 coincidences and oddities pageKilltown's Was AIDS engineered pageMakow The Satanist Banker ConspiracyMark Driscoll Kicks His Own Ass Wittenburg DoorNetwo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2163489 Thu, 05 Feb 2009 21:58:00 +0100 2163489 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2150733&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fmy-fave-youtube-channels-so-far.html Once again getting ready for yet another major snow storm, the talking heads are saying this might be the biggest one yet with more to come. Screw what the gummint and corporate shills claim about global warming, when they have known and feared for decades thatwe are actually heading into a new ice age....do the research, connect the dots.Anyway nothing much to say today, BP was through the roof most of the day, feel like crap.Here's a list of YouTube channels I subscribe to and watch on a regular basis.BravePJCitizenPatriotcivilian37DeekjacksonDrLeonardHorowitzEarthlasthope2EmceeArSnendtimewatchmaneyezbbackFeelFreeToArguefknnewzgalaxydreamsjagbodhijinkyfcjohnrigs123KeithTruthlibertyeternalLifeofApollosmhcseattleMichaelJacebsonmountainfire77MrDuffy81nearingmidnightpsychetruthRidleyReportro... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2150733 Sun, 01 Feb 2009 23:17:00 +0100 2150733 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2144428&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fredlined.html I just got out of the hospital after a mandated ambulance ride to the ER when My blood pressure kept escalating until when it reached 220/112 I called my doctor's office, getting an immediate call back to call 911.When the EMT's arrived it was 200/99, which they said was still well worth a ride to the hospital. I don't drink, never used drugs, recently quit smoking, which could be part of why my BP has suddenly gone out of control. I can just be sitting there relaxing or reading, then suddenly a wave of anxiety washes over me, face felt flushed, throat and neck feel like they're being crushed and the ringing in my ears turns into a jet roar....then bp rapidly goes from 120/70.....150/85.....180/99, etcI made the mistake of jerking off to try relieving some stress and now a once pleasurable... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2144428 Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:03:00 +0100 2144428 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2132231&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Flinks-before-next-storm.html I'm really not feeling well at all, so here's a list of videos I was laying back watching over the past day or so.Halt Immigration For Our SurvivalHonest Bill Cosby Tells US Blacks The TruthNew World Order Conspiracy, UFOs photographsPresident Bush's Farewell Speech WHITEHOUSE.ORGSkousen No, Everything Will Not Be AlrightStargods Daily ThoughtsTen Years Into The Chemtrail-WarsThe Mind Has No FirewallWatching the Growth of Walmart Across America animationWhistleblower Levels Shocking Allegations at Bush's Spying ProgramsYou'll never think the same way again. the revelation\A Message from Elder George ELIMINATION OF THE FAMILYMODERN DEMONOLOGY PSYCHOTRONIC WARFAREThe lies videoYouTube 2012 Visionaries David Icke & Bill HicksYouTube A MUST LISTEN TO series, Alex Jones - New World Order Pt1You... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2132231 Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:48:00 +0100 2132231 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2121423&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fmeet-new-boss.html ...same as the old bossI didn't watch the inauguration live yesterday. I was enroute to and from a doctor appointment via the T. There's something going on with my heart and blood pressure but an EKG yesterday was fine and BP was perfect 120/72 pulse 73, so I'm scheduled for a human dynamometer test (stress) and cardiac echo next week.I did watch some of the endless replays last night on the news after Fringe on Faux. The only 2 network shows I watch are House and Fringe. As I watched Dubya boarding helicopter one....scenes we'd like to see, federal agents grabbing him, Cheney and company leading them off in shackles for high crimes against the nation and humanity.I voted for Obama as there were not really any other choices and the only candidate I would have voted for was elbowed out long... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2121423 Wed, 21 Jan 2009 18:48:00 +0100 2121423 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2112146&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fnwo-links-old-and-new.html Some of these have been listed before, but worth listing again, plus a few articles and new videos.Beverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaSelwyn Duke The Artificial Reality of the Matrix MediaWhat Your Sex Life Will Be Like in 2009What's It Going to Take to Lock Up Drug Company ExecsSo Long Worst President Ever; 10 Reasons History Will Hang YouAlien Abductions Stopped By the Name of Jesus ChristDr. James Howenstine Nutrients Can Restore Good Health To HIV PatientsHenry Makow Politically Incorrect Advice for Young MenSecrets of the Federal Reserve Online bookUS Infrastructure Overwhelmed By Illegal AliensA Radical Revolution of Values Dr. King’s Most Important (And Dangerous) SpeechYouTube Radio host charged with promoting marijuana disobedienceFKN Newz Bush Farewell bye asshole... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2112146 Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:11:00 +0100 2112146 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2107607&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Farctic-visitation.html It is pretty damn cold today and tomorrow may break records for cold here in chilly Eastern Taxachusetts.I had a doctor appointment yesterday, felt pretty good for a change and decided to take the T into Boston rather than drive the 7 miles. Having a discount old folk/disabled Charlie card has been a blessing at times. I did bundle up, gloves, woollen cap, scarf, snorkel jacket and walking boots. I've noticed that since mid December traffic has been much lighter than usual, same for the number of people riding the bus and subway systems. I figured it was because of the Christmas and other holiday season, but even now in mid January traffic still seems lighter than normal. My friend Rob has noticed the same thing and feels it's the large increase of people who have lost their jobs that acco... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2107607 Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:46:00 +0100 2107607 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2097774&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fneverending-winter.html Winter is only a few weeks old and already, even many of us New Englanders are quickly growing weary of one major snow storm after another, mixed with extreme cold.I don't have much to say today, besides all of my other medical issues I may also be having some cardiac problems. It still amazes me that I've made it to almost 62 years old, and can still wear the same size clothes I wore in high school. Although I am no longer very active, a lifetime of cycling, swimming and hiking has carried me through life with a lean physique. I do try to eat a healthy diet, difficult considering how tainted the food supply is, but there are 3 very good family run farm markets within a short distance of my apartment. The quality of their produce, baked goods, etc are 10 times better than the agrifarmed fr... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2097774 Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:08:00 +0100 2097774 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2073739&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fjust-pile-of-links.html You thought 2008 was bad! The coming years will make the past one seem like a day in paradise.....and it will go downhill from there, that is the overall plan.I have been hanging out on a Christian message board, mostly reading through and commenting on some of the NWO topics, something I have followed for almost 30 years. OK so the board is a Fundamentalist one, and a mistake I made was including a link to this blog....big mistake! Seems a few were quite annoyed at my worldliness and that it wasn't a Christian blog. If it was, I would have stated it clearly. One message I got was "you are very clever with words, so is Satan. I see nothing of total repentence on your writing or links". Sorry folks, mea culpa, I have sinned. I have told some in private that there is a lot about fundamentlis... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2073739 Tue, 30 Dec 2008 15:35:00 +0100 2073739 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2046598&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fwe-have-b-b-y.html Oh I just had to finally post this, but what is this about yuppies making a big scene over "We have a baby! Look out, make way, baby on board coming through!" Cell phone zombie mom frantically yakking away pushing her prize possession around as if she were driving an Abrams tank through a conquered city. The yuppie offspring always seem to be screaming at the top of their lungs, from infant hood through preschool, it's non stop "WAA WAA! AAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!" When I compare them to non yuppie mothers, who's children seem to be well behaved, which makes them even cuter.It's especially nerve wracking while in the supermarket, restaurant, mall or coffee shop, traffic snarls of 2 to 4 seater being pushed by moms who are on a mission from God! and their spawn the entire time screaming til their lu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2046598 Wed, 17 Dec 2008 23:33:00 +0100 2046598 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2046599&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fother-shoe.html By now the entire world has seen our beloved emperor dodging the attempt of a shoe terrorist. Much of the world laughed or applauded, perhaps there were hoots, hollers and applause from Heaven itself. When I viewed the news footage of the fateful event, Dubya still had that perennial smirk in his face as if to say, "ha ha, ya missed, loser." The shoe event will reverberate around the world and may find it's way into future history books. But in his own mind Meester Boosh has done nothing wrong. So what if we're in the verge of a second great depression, so what if were are mired down in an untenable war or questionable cause. Being a Viet Nam vet, right away I suspected, 'this is Nam II, the sequel'.After Mr Bush leaves office, the controlled lap dog media will probably remember him as a g... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2046599 Wed, 17 Dec 2008 15:25:00 +0100 2046599 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2039795&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fbehold-toy-christian.html "Hey what's with using the same picture" you may ask, "I've seen that JPG of Jesus weeping as he looks down on the world. Dontcha have anything new?" Well I think that picture speaks volumes, so it is worth using over again. Sorry no porno or graphics pics of carnage, you can get that while watching TeeVee or suckling from any other mass media teat.I suppose I'm a toy Christian would be like a toy soldier, not a real one, but a wind up toy....why do I say this?I must confess, although I claim Jesus Christ as my personal lord and savior, and believe that he came here in the flesh, died for us, beat death and is now reigning in Heaven, there are many times I do not feel saved, maybe because I am still a sinner...maybe because I try to analyze it too much.I must also confess unlike many born ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2039795 Tue, 16 Dec 2008 18:58:00 +0100 2039795 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2032965&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fgiving.html Back in the Summer of 1973, I was spending a day in Boston with a friend and his wife. His wife took off shopping while he and I made our way to the Bull & Finch pub for a pint. On the way we were walking through Boston Common when he asked, "who do you identify with?" I looked at him puzzled, he repeated his question then pointed to a homeless guy curled up sleeping on a park bench, "that's who I identify with. You, me, anyone could wind up where he is under the right set of circumstances, but nobody wants to think about that, it's just too frightening. Some day we may all be facing his fate, just remember that and be thankful for what you have."His words never left me as my parents words always stuck in my head. My parents still had fresh painful memories of the Great Depression, even th... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2032965 Fri, 12 Dec 2008 20:48:00 +0100 2032965 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2032966&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fcrutches-for-my-stumbling-christian.html It's raining cats and dogs again today, talk about up to 3" before the mercury drops. I think I saw Noah navigating his ark down my street this morning. I had to get out, plus I was out of half and half, bread and a few other essentials., so I ventured out and drove to Micro Center, along the crazed cell phone zombies in their SUV's. People are really getting psycho on the road, which is one reason I no longer find driving pleasurable.I went with a mission, to find some decent Bible software and pick up one of the flash drives they had on sale, 8 GIG for $14.95. I found a pretty comprehensive Bible study program for a reasonable price, a dozen translations, concordances, etc, etc. I'm no Bible scholar and cannot spit out random passages from memory to suit any occasion. I confess I do not ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2032966 Thu, 11 Dec 2008 20:06:00 +0100 2032966 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2026777&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fthey-live.html I had a chiropractor appointment this morning, in hope from my doctor that I might get some relief, which I have not. I have to get some walking exercise in to slow down the wasting in my legs, but today we went from sub zero temperatures to the low 60's today with heavy tropical rain all day, turning into snow tomorrow. Since it was on my way, after leaving the chiropractor's office I stopped at a local mega-mall, walking the various levels I could at least get a couple of miles in between sitting rest stops. The parking lot was packed, but there were not many people in the stores, few laden down with shopping. Like many suburban mega-malls, this one is steering more toward Upscale tenants.For some reason I began to think about John Carpenter's "They Live" as I walked past a push cart sel... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2026777 Wed, 10 Dec 2008 17:09:00 +0100 2026777 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2026778&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmoral-to-story-is.html I've always enjoyed movies and shows that have a moral to them or left me with something to think about after the show was over, which is why The Twilight Zone and Outer Limits were a couple of my favorite TV shows. No matter if the story was wrapped around an alien theme or not, each story explored human frailties, the seven deadly sins, etc. Each story usually had a surprise ending.A couple of people I have known poo-poo'd my enjoyment of such drivel, saying the stories were dumb and too preachy for their liking. I guess most people don't like having human weaknesses presented.Today's links have the usual tin foil helmet stuff but check out the second list begining with Cannon Fodder. I stumbled on a bunch of amateur short films, some of which are very good. I especially liked The Black ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2026778 Tue, 09 Dec 2008 19:52:00 +0100 2026778 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2021294&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fthings-my-parents-taught-me.html I was born into a blue collar Catholic family in a declining Massachusetts mill town. Mom stayed home until I was well into my school years. Most of my relatives and everything we needed were within 1-15 miles from home.Dad had been a Navy Sea Bee during WWII and was at Normandy. I was born in 1947, the same year as the transistor and and Roswell crash. Dad had always been a fireman and lived the fireman's creed. He was a devout Catholic but told me as a boy, "forget about the saints, pope, Mary, etc. Take all your cares and prayers to the Lord himself", pointing to the crucifix that hung over the front door.My family was far from perfect, but who's is, and when I was a kid, I often felt resentment and alienated from the family. Mom came across as a cold remote, fearful woman, I never real... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2021294 Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:30:00 +0100 2021294 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2017416&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Ftsunami-alert.html There's a whale of a tsunami approaching and most don't seem to notice or care. All of the household pets are finding a way to sneak out to a safer haven. Those with the means are moving to higher ground, while the majority of sheeple keep their backs turned to the shore, "if I can't see it, it can't be happening" until the massive wave of financial and social chaos sweeps them away.Some readers may call me a fool, but as I get older I have lost all but a remnant of faith in any human systems and find myself returning to God as personified by his only son Jesus Christ for guidance, wisdom and strength. Many Christians would label me a non Christian or wanna be follower of Christ, since I a sinner and am not a member of any organized church, but we are all sinners, all seriously flawed and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2017416 Sat, 06 Dec 2008 19:00:00 +0100 2017416 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2017417&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmuncha-buncha-link.html I'm up to my eyebrows in medical paperwork and forms, so have not been motivated to write, plus with the even more cheery daily news, what can I say.As I've said I don't necessarily agree with the contents of every link I post here, but find them either entertaining, informative to downright spooky. And remember there are no new world order conspiracy theories, they're right in our faces.So click and enjoy, or click and be enlightened, aggravated, etcMonty pythonThe first Zulu WarBBC Panorama Daylight RobberyPropagandand the CFR9-11 Illuminati Media PropagandaDr. Dennis Cuddy EugenicsExposing the Satanic Empire Final Cut (2008)G. Edward Griffin The Capitalist ConspiracyHealth Ranger Offers Thirty-One Predictions for 2009 - Health, Economy, Terrorism and MoreIllegal Hordes Making America Un... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2017417 Fri, 05 Dec 2008 21:14:00 +0100 2017417 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2005497&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fxmas-mayhem.html I can imagine Jesus looking down on the gluttonous free for all that passes for the Christmas season, shaking his head, "don't you dare associate this feeding frenzy with my name!" Let's forget the "peace on earth, good will toward all men" and "unto us a child is born, unto us a savior is given"...it doesn't seem to work like that any more. Let's call the current god du jour by it's proper name, "Mammon"Like many others I was beyond shocked at the Black Friday news of a Wal-Mart employee being trampled to death by a crazed herd of shopping sheeple, hoping to grab that X-Box, iPod, or "always lowest prices", made in China flat screen TV. Even more shocking was the attitude of the same shoppers, miffed that the store was going to close for a while due to the tragedy, "so what someone got ki... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2005497 Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:12:00 +0100 2005497 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2005498&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmore-links-and-videos.html I wish I had the energy and motivation to write something of substance, but again the constant pain and fatigue has drained me, but here are some video and article linksAmerica Cannot Tolerate Unending ImmigrationBorn Digital Understanding the First Generation of Digital NativesWhat Do You Want & The Price Of FameGianni DeVincent Hayes, Ph.D 40 Techniques of the IlluminatiIf Obama Doesn't Prosecute Bush's Torture Team, We'll Pay a Big Price Down the RoadNow Heterosexuals Are In The ClosetNancy Levant Do People Care if America EndsPaul Proctor Merry ChristmasPhyllis Spivey The Land of Empty, 2026 A.D.Worried About Thanksgiving Fights with Right-Wing Family MembersWorried Sick How Vulnerable Are You Really to Heart Attack, Stroke or Breast CancerYou Damn Fools You Should Put This Thing Into ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2005498 Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:44:00 +0100 2005498 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1998825&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Facoustic-alchemy-aural-opiates.html I had been talking about cleaning house, and getting rid of a lot of big stuff, including the iMac, my high end integrated amplifier, etc. I was amazed that within 24 hours the Mac and stereo were sold for my asking price posted in CraigslistI visited Rob (one of my only 2 surviving friends) in Worcester for the Thanksgiving weekend, which was a pleasant and relaxing time, except that something seriously went out in my back and today I am in serious hurt.I stashed most of the cash I made my my Online sales in the bank, keeping enough to pick up a micro system I was eyeing at BJ's to replace the monster components. Not a bad deal for about $370, an Onkyo 25 watt RMS per channel shoebox size receiver and CD player, bundled by Bose with 2 tiny Bose satellite speakers and bass module. When I g... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1998825 Sun, 30 Nov 2008 00:25:00 +0100 1998825 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1984677&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fjust-some-links-and-moving-eye-candy.html Conclusion Episode 1 only - Ringstone Round (1979)Quatermass and the Pit 1967Invaders From Mars - 1953 Sci-FiTwilight Zone To Serve ManTwilight Zone Monsters Are Due On Maple StreetA History Of Sci-Fi TelevisionConspiracy-Area 51Koyaanisqatsi Life out of BalanceNikola Tesla - PBSThe missing secrets of Nikola TeslaScifi UFO's The SecretSecret Gov Underground UFO BasesSecret SpaceThe 2012 Enigma by David WilcockThe TerminalThese Streets Are WatchingWatch the Skies! Science Fiction, the 1950s and UsYouTube American Idiocracy 1YouTube American Idiocracy 2YouTube The Illuminati And The Creation Of The New World Order (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1984677 Mon, 24 Nov 2008 20:27:00 +0100 1984677 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1974851&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Feyes-of-santa-are-upon-you.html Maybe more accurately, "The eyes of Satan are upon you".Doctors have pretty much given up on my spinal neural muscular wasting condition going away, one neurologist suggested I try chiropractic, which I did for years, when at one time it helped a lot.I contacted my old chiropractor, who had me in for a consult and updated X-Rays of my spine, since then I have had a few adjustments, but am not sure it's the placebo effect or I am getting a tiny bit of relief between visits.Being a struggling rent poor slob on fixed income in a mostly upscale yuppie area, I seem surrounded by the pretentious well to do yuppie mothers and their neutered male partners, showing off the contents of their 2-4 seat baby strollers to their peers as if they were bowling trophies. Generations of the upscale new aged ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1974851 Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:31:00 +0100 1974851 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1963843&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fmore-links-through-pain.html Once again I have not felt up to writing, living in constant pain 24x7 wears me down, so here's a list of mostly videos I have been watching while laying down no bed, the only time that 90% of the pain in my legs, feet and back lessensEnjoy, be annoyed, whatever. Links included for the "truth may be very well stranger than faction" factorA - CIA and SatanismAlex Jones Show 10-01-08 With Chuck Norris and Jesse VenturaAlex Jones Show 07-22-08 Nick Begich, HAARP, Mind Control & Internet RegulationBILL COOPER ON THE ALEX JONES RADIO SHOW FROM 1998Bill Maher I'm SwissCharlie Rose Bill Maher, Christopher HitchensCIA Drug Ops Conspiracy (unaired documentary)Daniel Ott live show recap Satan's Government (It's all in Black & White)DAVID ICKE BIG BROTHER the Alex Jones show 7-03-08Definition of STUP... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1963843 Sat, 15 Nov 2008 20:33:00 +0100 1963843 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1951735&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fjust-links.html Just some links911 The Greatest Lie Evers Sold - By Anthony HilderAlternative 3 part 1Alternative 3 part 2Arsenal of HypocrisyCodex Alimentariusfalse christiansIlluminati the New World Order and the OccultMind Control and the New World Order by Al NealSMOKING GUN PROOF THAT THE ILLUMINATI PLAN TO ATTACK ON 9-11 AND BEYOND WAS WELL KNOWN AS FAR BACK AS 1995The Money MastersThe Montauk Project One Man's Story (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1951735 Wed, 12 Nov 2008 00:17:00 +0100 1951735 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1901277&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fjust-links.html I'm not doing well medically at all, and prefer not to say much. Still in a state of total overload. I have been tossed back and forth between specialists, the last hope meeting with a neurosurgeon who basically said, "you have been a total mystery to us and we think it's a neurological problem that we can't locate, sorry but that's all I have for you.They have tossed around all sorts of equally unpleasant theories, HIV wasting, latent activated polio, MS, ALS, muscular dystrophy, even mad cow disease was considered, but brain MRI and EEG came back clean. but for almost 15 years my leg muscles have been wasting to the point in shorts I look like a stork, plus the 24x7 grinding pain I live with. Seems I have a huge cranial cavity which my brain fills, no empty memory expansion slots, which ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1901277 Wed, 22 Oct 2008 21:37:00 +0100 1901277 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1862614&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fgreat-purge.html We come into this world naked and screaming, with nothing but that "new baby smell", and hopefully all body parts functioning and intact. No matter how rich and famous a person is during life, they leave pretty much naked and alone, with eyes closed and arms outstretched.We in America are conditioned that the purpose of life is to acquire as much money, prestige and stuff as we can, because "he who dies with the most toys wins!" They may be able to leave all of their stuff for others to squabble over, but the only baggage they're allowed to take into the next life is one carry on bag containing their soul. Maybe the author of the Book of Ecclesiastes had a point, paraphrased, "Life is meaningless, a chasing after the wind."The first great purge (as I call it) came in 1989 and 1990 when I s... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1862614 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 12:59:00 +0100 1862614 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1859375&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fsorry-state-of-affairs.html How many thousands of women have had unnecessary radical mastectomies, how many thousand needless amputations have been performed, how many thousands of needless deaths or people left crippled while waiting for medical care or when they are denied, being bounced around in the "managed care" for profit medical system. How much does it take before the system changes, if ever? We are one of the richest (at least for the top 5%) nations on Earth, but rank lower and lower in quality health care of all except the wealthy. Is this a purposeful neglect, a culling of the herd, so that only the wealthiest and well connected will be left?Right now we are sliding into a depression, the rest of the world being taken along for the ride, but the greedy perpetrators are getting off with not so much as a s... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1859375 Tue, 07 Oct 2008 20:33:00 +0100 1859375 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1852471&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fwhy-i-write.html I've journaled since middle school, where I wrote mostly short science fiction stories, then during my Navy years, through college and beyond began writing about the world around me from the point of view of an outsider. Even as a boy I always felt that my being born was a cosmic mistake, and I asked my parents if I was adopted, which I was assured I wasn't.Ever since childhood, I never quite fit in anywhere, especially in groups. In any group, fraternal or other organization I was the invisible man. I have spent most of my life alone, which in some ways freed me up to observe and take notes on what the world of the living was up to. I was married for 5 years to a wonderful woman and that wound up being a disaster, luckily there were no children, which my shame based mother always held aga... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1852471 Sat, 04 Oct 2008 20:34:00 +0100 1852471 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1852472&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fburning-bridges.html Those who are without serious to terminal medical conditions find it hard to understand and are sometimes offended when the friends they knew who are sick or dying no longer want to see them. I've come to fully understand why this is the case and have done it myself. Part of it is, when you're very sick or on the way out life's door, you don't want to be around lively vibrant people who do not share your fate. Those who are lucky to be without serious medical problems also are lost for words, trying to offer comfort and support as best they can. There is an overall feeling of powerlessness on both sides.I've known a number of once vibrant young men who I watched wither away as the time we spent together pass.I had known Gene since the early 70's, a handsome very sweet guy who could have be... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1852472 Sat, 04 Oct 2008 13:09:00 +0100 1852472 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1847853&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Freflections-in-doug-willis.html I have to keep writing to prevent driving myself insane with fear and hopelessness. Doug has been on my mind a lot lately, and thinking of how spooky the way we both knew things before they happened was. Doug and I talked about being intuitive, and months before 911 we both kept having intense feelings of impending doom. I was scheduled to visit him in Chicago, spanning the 9/11/2001, and as the time approached I felt more and more intensely that I didn't want to go as much as I looked forward to the visit.As fate would have it Doug got sick, so we postponed our plans, and I admit that I felt relieved. The week before up until 911 itself I became more and more agitated, waiting for the sky to fall for no apparent reason. Then driving to work at 6AM on 911, I almost drove off the road, havi... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1847853 Thu, 02 Oct 2008 22:15:00 +0100 1847853 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1847854&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fplease-catch-me-if-i-fall.html I write this with much rage and resentment at a medical system that kicks some of us to the curbI hurt my back many years ago and the doctors said it was nothing just watch it, about 10-12 years ago I began noticing muscle wasting in my legs, still "let's just wait and see" was the result. About 4-5 years ago the wasting became so pronounced that I lost 5" form one calf and 3" in from the other, still response was "interesting, amazing you can walk, but you have HIV", then I fell and fracturing my spine, and still they tossed me around like the proverbial hot potato until finally one surgeon decided that surgery was an option but by this time there was spinal cord damage. The surgery helped some but now the wasting has accelerated and now in my arms, which doctor writes of as HIV...It is N... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1847854 Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:55:00 +0100 1847854 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1834521&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F09%2Fcaught-in-vortex.html A few weeks ago I received a phone call and email that saddened me deeply. One of my last surviving friends, Doug Willis from Chicago passed away in his sleep. I am honored to have had the opportunity to have him as a friend, meeting through the online journals on my old web site 8 years ago. We had so much in common and I can count him among the 3-4 most gentle, intelligent, honest, interesting, etc, etc people I have had the opportunity of knowing.Before we met in person we enjoyed countless 2-4 hour phone conversations, 100's of emails then after a year he flew out and spent ten days visiting me, ten days spent in the eternal now, which passed in the blink of an eye. We both felt like we were twins separated at birth despite the fact I am 17 years older than him. Very seldom in my life ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1834521 Sun, 28 Sep 2008 00:17:00 +0100 1834521 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1696027&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F08%2Ftipping-point.html I probably won't be posting the weekly links to articles and videos much any more. Something inside has clicked and I have reached a tipping point where I am at total overload; about my age, HIV status, lack of success at life and making friends and position in the human social food chain.I stopped by the Conspiracy Cafe yesterday to let them know I won't be around much any more, may drop by to say hello, but not much more. I know what I know, and have come to the conclusion that over 90% of the population does not see the world as I do, know the things that I know, and has no desire to do so.What's pushed me over the edge on these issues is getting fully in touch with my almost total social isolation and ostracization, that when I have taken the time to examine has been the case over my e... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1696027 Mon, 11 Aug 2008 11:25:00 +0100 1696027 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1648903&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Fperfect-storm.html This deep dark depression has settled in like a bay fog. I stopped going to the Conspiracy Cafe and just about stopped going anywhere.The Summer here in Eastern Mass is one of the weirdest I've ever seen, unending hot super humid days, marked by some of the most violent thunderstorms I can recall that arrive out of nowhere, dump 2-4" of rain then disappear. We're getting anywhere from 2-6-8 of these a week, brief violent downpours. We've even been getting tornado warnings.Some links...A Memorial Day Request From The Other SideAlex Jones Airport gestapoAmerica Death By Terminal Madness And StupidityAnomaly TelevisionChina's All-Seeing EyeCurt Maynard's BlogIf You Try To Pull A False Flag Operation, We're Not Going to Believe YouDestruction by ParadigmDevvy Kidd Americans embracing their own... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1648903 Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:38:00 +0100 1648903 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1622015&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Fglobal-psyop.html Sorry but I still have lost the desire to write much, despite the torrents of ideas that flood my head. The Summer has been a weird one for sure, hot and very humid with unhealthy air quality, interspersed with knock down drag'em out thunder storms with torrential rain and hail. Once in a while a warm dry sunny day is thrown in as a teaser, but for the most part it's been dog days.My energy levels have also been at an all time low, partly due to (maybe) the virus. but some is due to deep depression. I am one of those (un)fortunate few who cannot take SSRI antidepressants; they make me much worse. Who knows what other factors play a role, chemtrails, HAARP and other mind control gadgets, but most people I talk with have admitted that also have been feeling pretty crappy for no visible reaso... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1622015 Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:27:00 +0100 1622015 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1593699&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Findependence-day.html Nothing to say, nothing to celebrate except 19 years of sobriety. Currently in a state of mourning and anxiety for my country.The weather so far this late Spring and Summer in Massachusetts is the weirdest I have seen in many a yearI've pretty much lost the desire and energy to write much. Here's a list of articles and videos.9-11 Truth RisingAaron Russo America Freedom to FascismAlex Jones' Infowars Msg from NWOAt the Height of an Energy Crisis, Fat-Cat CEOs Still Litter the Skies with Private JetsBerit Kjos Angels or DemonsBig Pharma Is in a Frenzy to Bring Cannabis-Based Medicines to MarketBlackCommentator Welcome Home, Soldier Now Shut UpDavid Icke Freedom to FascismDevvy Kidd The Prosecution of George W. Bush for MurderDisrespecting America MulticulturalismEducation for a New CultureE... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1593699 Mon, 07 Jul 2008 19:58:00 +0100 1593699 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1542935&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fgeorge-carlin-rip.html I've been in a deep depression over the state of the country and world, plus dealing with some personal issues.The only thing I have to say today is I am saddened over the death of George Carlin. His biting satire hopefully made some people think, a great satirist and social commentator has left us.A bunch of assorted articles and videos Alan Stang Dr. No Marching on Minneapolis An Overview of Our World Culture Change You. Will. Not. Be. Able. To. Get. Food. Devvy Kidd Will you out live your money Dr. Dennis Cuddy Government and Press-Media Cover-Ups Edge Radio Broadcast Live Show Talking to Mike Lucas - Satan's Government Eugene Narrett Masks and Shadows EXOPOLITICS A True ET Landing or An Anti-ET False Flag Ops Generation X-Ray George Carlin George Carlin shows (rest in peace George) Geo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1542935 Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:39:00 +0100 1542935 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1525891&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fpride-goeth-before-destruction.html During the past 15 years both on my legacy web site journals and in this blog I usually made an entry about the annual Boston gay pride parade. Although I am not a part of it, I always used to (long ago past tense) enjoy going into Boston to watch the parade, sometimes meeting up with people I knew for dinner or drinks. Like everything else, it has become one giant corporate and political sponsored event. Oh tsk tsk, I am also not a supporter of gay marriage. Call me old fashioned but I still believe that marriage should be reserved for a man and woman, possibly to start a family. And no I am not a Bahble thumping hater, still have a number of gay friends and acquaintances, most who also are not keen on gay marriage. I think the subject of gay marriage gets way too much air time, in light ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1525891 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:48:00 +0100 1525891 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1501231&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Flinks-on-hot-day.html I haven't been feeling well at all, timing is good, see my doctor next week for a quarterly follow up anyway. Summer suddenly appeared today with a vengeance, it was cool and raw all week and today it hit close to 90 with high humidity, and it's supposed to get hotter and more humid as next week progresses. The most exciting thing I did over the past week was browse a few yard sales within a couple of blocks of my apartment today, plus the annual "Feast of the East" had some streets closed off, which is mostly for families with kids; face painting, pony rides, plus a few local vendors and restaurants set up tables along the sidewalk.So today I was cleaning out bookmarked articles and clips that didn't make it to the past post, a little June yard sale of links.A Special Thank You To George ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1501231 Sat, 07 Jun 2008 21:32:00 +0100 1501231 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1488020&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fvillage-of-damned.html I've always been a trained observer. While the masses wander the streets in a Prozac, cell phone and media induced trance, I take mental notes of my surroundings. A couple of other people and I have noticed a sharp increase in the numbers of yuppie moms pushing high end 2 to 4 seater baby strollers, filled with their offspring; twins, triplets and in some cases quads, and what seems stranger is that many are all little toe headed blonds, regardless of mommy's hair color.It looks like an entire generation of Aryan cherubs are taking their place among us.A good number of the upscale yuppie mothers, also have a bun(s) in the oven, beside those in the stroller. How do I know they're yuppies?...by their appearance and mannerisms, usually getting out of Lexus, Benz, Volvo and other SUVs, fumblin... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1488020 Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:03:00 +0100 1488020 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1472314&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fsimmering-in-em-goulash.html I worked in high tech my entire entire life, got my general class ham radio license when I was 12 and an FCC First Class Radiotelephone license back in the 60's. Both licensing exams require a knowledge of RF wave propagation and the EM spectrum. I was an avionics technician in the Navy, working on radar, communications and computer equipment. The microwave oven that may sit on your kitchen counter is an offshoot of military radar technology. Microwaves cook by inducing molecular friction in whatever placed in the oven. Focusing a kilowatt or so of high frequency RF into whatever is placed in the oven gets molecules pretty excited.While in the Navy and out at sea, we spent a lot of time on the flight deck troubleshooting avionics systems, a choreographed chaos keeping out of the way of tax... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1472314 Tue, 27 May 2008 19:37:00 +0100 1472314 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1469540&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Frevolution-complete.html Well 61 came and went, just another day. My friend Rob invited me to his place in Auburn (a town in the Worcester area) for my birthday. It was nice to get away from home for a couple of days. He took me to Ronnie's, a seafood in the rough place near him that has the best fried clams around. Although I have become seriously allergic to most seafood, for some reasons fried clams and clam chowdah don't bother me. It's a treat once in a while to enjoy a heart attack in a box; fried clams, french fries, onion rings and cole slaw.I visited him last year at the same time and the restaurant (The Lodge) we ate at sent me a card good for $12 off on a birthday meal for this year, so Friday we went to The Lodge (an old rustic family run road house) for dinner with another friend of his. I had to retu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1469540 Tue, 27 May 2008 11:53:00 +0100 1469540 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1460850&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Forbital.html Tomorrow will mark completing 60 orbits around the sun, in other words I turn 61. What a long strange and painful trip it's been, "Houston, we have a big problem, the orbiter was scheduled to crash and burn oer 20 years ago according to the best science we had at the time, but we are still in orbit. The outer hull has been breached, we're running low on fuel, oxygen and supplies and the toilets are backed up." Yeah I was assured at 37 that I had 2-3 years left at best according to medical x-perts back in 1985, so I planned accordingly...no future no plans!Almost everyone I knew and became friends with from support and social groups have all long since passed away, the rest of the crew have passed on to that great space station in the sky (or in the firey pit depending on who you talk to)..... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1460850 Thu, 22 May 2008 11:33:00 +0100 1460850 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1454237&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fleft-vs-right-brain.html A dim bulb came on last night while watching a documentary about the marketing/advertising industry and out edukational system. Bill Hicks said it best in one of his routines, "Are there any marketing people in the audience? If so kill yourself, I'm serious kill yourself. You are Satan's little helpers, so kill yourself. You destroy everything that is good, kill yourself."After I got out of the Navy went to college under the GI bill. High tech was in the gutter in 1971 since the military/industrial machine was in a slump, one of many recessions. I was advised that majoring in a Business discipline was a safe bet. As much as I disliked business I first decided on majoring in Marketing with a minor in Psychology. I have never really liked business people, since to me they are the most single... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1454237 Mon, 19 May 2008 14:00:00 +0100 1454237 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1450189&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Ficult.html The weather's been gray and dreary over the past couple of days. I felt pretty good this morning so decided to take the bus into Boston to drop by the Living Center, since I haven't been there for almost 2 months for the discussion group and lunch. The other reason I went into town was to see the new Apple Computer store that opened on Boylston Street near the Prudential Center. From what the local news said, this was a major flagship store.I tucked a folding umbrella in my shoulder bag just in case of rain. I just felt peaceful and centered this morning and didn't want to spend another day totally indoors. When I got into town stopped at Au Bon Pain for an iced coffee, one of the only people sitting out on the patio, "thank you got this day God, I feel good and centered for a change" It w... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1450189 Sat, 17 May 2008 22:22:00 +0100 1450189 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1439419&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fgiant-apple-descends-on-boston.html I'm tired...so very very tired. No energy at all and at times I feel sick from head to toe. I have heard that there is yet another mystery virus going around that's affecting a lot of people this way, plus the pollen counts are reading off scale.I'm tired of the grand crimes against humanity that are running rampant among the ruling elite as they prepare the masses for a one world, one size fits all total police state that will make Orwell's 1984 seem like a church picnic.There is no good news either in the corporate media or the independent outlets, so I am trying to back off from consuming too much news, just trying to decompress. So for now, something less serious in today's Nightmare Hall.This entry I hope will be a bit more light and airy. Today's title refers to the Apple Computer fl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1439419 Tue, 13 May 2008 18:19:00 +0100 1439419 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1428897&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fsaucer-full-of-secrets.html I don't know why the sheeple have this idea that there are no conspiracies, and that people who believe there are any are kooks.According to Webster's dictionary a conspiracy is a group of conspirators who plan a criminal act, or other form of wrong doing in secret.I was not very popular as a kid, the always bright polite little nerd. This assured my social death in school, growing up in a mostly blue collar mill town. There were three kinds of kids in out school, the more upscale popular crowd destined for the best colleges and social circles, the blue collar probably future labor class and the geeks. Neither the future elite nor the tough kids had any love for the kids who had all the right answers in class, were thinkers, members of the science, model plane and rocketry and ham radio cl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1428897 Thu, 08 May 2008 14:03:00 +0100 1428897 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1422985&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fjust-buncha-links.html I did take the bus into Harvard Square yesterday. The weather was cold, rainy adn raw so May Fair was postponed, but I did drop by the Cafe for a couple of hours, although I felt like crap, back and legs were killing me plus this droning fatigue. I hope most of it was due to the weather, but I have a lot on my mind.Whoever said that Apple's Macs are so easy even a chimp can use them never spent most of their lives on Windoze machines. So far I find the Mac very unforgiving, many sytem hagups that can only be cleared by forcing a cold reboot by holding the power button until the PC shuts down (not a clean way to escape something). But the video quality is excellent and works well with my TVI'm very tired today, not sure why but could barely get out of bed and I was in becd before 9PM last n... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1422985 Mon, 05 May 2008 21:58:00 +0100 1422985 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1413378&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fecclesiastes-39.html As the book of Ecclesiastes says...9 What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun. 10 Is there anything of which one can say, "Look! This is something new"? It was here already, long ago; it was here before our time. Windows came out with a revolutionary new graphic user interface, but Apple had it years before Micro$oft claimed it.The same old movie themes and music are rehashed and re released as a new production. It's the same old stuff wrapped in a different package. Bell bottom jeans come and go, as do Hoola Hoops and every other trend; nothing is really new.For millennia, despots and socio-psychopathic leaders in every corner of the globe have plotted and planned a "New World Dis-Order", a one size fits all police, religious a... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1413378 Thu, 01 May 2008 17:56:00 +0100 1413378 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1396102&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fbite-from-apple.html I have two desktop tower PC's, one a 2+ year old Gateway Media Center PC and the older a 3.1 GHZ P4 Power Spec box I got at Micro Center. The only thing I have been using the older machine for is as a TV server for watching full length documentaries and longer films online. I also hung onto it in case my main PC decides to go belly up.I had been hemming and hawing about selling the trusty old Power Spec and although it has had multiple upgrades and is in excellent condition used computer stores offered me $25...yeah, and they'd turn around reselling it for $500-700.An old friend of mine is/was a very gifted software engineer who has been out of work in the field for years due to IT people over 40-50 who are looking for jobs are kicked to the curb, plus many, if not most IT jobs have been o... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1396102 Thu, 24 Apr 2008 13:20:00 +0100 1396102 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1385358&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fultimate-police-state.html I've always been a hornet's nest of ideas, most of them a bit off the wall. When the company I worked at for 25 years began to fall on hard times due to global competition, the suits held cost cutting and revenue generating brainstorming sessions. My manager and I held similar views in many areas, so I raised my hand and was called on for my suggestion."Thank you for calling on me, since we are losing revenue in both the software and hardware areas we can generate revenues by installing pay toilets in all company rest rooms, also charging for toilet paper by the sheet. To insure continued profits, have an agreement in place with all cafeteria staff to only serve high fiber foods. But that's not all, install parking meters in every employee parking space."A roar of laughter was heard around... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1385358 Sat, 19 Apr 2008 18:35:00 +0100 1385358