MedWorm.com provides a medical RSS filtering service. Over 6000 RSS medical sources are combined and output via different filters. This feed contains the latest items from the 'Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare' source. Sat, 20 Mar 2010 17:01:16 +0100 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3280154&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F02%2Fconvergence.html It seems the story of my life is that good things come singly and are fleeting, bad things happen on 2-3-4's or more. I've wound up in the hospital two more times, once by ambulance, only to come home to find out I probably have too move from the apartment I've been in for 13 years. My neighbors (very nice couple with little girl) were evicted out of the blue to make room for landlord's daughter who wanted to move in. Now I have a week or so to make the decision if I want to stay in my apartment through the renovation, to probably be kicked out when it's done or move into the other apartment that my neighbors were evicted from which was renovated. Something smells very fishy. My rent has never gone up in 13 years and have the suspicion it will go up to market level (about twice what I'm pa... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3280154 Tue, 16 Feb 2010 21:41:00 +0100 3280154 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3223456&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F01%2Flife-on-hold.html I've been sick a lot and recently got out of another 4 day stay in the hospital, plus not doing very well at all on other fronts as well. I keep toying with the idea of deleting everything and just shutting this whole blog thing down.For now here's some links to read and ponder 'We Have Been Here BeforeBeyonce's Sweet Dreams Occult Mind ControlByron J. Richards Monsanto’s GMO Perversion of FoodChuck Baldwin Thank You, GovernorChuck Baldwin What's Really Going On In HaitiDave Daubenmire Multiculturalism is Societal AIDSDead Man Musings Television and Trauma Based ProgrammingDead Man Musings What the Massachusetts Election Really MeansDebunking Christianity Praise God for the Disaster in Haiti! Isn't God GoodHenry Makow A Deathless Suicide Man Regrets Sex ChangeHenry Makow Gun to Our Head ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3223456 Fri, 29 Jan 2010 22:01:00 +0100 3223456 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3149269&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F01%2Fcreature-of-habit.html The Christmas and New Years holidays came and went, greeted each by major snow storms. The New Years storm began on Thursday and Ended Sunday evening dumping over a foot of snow here. I think global warming is just a load of political BS; it's more like global cooling and as I look at recent trends, if anything it looks like we're headed into an ice age.The last few weeks were filled with doctor appointments and yesterday one of my last remaining friends, Rob, had yet his fifth hip surgery, to hopefully correct the first 4 that the doctor messed up.I seem to be slowly recovering from the carpal tunnel surgery, although my hand is still sore after a month and it still is painful to do certain things, like turn a doorknob.I'm still concerned over my erratic blood pressure, which gets shot in... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3149269 Wed, 06 Jan 2010 16:39:00 +0100 3149269 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3129650&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Favatar.html I seldom go to the movies. The first 3D movie I ever saw was "Creature from the Black Lagoon back in the early 60's when I was but a mere boy. You could almost see the zipper running down the back of the creature's rubber suit. That was also when you could also see the piano wire holding up the flying saucers in space alien movies.I was 2001 while in the Navy, a bunch if us caught it at the base movie theater. At that time it was cutting edge special effects; it was a mind blower for it's time.When the first Star Wars movie came out, it was a must see and we left the theater blown away. When I look at the early Star Wars films, although entertaining, they seem sophomoric by today's standards.Then there was Alien, a great Gothic space horror story with a few gotchas, plus a bunch of other c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3129650 Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:11:00 +0100 3129650 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3105239&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Favatar.html I seldom go to the movies. The first 3D movie I ever saw was "Creature from the Black Lagoon back in the early 60's when I was but a mere boy. You could almost see the zipper running down the back of the creature's rubber suit. That was also when you could also see the piano wire holding up the flying saucers in space alien movies.I was 2001 while in the Navy, a bunch if us caught it at the base movie theater. At that time it was cutting edge special effects; it was a mind blower for it's time.When the first Star Wars movie came out, it was a must see and we left the theater blown away. When I look at the early Star Wars films, although entertaining, they seem sophomoric by today's standards.Then there was Alien, a great Gothic space horror story with a few gotchas, plus a bunch of other c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3105239 Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:11:00 +0100 3105239 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3089494&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Fcarpal-tunnel-one-armed-bandit.html I took a cab to the hospital at 5AM last Tuesday for carpal tunnel surgery. They almost cancelled since I didn't have any family or friends that could take me home. Yeah I'm one of those losers who doesn't have any family or close friends other than the two who are in much worse shape than I am. I called my medical case social worker to ask if he had any suggestions, and lo and behold, he replied that he'd be glad to meet me at the hospital and escort me back home (he definitely gets a Christmas card with a Trader Joe's gift card inside)Anyway the cab made it into Boston in less than 20 minutes, considering there were hardly any cars on the road at 5AM. I sat around until almost 8AM (was asked to be there by 6AM) and then they escorted me in for surgery prep; vitals, EKG, 20 questions and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3089494 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:21:00 +0100 3089494 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3059865&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F12%2Fwinter-book-stack.html My little experiment seems to be creating reproducible results, watching TV does raise my blood pressure, but leaving the mind control box off and reading instead lowers it....TV is dangerous to your health in anything more than tiny doses. Two of mt 2.7 visitors have sent me mail in recent months asking me to write a list of books I've been reading or would recommend. I periodically briefly mention books that have caught my interest.Last Summer I discovered through a neighbor a great overstock/used book superstore not too far from my apartment, so late Summer I went on a book buying frenzy (all for under $40 total) laying in a store of reading material for Winter. Winter is only a couple of weeks away and I've already read through a good part of the pile.Sorry but I was too lazy to includ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3059865 Fri, 04 Dec 2009 23:05:00 +0100 3059865 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3017198&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fsigns-of-times.html I'm seeing this more and more as I ride the bus from Arlington through Cambridge and into Boston, more and more stores, and other businesses, now empty with signs in the windows "Retail, restaurant, business space for lease." Each week I see more of these signs as I travel the same routes. Some of these businesses have been at the same address for decades, but now the storefronts are empty, awaiting the nest potential tenant. Some of these stores have been vacant for well over a year or more.I recently drove to visit my friend Rob out in the Worcester hinterlands for a couple of days and I saw the same signs as I drove along route 12 and 20 "Retail space for sale or lease". Some of the spaces were once occupied by major furniture stores and other retail outlets. Even some malls are folding... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3017198 Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:54:00 +0100 3017198 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=3008357&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fim-pc.html Well not exactly....I am a human being who owns a desktop and laptop PCs. Those I'm a PC Ads get tired very quickly, where Mr/Mrs Anybody USA is led into a store with a budget, they sniff briefly at the Mac, but immediately run to a windows PC, always a laptop, as one mother and her kid said in chorus "Oooohhh this one's got B-l-u-e R-a-y" as if they had discovered the holy grail.Personally I'm not fond of laptops as a main machine, although I bought my 10 pound Gateway wide screen laptop 5 years ago when I was spending 80% of my time in Provincetown. They don't mak'em like they used to. My Gateway is built like a truck and weighs almost as much, so it sits on the coffee table connected to my flat screen TV.I enjoy the net but don't feel I have to be connected to it 24x7 like the denizens ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=3008357 Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:30:00 +0100 3008357 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2989359&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Fbzzzt-wrong-answer.html I went for a nerve conductivity test yesterday to hopefully sort out where to totally disabling pain is coming from in my right hand and arm. The first part of the tests, the doctor moves electrodes around in the areas in question and gives you a series of electric shocks, smaller increasing to jump of the table jolts. I don't know what struck me as funny but every time she shocked me I broke out laughing and had to regain my composure before the next round of shocks. I just kept thinking about a prisoner being tortured with electric shocks by his captors.After the first round of tests she moved on to inserting acupuncture needles in various nerves and having me move the hand or flex it a certain way, making a racket of static in the speaker attached to the equipment. An equally unpleasant... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2989359 Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:24:00 +0100 2989359 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2972019&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F11%2Frats-in-main-cable-trunk.html Rats have been gnawing away at the insulation in the main cable trunk and mice have built nests in the control console. Lights keep flickering on and off, there's a smell of burning insulation in the main lobby and power has been lost to the lower floors and basement.That about sums up the state of my spine and nerves. I've been in unspeakable pain for over 2 months due to an undiagnosed nerve pinch in my right arm, which feels like the worst charlie horse I've ever had multiplied times 1000. I've been bounced between specialists, one claiming it smells like MS or polio, but then reversed his decision. The other specialist swears on her medical license it's either carpal tunnel or nerve pressure form the cervical spine, but I won't have a warm jello firm diagnosis until next week when I'm ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2972019 Sat, 07 Nov 2009 21:43:00 +0100 2972019 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2927522&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fmaybe-tv-is-toxic.html Something has happened to me over the past year or so that raises hell with my blood pressure. I first began noticing it about a year ago when I was living on a diet of Christian apocalyptic and tin foil helmet conspiracy news (those in the know, know that there is no conspiracy. The powers that be are right in the sheeple's faces, but nobody seems to notice or care).A strange thing happens when my blood pressure gets into the red zone; the tinnitus in my ears becomes like a jet roar, my vision blurs and my throat and chest get tight. I normally have run low to normal 90/60 to 130/80, but in these isolated cases it shoots up to 160/90 to 220/130 and stays there. Now anxiety and stress jack it up, where they never did before. I have blood pressure medication but my doctor suggested I not us... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2927522 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 21:45:00 +0100 2927522 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2899153&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fcrash-and-bleed-out.html I have grown to dread hospitals and the medical industry in general "and it is an industry". Medical care has become a joke in this country, even in some of the best hospitals which are under staffed, over worked, unprepared and chaotic. Insurance and drug companies, plus other bean counters dictate what, when, how and who gets treated and who gets sent away. A lot of the under staffing and overworking of hospital and clinic staff comes from mandates in hospital admin (bean counters) and from HMO's and insurance companies.Over the past 10 years I have been rushed to the ER more times than I'd like to remember. In all but one or two cases I sat in the waiting area for between 4 and 12 hours before I was seen seen....the result, no clear diagnosis, sent home with pain killers or antibiotics.... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2899153 Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:54:00 +0100 2899153 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2881309&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F10%2Fdown-for-count.html There's a lot I have wanted to write about but...alas...my medical condition is sliding, especially the degenerative spinal/neural/muscle issues. I've been living with pain that only a Guantanamo tortured prisoner, spinal injury or cancer patient can appreciate. In the case of neurological conditions doctors claim there's not much they can do except sit an enjoy the show.I have not "literally" slept for over 3 weeks (maube 15-30 minutes a night total) due to intractable nerve pain, so my keel isn't to even, nor is my mental state.Strange but the thought has kept invading my mind that I won't be around next year, been sorting through my possessions and getting rid of a lot of stuff.Here's a buncha f.ing links.8 Shocking Ways the Billionaires Have Schemed to Rob Us of Every Last $A Millionai... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2881309 Sat, 10 Oct 2009 22:17:00 +0100 2881309 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2834440&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Ftweet-tweet-tweet.html A bunch of short rant bursts but for now just some links$20 Per Gallon 1$20 Per Gallon 2Articles by neal gablerBird Flu, Swine Flu Tamiflu and Donald RumsfeldByron J. Richards Using Nutrition to Help Perceive and Combat Swine FluCan Condoms Save Us From Climate ChangeDarren Weeks For English Press OneDead Man MusingsEllen Makkai Reality TV fast becoming a blood sportEugene Narrett Culture of Terror, IIIButch Paugh When Fear ReignsOverpopulation Smells Like A Barn Out Of A FaucetWhy Do 1-3 of New Jersey Conservatives Think Obama Might Be the Anti-ChristSecondhand Smoke A First Things BlogSick and Wrong Rolling StoneSocial Utility How Much Are Grandpa and Grandma WorthThe extreme Republican Party The Boston GlobeThe Last Time Right-Wing Hatred Ran Wild Like This a President Was killedThe The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2834440 Fri, 25 Sep 2009 20:59:00 +0100 2834440 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2786235&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Fweird-massachusetts.html I spent a few days out in Worcester visiting and keeping my friend Rob company. He's still not doing well after a botched hip replacement surgery last February. It felt good to have someone to talk to seeing I'm alone 100% of the time normally. I took him out on a few errands and while we were at BJ's I picked up an interesting book which I've almost finished "Weird Massachusetts", a fun and informative collection of Massachusetts folk takes, urban legends as well as facts. This week on the news they stated that Boston is the eighth most stressful city to live in. Chicago gained the number one spot.I've lived here all my life except for the 4 years I was away in the military. I came close twice to moving to the West Coast long ago and am glad I aborted those plans. For all the congestion, ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2786235 Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:43:00 +0100 2786235 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2768810&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F09%2Fsummers-and-americas-end.html Medically I have not been doing well, which is one reason I have not been keeping up with writing in here, and I don't feel like sharing the gory details for the vicarious entertainment of the masses.I was riding the bus last week and this upscale yuppy mom and two podlings were sitting acrfoss from me. She kept looking at my leg and grimacing. So all right, my left leg is rather skinny with no calf muscle left"What's wrong with your leg?""I have a degenerative neuro-spinal condition.""You really shouldn't wear shorts, it really looks disgusting.""Well noone is forcing you to state.""Well it's hard not to....ewww"I was half tempted in my imagination to act out the following, taking off my calf brace and whacking her repeatedly over the head with it, "You smarmy self righteous yuppy c.! The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2768810 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 20:08:00 +0100 2768810 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2705299&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F08%2Fcruel-summer.html It's been a while since I posted, been up to my neck in alligators. This has to be one of the strangest Summers I can remember as far as weather goes. June was a total washout...literally! July 4th weekend was superb and went downhill from there. It was either cloudy or hot and stiflingly humid. You could cut the air with machete it's been so thick, broken here and there by torrential downpours. It reminds me of when I was in the Philippines during monsoon season.Breathe deeply all those healthful vapors! As I crested the hill on route 2 heading East, at the Belmont/Arlington line, in the distance the Boston skyline has a yellowish to coffee colored hue to it.I've been using my discount T pass every day, either for doctor and support meetings just to get out and about around Cambridge, Bos... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2705299 Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:26:00 +0100 2705299 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2584359&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F07%2Fserenity-gate.html I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday to help my friend Rob out. He fell and broke his hip in February and they really screwed up his surgery, having to do it 3 times and leaving him systemic MRSA. It was good... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2584359 Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2584359 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2580438&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F07%2Fserenity-gate.html I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday to help my friend Rob out. He fell and broke his hip in February and they really screwed up his surgery, having to do it 3 times and leaving him systemic MRSA. It was good... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2580438 Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2580438 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2453052&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F06%2Ffrequent-flier-to-hell-and-back.html All of the warning lights in my head have come one and it's time for action. This latest wave of crippling anxiety, depression and obsessive thinking has it's roots way back in my early childhood. As I look honestly back, I've had clinical depression and anxiety most of my life, mixed in with long periods of normalcy. Clinical depression and OCD also ran in my family who are all long dead.I began seeing a counselor which to some might seem a form of weakness, but I look at it the opposite way, sometimes you need a little outside help. I'm also scheduled to see a psycopharmacologist about the possibility of some "temporary" antidepressant medication. Ever SSRI my doctor tried me on made me worse, so we've got to be creative. I've talked with people at my ASO who claimed benefits from acupun... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2453052 Wed, 03 Jun 2009 20:53:00 +0100 2453052 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2448062&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fanother-one-takes-bus.html The title's a takeoff on "Another one bites the dust". Since I got my old geezer/disabled discount T pass, I've been using mass transit a lot more. Thursday and Friday were whirlwind tours to the medical clinic and AIDS Service Organization. The problems with my legs and back are worsening, and it's affected my already non existent sex life. Since even masturbation offers no relief since somewhere along the spinal cable trunk the signals are not getting through. Some of it could also be my prostate, although every time the doc does a digital exam it feels normal and my PSA has always been well within normal range (but tests lie). I chatted with a guy once who kept getting picture perfect prostate and PSA exams and still found out he has prostate cancer.Friday I was back on the subway into ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2448062 Sun, 31 May 2009 21:54:00 +0100 2448062 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442518&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Flost-in-whirlwind.html About 35 years ago I was caught up in a deep depression and crippling free floating anxiety. After 2 years of therapy I was back in track thinking that was over and done with, but during the past few months the crippling anxiety has returned and I know some of it is from immersing myself in fundie dogma and living on a diet of that and tin foil helmet reading. This is making my life unmanageable. Unfortunately today my insurance does not cover counseling but they do cover all the psych meds I want. Well, I'm one of those people for whom psych meds worsen the condition. Every single SSRI they tried me on made me 100 times worse. Some fundies claim it's due to demonic possession since the guilt over even the tiniest sexual thought sends me into a tailspin. I'm sorry but I have a lot of resen... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442518 Tue, 26 May 2009 13:36:00 +0100 2442518 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442519&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fbreath-of-fresh-air.html For all the depression and anxiety I have been schlogging through, I woke up this morning feeling pretty good. Perhaps it was in part because today was one of those few picture perfect days, clear skies, mid 80's with low humidity. We only get a handful of these perfect days during Boston Summers so I took advantage of it, caught the subway into Boston and wandered around the common and shopping district before heading to the HIV long term survivor group.It's a nice group that I will try to attend whenever I'm able, men and women who have been living with it for 15 to 25 or more years. Support groups are also good for pointers to programs, health and medical tips that doctors are too busy to mention or know nothing about, plus being among a group of others who are all dealing with similar ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442519 Fri, 22 May 2009 20:37:00 +0100 2442519 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2442520&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fbreathing-space.html I'm in a very weird space right now, backing off from many of my familiar past times. There is a big stack of conspiracy and Christian books by the door waiting to be taken to the library for donation. What's also weird is I feel the most tense and depressed when I'm in my apartment, considering I've been here for 12 years. I find myself taking a lawn chair and a book and sitting in the back yard or catching a bus into Harvard Square just to be out among people, a sea of strangers all wearing ear buds, on cell phones or their laptops, it's almost surreal.I hope when the day comes I have to move it's not far from where I am since I've been going over to Spy Pond and sitting by the water for a couple of hours after dinner. It's quiet and peaceful there just listening to the ducks and birds a... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2442520 Thu, 21 May 2009 00:28:00 +0100 2442520 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2424412&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fdecompression.html I've decided to pull the plug on a lot of things. Living and spending 99.99% of my time alone, I have been burning up too much time online, mostly reading tin foil helmet articles and watching videos of the same bent, along with Christian end times stuff. I reached this point almost 35 years ago, which led me to a very deep dark place, so I am trying to pay attention to the little red warning light in my head and am trying to back off.....too much of this input is making me literally sick, so I've been watching old episodes of the Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy and American Dad with some Monty Python, George Carlin and BBC documentaries thrown in.I've become sexphobic, not that I'm very marketable but even the thought of sex or seeing a long leggy pretty woman (or man) in tight jeans sen... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2424412 Tue, 19 May 2009 14:11:00 +0100 2424412 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2390245&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F05%2Fmea-culpa.html I recently made a pledge with myself to try not to post any more religious stuff since I am honestly not qualified, plus like 35 years ago I am wandering dangerously near the deep end of the pool once again. It's interesting that many mental patients according to a shrink I knew who was an ex man of the cloth, stated most of his patients came as a direct result of their dabbling in fundamentalist Christianity. If you're looking for hellfire and damnation then the bible is your book. In all my years of trying to read the bible, I never got a message of love and forgiveness, but mostly the threats of eternal damnation for the most trivial of sins. Most born again I have made at all claim an almost instant bolt of lightning from God conversation. I never felt anything like that, actually felt... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2390245 Tue, 05 May 2009 17:36:00 +0100 2390245 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2376632&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fkiller-bs.html I've been trying to take a break from indulging in tin foil helmet and Christian end times stuff. The little yellow light in my mind has been flashing to back off and lighten up, so I've been indulging in watching really crappy B movies, always a pleasant escape from the realities of (1) the coming police state (2) genetically engineered flu virus unleashed by the elite to kill off a broad swath of humanity, (3) nuclear war (4) the coming Antichrist (5) financial and social collapse (6) invasion by evil lectroids from planet 10 by way of the eighth dimension (7) runaway satanic corruption of most peopel in power....asteroids, tornados, voacnos and earthquakes. I've been aware for decades what's been going on, more recently at warp speed....so for a change some B movie stuff and other misc ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2376632 Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:03:00 +0100 2376632 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2358543&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fmug-shot.html I have a ton of things that have to get done during the coming month, reapplying/re certifying for medical assistance, start a low level search for possible new place to live and getting my license renewed. I went to the Mass RMV site to see which offices were still open and which one was closest to me.After 2 days of Noah's flood (it poured) it looked liked a sparkling sunny day, OK the skies were filling with chem trails when I left the house this morning to catch the "cattle car from hell" in Somerville to East Cambridge. I call it the cattle car from hell because when I lived in Somerville, it was like being in a third world country, mostly Hispanic mobs, and some time even some trying to bring pigs, chickens and goats on the bus, and since they claim to not understand English "No comp... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2358543 Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:10:00 +0100 2358543 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2354026&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Flink-o-rama.html I'm too tired to say aything, but there's a ton of articles and video linksBullies Bearing BadgesChuck Baldwin Obama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensHomosexuals In The Rapture GraceThruFaithObama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensThe Vigilant CitizenEliminate the Useless EatersFive Days on the Digital Dirt Road (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2354026 Tue, 21 Apr 2009 23:18:00 +0100 2354026 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2349477&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fchatzka-by-any-other-name.html Strange the names we give to bits of stuff we collect that fills the shelves of curio cabinets, bookcases and cocktail tables; chatzka, bric-a-brac, whatnot, nick nack, whatchumacallits, hoo-hahs.I got rid of most of the boxes of whatnots and hoo-hahs I collected in my travels, but still have a bunch if little cat nick nacks scattered around the apartment.I rode the bus into Harvard Square today. You see so much more sitting on the bus, where you can peer out the window, which is harder and more hazardous to do while driving. As bad as the economy is, more and more upscale yuppie hoo-hah shops seem to be opening up. One store displayed a large sign "Store wide Sale, various mugs, utensils, notepads, supplies, soaps and oils and hoo-hahs" I've been in that store a couple of times to look ar... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2349477 Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:47:00 +0100 2349477 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2349478&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Feaster-sunday.html Nothing much to say, exceptJesus Christ died on the crossJesus Christ arose from the deadJesus Christ will return again Christian Answers one of many, many Christian apologetics sitesWho is JesusHow did Jesus DieAn Easter basket full of vidoesThe Dreamslayer And The SaviorYouTube Hidden Sex Messages & The MedesYouTube Hollywood & Tell-a-visionYouTube HOMEGROWN REVOLUTION - Radical Change Taking RootYouTube ILLITERATE IN AMERICAYouTube Johnny Cash I see a darknessYouTube Johnny Cash In My LifeYouTube Johnny Cash Oh, Lonesome MeYouTube Johnny Cash OneYouTube Johnny cash Personal JesusYouTube Johnny Cash RedemptionYouTube Johnny Cash SpiritualYouTube Johnny Cash The Mercy SeatYouTube Johnny Cash How High is The Water MommaYouTube Johnny Cash HurtYouTube Johnny Cash Rusty CageYouTube Johnny Ca... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2349478 Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:38:00 +0100 2349478 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2326534&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fgraven-images.html I voted for Barak Obama, although to me none of the available list of candidates seemed very appealing. I hoped that since he was black and came from supposed working class roots "maybe" things would be different after 28 years of apocalyptic destruction left behind by Reagan, Bush I, Clinton and Bush II. My how time flies whether you're having a good time or not, 28 years!I'm still amazed and totally dumbfounded at how many times Bush and his cronies got a "get out of jail free card" and got to pass go and collect 2 billion dollars time and time again, considering the high crimes they committed....and barely a whimper from the masses. He was one of the annointed ones of the elite, "don't spoil the oil of spill the wine." Plus Dubya has a walk in closet full of skeletons but no one paid at... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2326534 Thu, 09 Apr 2009 20:18:00 +0100 2326534 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2326535&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F04%2Fthisnthat-3.html As days roll by I'm left more and more with a loss for words. I'll write more later but for now, here's a long list of links to articles and videos.Nancy Levant The Religion of D.C.The Great Power Of ConditioningThe Media is the MatrixWhen will it be enough, America HR 875 & S 425Arrogance Incompetence & GreedChuck Baldwin Few Christians Have Biblical WorldviewDave Daubenmire No Gospel at AllDebra Rae Signs of the Times Being Led AstrayJim R. Schwiesow A Terminus ContinuumMichael Cutler Violent Gangs From All Over the World Infest American CitiesNancy Levant The Religion of D.C.Millennium Ark Hot News EMPThe Medical MafiaThe Silver Bullets Were IgnoredThe Stunning Consequences of Not Getting Enough SleepTheir World Is In Your HeadWill the Tanking Economy Ruin Your Sex LifeDebt For All For ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2326535 Sat, 04 Apr 2009 15:11:00 +0100 2326535 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2298737&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fthisnthat-2.html I wish I had more to say but have been feeling overwhelmed by many things. Neither of the two remaining living friends I have are doing very well medically, this layered on the state of the country and world has left me feeling rather depleted, waiting for the next shoe to drop.It's been raining for the past 2 days, but thankfully here in Massachusetts we have not had the disastrous weather yet that's been affecting other parts of the country, especially the Dakotas.I've noticed a lot of YouTube videos I have posted links to have disappeared, removed due to terms of use violation, so if anyone clicks on a video link in this blog and gets a removed message, the link was active when I posted it. I have a strange feeling that there will be a lot more of this as time goes on.Over the past coup... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2298737 Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:22:00 +0100 2298737 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2298738&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fsilence-prophets.html When I was working in high tech at a Fortune 100 company there was a popular poster that many had copies of in their cubicles. Since I worked mostly in engineering and application development groups, the poster rang so very true.The 5 Stages of a Project1) Enthusiasm2) Disillusionment3) Hunt for the guilty4) Punishment of the innocent5) Praise and glory for the non participantsWhoever raised their hand to deliver the bad news bore the brunt of the team's wrath, unless they were among the upper management/executive ranks, who always skated away scott free..."shoot the messenger".What does the above have to do with prophecy? not much, except that it's always the visionary who does the analysis and informs the managers that the project is on the wrong path or doomed who get punished, provided... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2298738 Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:42:00 +0100 2298738 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2267773&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fides-of-march.html Today is the Ides of March. Not much to say today among other things, battling with erratic and strasopheric episodes of high blood pressure for no apparaent reason, then if I take the BP medicine my BP and pulse drop almost to heart failure levels, from 140-200/90-110down to 50-70/30-35 adn pulse of 35-40. My blood pressure was never high, after being rushed to the hospital in January with 220/130 BP all tests came back negative so stress might be playing a major factor. I've cut my coffee consumption by 90% quit smoking (which never affected BP befpore) but in the past 4-5 months listening to music, reading, watching a video, anything will send my BP through the roof.SO if the 2.5 visitors who may drop by the blog see no activity for a few weeks to a month or more, assume, I have probabl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2267773 Sun, 15 Mar 2009 21:55:00 +0100 2267773 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2260381&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fcobwebs-in-sky.html Last Summer I began noticing a large increase in the number of chem trails in the sky. What seemed strange was it would be a crystal clear day, then by the time the spraying filled the sky, it became cloudy and overcast. Even through the weather forecast was for clear and sunny, storms would materialize as if out of nowhere. We had numerous knock down, drag'em'out thunderstorms that appeared out of nowhere, dumping 2 to 5 inches of rain in an hour or two, then the sun would come back out. Sometimes we got a few bands of very powerful thunderstorms in a single day, with tornado warnings issues in parts of the state. June and July were filled with chem trails, storms, sun, storms with violent lightning and high winds. A house on the next street over from me was hit my lightning and burned as... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2260381 Mon, 09 Mar 2009 23:10:00 +0100 2260381 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2232329&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fstorm-aftermath.html It's probably depression, mixed in with apprehension, but I still cannot find the words to write whenever I sit at the keyboard. The ideas flow freely when I'm up and about, but as soon as I begin to write, it's like, "what's the use, why bother."Another factor is that I'm one of the fully awake who see clearly that we are heading for a bottomless abyss, and not sure if I will survive what's to come. I wish I had the unshakable faith that I have seen in some Christians, and maybe I'm just kidding myself that I am a Christian as I don't dedicate every waking hour to worship, not can I recite from memory chapter and verse from the Bible, let alone tie it all together. I claim Jesus as my savior, but at times I wonder if he'd want someone as flawed and sinful as me as one of his.There's a lot... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2232329 Tue, 03 Mar 2009 21:17:00 +0100 2232329 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2216449&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fsupermarket-checkout-rags.html While some people curse while waiting in supermarket checkout lines I amuse myself browsing the various scandal rags in the magazine rack "Bush now suicidal and back on the sauce", "Obama Gay scandal", "Two headed baby born in Russia tells date of end of the world then dies", etc. Ya just gotta love some of the ludicrous nonsense that passes for headlines, almost as good as reading the Onion online.I always wondered if Dubya really wanted to be prez or would he have been happier just tooling around on his ranch in his pickup truck, swilling beer and burning sagebrush with an Army surplus flame thrower, but he was fingered by the elite to rise to power and hasten the collapse of a once great nation, continuing a proud tradition of looting and high crimes started by Johnson, Nixon, Reagan, B... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2216449 Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:31:00 +0100 2216449 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2204926&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fbreakfast-and-fellowship.html It's quiet here before the next storm, which thank goodness isn't supposed to amount to much in the Boston/Cambridge area. I dragged myself out of bed to attened the men's breakfast, discussion and prayer group at the church I'm attending. It's refreshing to be among Christians who are real people, no pretense, self righteousness, etc, but who show a real love for God and their fellow man.The topic today seemed dominated by the economy and how we are all feeling the negative effects. Tonight I'll just catch up on some reading and maybe watch one of the longer documentaries that I recently downloaded, then tomorrow church and just vegging out before another week begins.A few leftover article and video linksA Blog on Oddities the odd, bizarre and strange things of our worldThe Book of EnochD... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2204926 Sat, 21 Feb 2009 20:35:00 +0100 2204926 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2200347&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Ffriday-linkfest-and-benediction.html This'll be mostly a link posting as I still have been having writer's block, too much happening all at once. I haven't been turning on the TV for anything during the past few weeks other than to use it as a big computer monitor or to watch a DVD. It's come to the point that I can't stand staring at the box even for the couple of shows I like to watch, the ads and propaganda give me a headache and raise my blood pressure 50 points after 10 minutes or less of viewing but I have been raeding a lot more both on and offline, plus watching YouTube and Goodle videos more, plus downloadinf a ton of interesting and thought provoking MP3 sermons and lectures, archiving for the day there may be no more freedome of speech on the Internet.I had posted a supportive reply to a young Christian guy's YouTu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2200347 Fri, 20 Feb 2009 17:02:00 +0100 2200347 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2190454&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Feye-candy-and-food-for-thought.html I haven't been doing much other than reading more, plus watching to a lot more lectures and sermons online. As I was saying to a Christian pen pal last night over the phone, "we should enjoy and be thankful for the Internet while we still have it", which for an "Amen" from her end.The only other thing Ive been up to other than implementing my personal austerity program is becoming more active in the little Evangelical church I've been attending. True Christianity has gotten a bum rap from the glaring excesses and snake oil put forth by the big televangelists. I have been fortunate to have met groups of "real" Christians, who live quiet lives, honestly doing the work that Christ ordered his followers to do. They are patient, generous, honest, genuine truly concerned for the well being of pe... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2190454 Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:06:00 +0100 2190454 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2182363&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fsome-videos.html I still have not felt much like writing, drove down to visit my friend in the hospital who just had hip surgery, ran a few errands for him and visited him in physical rehab before returning home.I am a Christian but felt the series "The Arrivals" was worth including in today's links. I assume the series creator is Muslim based on quotes from the Quran, but he makes a lot of very good points on the media, brainwashing and the New World Order satanic system.Some videos and articlesBeverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaJim R. Schwiesow A Dark Nation in Dark TimesOnly in America Could Misery Be Turned Into a CommodityThe Arrivals Series 1The Arrivals Series 2The Arrivals Series 3The Arrivals Series 4THE EMPIRE OF THE CITY World Superstate 1THE EMPIRE OF THE CITY World Superstate 2Yo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2182363 Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:46:00 +0100 2182363 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2163489&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fstorms-on-land-and-in-mind.html Nothing to say today. I had planned on writing a lengthy entry but last night got a call that one of the only two remaining friends I have in the world fell and broke his hip last night and is being operated on today. He's 65 and I'm not too far behind him. it is strange that when I was in my 20's mortality was the last ting ion my mind, today I'm always aware of my mortality....life is hard, then you die.Links, videos, etcBiblical Battered Wife Syndrome Christian Women and Domestic ViolenceBitter PillCFM 11 Titor Right brainoilChuck Baldwin Christians Use Prophecy To Excuse LazinessDelusion & DenialIt's Not Going to Be OKKilltown's 9-11 coincidences and oddities pageKilltown's Was AIDS engineered pageMakow The Satanist Banker ConspiracyMark Driscoll Kicks His Own Ass Wittenburg DoorNetwo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2163489 Thu, 05 Feb 2009 21:58:00 +0100 2163489 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2150733&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F02%2Fmy-fave-youtube-channels-so-far.html Once again getting ready for yet another major snow storm, the talking heads are saying this might be the biggest one yet with more to come. Screw what the gummint and corporate shills claim about global warming, when they have known and feared for decades thatwe are actually heading into a new ice age....do the research, connect the dots.Anyway nothing much to say today, BP was through the roof most of the day, feel like crap.Here's a list of YouTube channels I subscribe to and watch on a regular basis.BravePJCitizenPatriotcivilian37DeekjacksonDrLeonardHorowitzEarthlasthope2EmceeArSnendtimewatchmaneyezbbackFeelFreeToArguefknnewzgalaxydreamsjagbodhijinkyfcjohnrigs123KeithTruthlibertyeternalLifeofApollosmhcseattleMichaelJacebsonmountainfire77MrDuffy81nearingmidnightpsychetruthRidleyReportro... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2150733 Sun, 01 Feb 2009 23:17:00 +0100 2150733 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2144428&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fredlined.html I just got out of the hospital after a mandated ambulance ride to the ER when My blood pressure kept escalating until when it reached 220/112 I called my doctor's office, getting an immediate call back to call 911.When the EMT's arrived it was 200/99, which they said was still well worth a ride to the hospital. I don't drink, never used drugs, recently quit smoking, which could be part of why my BP has suddenly gone out of control. I can just be sitting there relaxing or reading, then suddenly a wave of anxiety washes over me, face felt flushed, throat and neck feel like they're being crushed and the ringing in my ears turns into a jet roar....then bp rapidly goes from 120/70.....150/85.....180/99, etcI made the mistake of jerking off to try relieving some stress and now a once pleasurable... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2144428 Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:03:00 +0100 2144428 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2132231&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Flinks-before-next-storm.html I'm really not feeling well at all, so here's a list of videos I was laying back watching over the past day or so.Halt Immigration For Our SurvivalHonest Bill Cosby Tells US Blacks The TruthNew World Order Conspiracy, UFOs photographsPresident Bush's Farewell Speech WHITEHOUSE.ORGSkousen No, Everything Will Not Be AlrightStargods Daily ThoughtsTen Years Into The Chemtrail-WarsThe Mind Has No FirewallWatching the Growth of Walmart Across America animationWhistleblower Levels Shocking Allegations at Bush's Spying ProgramsYou'll never think the same way again. the revelation\A Message from Elder George ELIMINATION OF THE FAMILYMODERN DEMONOLOGY PSYCHOTRONIC WARFAREThe lies videoYouTube 2012 Visionaries David Icke & Bill HicksYouTube A MUST LISTEN TO series, Alex Jones - New World Order Pt1You... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2132231 Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:48:00 +0100 2132231 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2121423&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fmeet-new-boss.html ...same as the old bossI didn't watch the inauguration live yesterday. I was enroute to and from a doctor appointment via the T. There's something going on with my heart and blood pressure but an EKG yesterday was fine and BP was perfect 120/72 pulse 73, so I'm scheduled for a human dynamometer test (stress) and cardiac echo next week.I did watch some of the endless replays last night on the news after Fringe on Faux. The only 2 network shows I watch are House and Fringe. As I watched Dubya boarding helicopter one....scenes we'd like to see, federal agents grabbing him, Cheney and company leading them off in shackles for high crimes against the nation and humanity.I voted for Obama as there were not really any other choices and the only candidate I would have voted for was elbowed out long... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2121423 Wed, 21 Jan 2009 18:48:00 +0100 2121423 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2112146&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fnwo-links-old-and-new.html Some of these have been listed before, but worth listing again, plus a few articles and new videos.Beverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaSelwyn Duke The Artificial Reality of the Matrix MediaWhat Your Sex Life Will Be Like in 2009What's It Going to Take to Lock Up Drug Company ExecsSo Long Worst President Ever; 10 Reasons History Will Hang YouAlien Abductions Stopped By the Name of Jesus ChristDr. James Howenstine Nutrients Can Restore Good Health To HIV PatientsHenry Makow Politically Incorrect Advice for Young MenSecrets of the Federal Reserve Online bookUS Infrastructure Overwhelmed By Illegal AliensA Radical Revolution of Values Dr. King’s Most Important (And Dangerous) SpeechYouTube Radio host charged with promoting marijuana disobedienceFKN Newz Bush Farewell bye asshole... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2112146 Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:11:00 +0100 2112146 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2107607&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Farctic-visitation.html It is pretty damn cold today and tomorrow may break records for cold here in chilly Eastern Taxachusetts.I had a doctor appointment yesterday, felt pretty good for a change and decided to take the T into Boston rather than drive the 7 miles. Having a discount old folk/disabled Charlie card has been a blessing at times. I did bundle up, gloves, woollen cap, scarf, snorkel jacket and walking boots. I've noticed that since mid December traffic has been much lighter than usual, same for the number of people riding the bus and subway systems. I figured it was because of the Christmas and other holiday season, but even now in mid January traffic still seems lighter than normal. My friend Rob has noticed the same thing and feels it's the large increase of people who have lost their jobs that acco... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2107607 Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:46:00 +0100 2107607 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2097774&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2009%2F01%2Fneverending-winter.html Winter is only a few weeks old and already, even many of us New Englanders are quickly growing weary of one major snow storm after another, mixed with extreme cold.I don't have much to say today, besides all of my other medical issues I may also be having some cardiac problems. It still amazes me that I've made it to almost 62 years old, and can still wear the same size clothes I wore in high school. Although I am no longer very active, a lifetime of cycling, swimming and hiking has carried me through life with a lean physique. I do try to eat a healthy diet, difficult considering how tainted the food supply is, but there are 3 very good family run farm markets within a short distance of my apartment. The quality of their produce, baked goods, etc are 10 times better than the agrifarmed fr... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2097774 Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:08:00 +0100 2097774 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2073739&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fjust-pile-of-links.html You thought 2008 was bad! The coming years will make the past one seem like a day in paradise.....and it will go downhill from there, that is the overall plan.I have been hanging out on a Christian message board, mostly reading through and commenting on some of the NWO topics, something I have followed for almost 30 years. OK so the board is a Fundamentalist one, and a mistake I made was including a link to this blog....big mistake! Seems a few were quite annoyed at my worldliness and that it wasn't a Christian blog. If it was, I would have stated it clearly. One message I got was "you are very clever with words, so is Satan. I see nothing of total repentence on your writing or links". Sorry folks, mea culpa, I have sinned. I have told some in private that there is a lot about fundamentlis... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2073739 Tue, 30 Dec 2008 15:35:00 +0100 2073739 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2046598&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fwe-have-b-b-y.html Oh I just had to finally post this, but what is this about yuppies making a big scene over "We have a baby! Look out, make way, baby on board coming through!" Cell phone zombie mom frantically yakking away pushing her prize possession around as if she were driving an Abrams tank through a conquered city. The yuppie offspring always seem to be screaming at the top of their lungs, from infant hood through preschool, it's non stop "WAA WAA! AAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!" When I compare them to non yuppie mothers, who's children seem to be well behaved, which makes them even cuter.It's especially nerve wracking while in the supermarket, restaurant, mall or coffee shop, traffic snarls of 2 to 4 seater being pushed by moms who are on a mission from God! and their spawn the entire time screaming til their lu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2046598 Wed, 17 Dec 2008 23:33:00 +0100 2046598 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2046599&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fother-shoe.html By now the entire world has seen our beloved emperor dodging the attempt of a shoe terrorist. Much of the world laughed or applauded, perhaps there were hoots, hollers and applause from Heaven itself. When I viewed the news footage of the fateful event, Dubya still had that perennial smirk in his face as if to say, "ha ha, ya missed, loser." The shoe event will reverberate around the world and may find it's way into future history books. But in his own mind Meester Boosh has done nothing wrong. So what if we're in the verge of a second great depression, so what if were are mired down in an untenable war or questionable cause. Being a Viet Nam vet, right away I suspected, 'this is Nam II, the sequel'.After Mr Bush leaves office, the controlled lap dog media will probably remember him as a g... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2046599 Wed, 17 Dec 2008 15:25:00 +0100 2046599 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2039795&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fbehold-toy-christian.html "Hey what's with using the same picture" you may ask, "I've seen that JPG of Jesus weeping as he looks down on the world. Dontcha have anything new?" Well I think that picture speaks volumes, so it is worth using over again. Sorry no porno or graphics pics of carnage, you can get that while watching TeeVee or suckling from any other mass media teat.I suppose I'm a toy Christian would be like a toy soldier, not a real one, but a wind up toy....why do I say this?I must confess, although I claim Jesus Christ as my personal lord and savior, and believe that he came here in the flesh, died for us, beat death and is now reigning in Heaven, there are many times I do not feel saved, maybe because I am still a sinner...maybe because I try to analyze it too much.I must also confess unlike many born ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2039795 Tue, 16 Dec 2008 18:58:00 +0100 2039795 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2032965&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fgiving.html Back in the Summer of 1973, I was spending a day in Boston with a friend and his wife. His wife took off shopping while he and I made our way to the Bull & Finch pub for a pint. On the way we were walking through Boston Common when he asked, "who do you identify with?" I looked at him puzzled, he repeated his question then pointed to a homeless guy curled up sleeping on a park bench, "that's who I identify with. You, me, anyone could wind up where he is under the right set of circumstances, but nobody wants to think about that, it's just too frightening. Some day we may all be facing his fate, just remember that and be thankful for what you have."His words never left me as my parents words always stuck in my head. My parents still had fresh painful memories of the Great Depression, even th... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2032965 Fri, 12 Dec 2008 20:48:00 +0100 2032965 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2032966&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fcrutches-for-my-stumbling-christian.html It's raining cats and dogs again today, talk about up to 3" before the mercury drops. I think I saw Noah navigating his ark down my street this morning. I had to get out, plus I was out of half and half, bread and a few other essentials., so I ventured out and drove to Micro Center, along the crazed cell phone zombies in their SUV's. People are really getting psycho on the road, which is one reason I no longer find driving pleasurable.I went with a mission, to find some decent Bible software and pick up one of the flash drives they had on sale, 8 GIG for $14.95. I found a pretty comprehensive Bible study program for a reasonable price, a dozen translations, concordances, etc, etc. I'm no Bible scholar and cannot spit out random passages from memory to suit any occasion. I confess I do not ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2032966 Thu, 11 Dec 2008 20:06:00 +0100 2032966 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2026777&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fthey-live.html I had a chiropractor appointment this morning, in hope from my doctor that I might get some relief, which I have not. I have to get some walking exercise in to slow down the wasting in my legs, but today we went from sub zero temperatures to the low 60's today with heavy tropical rain all day, turning into snow tomorrow. Since it was on my way, after leaving the chiropractor's office I stopped at a local mega-mall, walking the various levels I could at least get a couple of miles in between sitting rest stops. The parking lot was packed, but there were not many people in the stores, few laden down with shopping. Like many suburban mega-malls, this one is steering more toward Upscale tenants.For some reason I began to think about John Carpenter's "They Live" as I walked past a push cart sel... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2026777 Wed, 10 Dec 2008 17:09:00 +0100 2026777 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2026778&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmoral-to-story-is.html I've always enjoyed movies and shows that have a moral to them or left me with something to think about after the show was over, which is why The Twilight Zone and Outer Limits were a couple of my favorite TV shows. No matter if the story was wrapped around an alien theme or not, each story explored human frailties, the seven deadly sins, etc. Each story usually had a surprise ending.A couple of people I have known poo-poo'd my enjoyment of such drivel, saying the stories were dumb and too preachy for their liking. I guess most people don't like having human weaknesses presented.Today's links have the usual tin foil helmet stuff but check out the second list begining with Cannon Fodder. I stumbled on a bunch of amateur short films, some of which are very good. I especially liked The Black ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2026778 Tue, 09 Dec 2008 19:52:00 +0100 2026778 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2021294&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fthings-my-parents-taught-me.html I was born into a blue collar Catholic family in a declining Massachusetts mill town. Mom stayed home until I was well into my school years. Most of my relatives and everything we needed were within 1-15 miles from home.Dad had been a Navy Sea Bee during WWII and was at Normandy. I was born in 1947, the same year as the transistor and and Roswell crash. Dad had always been a fireman and lived the fireman's creed. He was a devout Catholic but told me as a boy, "forget about the saints, pope, Mary, etc. Take all your cares and prayers to the Lord himself", pointing to the crucifix that hung over the front door.My family was far from perfect, but who's is, and when I was a kid, I often felt resentment and alienated from the family. Mom came across as a cold remote, fearful woman, I never real... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2021294 Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:30:00 +0100 2021294 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2017416&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Ftsunami-alert.html There's a whale of a tsunami approaching and most don't seem to notice or care. All of the household pets are finding a way to sneak out to a safer haven. Those with the means are moving to higher ground, while the majority of sheeple keep their backs turned to the shore, "if I can't see it, it can't be happening" until the massive wave of financial and social chaos sweeps them away.Some readers may call me a fool, but as I get older I have lost all but a remnant of faith in any human systems and find myself returning to God as personified by his only son Jesus Christ for guidance, wisdom and strength. Many Christians would label me a non Christian or wanna be follower of Christ, since I a sinner and am not a member of any organized church, but we are all sinners, all seriously flawed and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2017416 Sat, 06 Dec 2008 19:00:00 +0100 2017416 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2017417&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmuncha-buncha-link.html I'm up to my eyebrows in medical paperwork and forms, so have not been motivated to write, plus with the even more cheery daily news, what can I say.As I've said I don't necessarily agree with the contents of every link I post here, but find them either entertaining, informative to downright spooky. And remember there are no new world order conspiracy theories, they're right in our faces.So click and enjoy, or click and be enlightened, aggravated, etcMonty pythonThe first Zulu WarBBC Panorama Daylight RobberyPropagandand the CFR9-11 Illuminati Media PropagandaDr. Dennis Cuddy EugenicsExposing the Satanic Empire Final Cut (2008)G. Edward Griffin The Capitalist ConspiracyHealth Ranger Offers Thirty-One Predictions for 2009 - Health, Economy, Terrorism and MoreIllegal Hordes Making America Un... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2017417 Fri, 05 Dec 2008 21:14:00 +0100 2017417 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2005497&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fxmas-mayhem.html I can imagine Jesus looking down on the gluttonous free for all that passes for the Christmas season, shaking his head, "don't you dare associate this feeding frenzy with my name!" Let's forget the "peace on earth, good will toward all men" and "unto us a child is born, unto us a savior is given"...it doesn't seem to work like that any more. Let's call the current god du jour by it's proper name, "Mammon"Like many others I was beyond shocked at the Black Friday news of a Wal-Mart employee being trampled to death by a crazed herd of shopping sheeple, hoping to grab that X-Box, iPod, or "always lowest prices", made in China flat screen TV. Even more shocking was the attitude of the same shoppers, miffed that the store was going to close for a while due to the tragedy, "so what someone got ki... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2005497 Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:12:00 +0100 2005497 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=2005498&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F12%2Fmore-links-and-videos.html I wish I had the energy and motivation to write something of substance, but again the constant pain and fatigue has drained me, but here are some video and article linksAmerica Cannot Tolerate Unending ImmigrationBorn Digital Understanding the First Generation of Digital NativesWhat Do You Want & The Price Of FameGianni DeVincent Hayes, Ph.D 40 Techniques of the IlluminatiIf Obama Doesn't Prosecute Bush's Torture Team, We'll Pay a Big Price Down the RoadNow Heterosexuals Are In The ClosetNancy Levant Do People Care if America EndsPaul Proctor Merry ChristmasPhyllis Spivey The Land of Empty, 2026 A.D.Worried About Thanksgiving Fights with Right-Wing Family MembersWorried Sick How Vulnerable Are You Really to Heart Attack, Stroke or Breast CancerYou Damn Fools You Should Put This Thing Into ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=2005498 Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:44:00 +0100 2005498 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1998825&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Facoustic-alchemy-aural-opiates.html I had been talking about cleaning house, and getting rid of a lot of big stuff, including the iMac, my high end integrated amplifier, etc. I was amazed that within 24 hours the Mac and stereo were sold for my asking price posted in CraigslistI visited Rob (one of my only 2 surviving friends) in Worcester for the Thanksgiving weekend, which was a pleasant and relaxing time, except that something seriously went out in my back and today I am in serious hurt.I stashed most of the cash I made my my Online sales in the bank, keeping enough to pick up a micro system I was eyeing at BJ's to replace the monster components. Not a bad deal for about $370, an Onkyo 25 watt RMS per channel shoebox size receiver and CD player, bundled by Bose with 2 tiny Bose satellite speakers and bass module. When I g... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1998825 Sun, 30 Nov 2008 00:25:00 +0100 1998825 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1984677&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fjust-some-links-and-moving-eye-candy.html Conclusion Episode 1 only - Ringstone Round (1979)Quatermass and the Pit 1967Invaders From Mars - 1953 Sci-FiTwilight Zone To Serve ManTwilight Zone Monsters Are Due On Maple StreetA History Of Sci-Fi TelevisionConspiracy-Area 51Koyaanisqatsi Life out of BalanceNikola Tesla - PBSThe missing secrets of Nikola TeslaScifi UFO's The SecretSecret Gov Underground UFO BasesSecret SpaceThe 2012 Enigma by David WilcockThe TerminalThese Streets Are WatchingWatch the Skies! Science Fiction, the 1950s and UsYouTube American Idiocracy 1YouTube American Idiocracy 2YouTube The Illuminati And The Creation Of The New World Order (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1984677 Mon, 24 Nov 2008 20:27:00 +0100 1984677 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1974851&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Feyes-of-santa-are-upon-you.html Maybe more accurately, "The eyes of Satan are upon you".Doctors have pretty much given up on my spinal neural muscular wasting condition going away, one neurologist suggested I try chiropractic, which I did for years, when at one time it helped a lot.I contacted my old chiropractor, who had me in for a consult and updated X-Rays of my spine, since then I have had a few adjustments, but am not sure it's the placebo effect or I am getting a tiny bit of relief between visits.Being a struggling rent poor slob on fixed income in a mostly upscale yuppie area, I seem surrounded by the pretentious well to do yuppie mothers and their neutered male partners, showing off the contents of their 2-4 seat baby strollers to their peers as if they were bowling trophies. Generations of the upscale new aged ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1974851 Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:31:00 +0100 1974851 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1963843&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fmore-links-through-pain.html Once again I have not felt up to writing, living in constant pain 24x7 wears me down, so here's a list of mostly videos I have been watching while laying down no bed, the only time that 90% of the pain in my legs, feet and back lessensEnjoy, be annoyed, whatever. Links included for the "truth may be very well stranger than faction" factorA - CIA and SatanismAlex Jones Show 10-01-08 With Chuck Norris and Jesse VenturaAlex Jones Show 07-22-08 Nick Begich, HAARP, Mind Control & Internet RegulationBILL COOPER ON THE ALEX JONES RADIO SHOW FROM 1998Bill Maher I'm SwissCharlie Rose Bill Maher, Christopher HitchensCIA Drug Ops Conspiracy (unaired documentary)Daniel Ott live show recap Satan's Government (It's all in Black & White)DAVID ICKE BIG BROTHER the Alex Jones show 7-03-08Definition of STUP... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1963843 Sat, 15 Nov 2008 20:33:00 +0100 1963843 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1951735&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F11%2Fjust-links.html Just some links911 The Greatest Lie Evers Sold - By Anthony HilderAlternative 3 part 1Alternative 3 part 2Arsenal of HypocrisyCodex Alimentariusfalse christiansIlluminati the New World Order and the OccultMind Control and the New World Order by Al NealSMOKING GUN PROOF THAT THE ILLUMINATI PLAN TO ATTACK ON 9-11 AND BEYOND WAS WELL KNOWN AS FAR BACK AS 1995The Money MastersThe Montauk Project One Man's Story (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1951735 Wed, 12 Nov 2008 00:17:00 +0100 1951735 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1901277&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fjust-links.html I'm not doing well medically at all, and prefer not to say much. Still in a state of total overload. I have been tossed back and forth between specialists, the last hope meeting with a neurosurgeon who basically said, "you have been a total mystery to us and we think it's a neurological problem that we can't locate, sorry but that's all I have for you.They have tossed around all sorts of equally unpleasant theories, HIV wasting, latent activated polio, MS, ALS, muscular dystrophy, even mad cow disease was considered, but brain MRI and EEG came back clean. but for almost 15 years my leg muscles have been wasting to the point in shorts I look like a stork, plus the 24x7 grinding pain I live with. Seems I have a huge cranial cavity which my brain fills, no empty memory expansion slots, which ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1901277 Wed, 22 Oct 2008 21:37:00 +0100 1901277 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1862614&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fgreat-purge.html We come into this world naked and screaming, with nothing but that "new baby smell", and hopefully all body parts functioning and intact. No matter how rich and famous a person is during life, they leave pretty much naked and alone, with eyes closed and arms outstretched.We in America are conditioned that the purpose of life is to acquire as much money, prestige and stuff as we can, because "he who dies with the most toys wins!" They may be able to leave all of their stuff for others to squabble over, but the only baggage they're allowed to take into the next life is one carry on bag containing their soul. Maybe the author of the Book of Ecclesiastes had a point, paraphrased, "Life is meaningless, a chasing after the wind."The first great purge (as I call it) came in 1989 and 1990 when I s... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1862614 Wed, 08 Oct 2008 12:59:00 +0100 1862614 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1859375&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fsorry-state-of-affairs.html How many thousands of women have had unnecessary radical mastectomies, how many thousand needless amputations have been performed, how many thousands of needless deaths or people left crippled while waiting for medical care or when they are denied, being bounced around in the "managed care" for profit medical system. How much does it take before the system changes, if ever? We are one of the richest (at least for the top 5%) nations on Earth, but rank lower and lower in quality health care of all except the wealthy. Is this a purposeful neglect, a culling of the herd, so that only the wealthiest and well connected will be left?Right now we are sliding into a depression, the rest of the world being taken along for the ride, but the greedy perpetrators are getting off with not so much as a s... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1859375 Tue, 07 Oct 2008 20:33:00 +0100 1859375 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1852471&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fwhy-i-write.html I've journaled since middle school, where I wrote mostly short science fiction stories, then during my Navy years, through college and beyond began writing about the world around me from the point of view of an outsider. Even as a boy I always felt that my being born was a cosmic mistake, and I asked my parents if I was adopted, which I was assured I wasn't.Ever since childhood, I never quite fit in anywhere, especially in groups. In any group, fraternal or other organization I was the invisible man. I have spent most of my life alone, which in some ways freed me up to observe and take notes on what the world of the living was up to. I was married for 5 years to a wonderful woman and that wound up being a disaster, luckily there were no children, which my shame based mother always held aga... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1852471 Sat, 04 Oct 2008 20:34:00 +0100 1852471 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1852472&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fburning-bridges.html Those who are without serious to terminal medical conditions find it hard to understand and are sometimes offended when the friends they knew who are sick or dying no longer want to see them. I've come to fully understand why this is the case and have done it myself. Part of it is, when you're very sick or on the way out life's door, you don't want to be around lively vibrant people who do not share your fate. Those who are lucky to be without serious medical problems also are lost for words, trying to offer comfort and support as best they can. There is an overall feeling of powerlessness on both sides.I've known a number of once vibrant young men who I watched wither away as the time we spent together pass.I had known Gene since the early 70's, a handsome very sweet guy who could have be... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1852472 Sat, 04 Oct 2008 13:09:00 +0100 1852472 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1847853&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Freflections-in-doug-willis.html I have to keep writing to prevent driving myself insane with fear and hopelessness. Doug has been on my mind a lot lately, and thinking of how spooky the way we both knew things before they happened was. Doug and I talked about being intuitive, and months before 911 we both kept having intense feelings of impending doom. I was scheduled to visit him in Chicago, spanning the 9/11/2001, and as the time approached I felt more and more intensely that I didn't want to go as much as I looked forward to the visit.As fate would have it Doug got sick, so we postponed our plans, and I admit that I felt relieved. The week before up until 911 itself I became more and more agitated, waiting for the sky to fall for no apparent reason. Then driving to work at 6AM on 911, I almost drove off the road, havi... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1847853 Thu, 02 Oct 2008 22:15:00 +0100 1847853 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1847854&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F10%2Fplease-catch-me-if-i-fall.html I write this with much rage and resentment at a medical system that kicks some of us to the curbI hurt my back many years ago and the doctors said it was nothing just watch it, about 10-12 years ago I began noticing muscle wasting in my legs, still "let's just wait and see" was the result. About 4-5 years ago the wasting became so pronounced that I lost 5" form one calf and 3" in from the other, still response was "interesting, amazing you can walk, but you have HIV", then I fell and fracturing my spine, and still they tossed me around like the proverbial hot potato until finally one surgeon decided that surgery was an option but by this time there was spinal cord damage. The surgery helped some but now the wasting has accelerated and now in my arms, which doctor writes of as HIV...It is N... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1847854 Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:55:00 +0100 1847854 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1834521&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F09%2Fcaught-in-vortex.html A few weeks ago I received a phone call and email that saddened me deeply. One of my last surviving friends, Doug Willis from Chicago passed away in his sleep. I am honored to have had the opportunity to have him as a friend, meeting through the online journals on my old web site 8 years ago. We had so much in common and I can count him among the 3-4 most gentle, intelligent, honest, interesting, etc, etc people I have had the opportunity of knowing.Before we met in person we enjoyed countless 2-4 hour phone conversations, 100's of emails then after a year he flew out and spent ten days visiting me, ten days spent in the eternal now, which passed in the blink of an eye. We both felt like we were twins separated at birth despite the fact I am 17 years older than him. Very seldom in my life ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1834521 Sun, 28 Sep 2008 00:17:00 +0100 1834521 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1696027&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F08%2Ftipping-point.html I probably won't be posting the weekly links to articles and videos much any more. Something inside has clicked and I have reached a tipping point where I am at total overload; about my age, HIV status, lack of success at life and making friends and position in the human social food chain.I stopped by the Conspiracy Cafe yesterday to let them know I won't be around much any more, may drop by to say hello, but not much more. I know what I know, and have come to the conclusion that over 90% of the population does not see the world as I do, know the things that I know, and has no desire to do so.What's pushed me over the edge on these issues is getting fully in touch with my almost total social isolation and ostracization, that when I have taken the time to examine has been the case over my e... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1696027 Mon, 11 Aug 2008 11:25:00 +0100 1696027 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1648903&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Fperfect-storm.html This deep dark depression has settled in like a bay fog. I stopped going to the Conspiracy Cafe and just about stopped going anywhere.The Summer here in Eastern Mass is one of the weirdest I've ever seen, unending hot super humid days, marked by some of the most violent thunderstorms I can recall that arrive out of nowhere, dump 2-4" of rain then disappear. We're getting anywhere from 2-6-8 of these a week, brief violent downpours. We've even been getting tornado warnings.Some links...A Memorial Day Request From The Other SideAlex Jones Airport gestapoAmerica Death By Terminal Madness And StupidityAnomaly TelevisionChina's All-Seeing EyeCurt Maynard's BlogIf You Try To Pull A False Flag Operation, We're Not Going to Believe YouDestruction by ParadigmDevvy Kidd Americans embracing their own... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1648903 Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:38:00 +0100 1648903 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1622015&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Fglobal-psyop.html Sorry but I still have lost the desire to write much, despite the torrents of ideas that flood my head. The Summer has been a weird one for sure, hot and very humid with unhealthy air quality, interspersed with knock down drag'em out thunder storms with torrential rain and hail. Once in a while a warm dry sunny day is thrown in as a teaser, but for the most part it's been dog days.My energy levels have also been at an all time low, partly due to (maybe) the virus. but some is due to deep depression. I am one of those (un)fortunate few who cannot take SSRI antidepressants; they make me much worse. Who knows what other factors play a role, chemtrails, HAARP and other mind control gadgets, but most people I talk with have admitted that also have been feeling pretty crappy for no visible reaso... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1622015 Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:27:00 +0100 1622015 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1593699&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F07%2Findependence-day.html Nothing to say, nothing to celebrate except 19 years of sobriety. Currently in a state of mourning and anxiety for my country.The weather so far this late Spring and Summer in Massachusetts is the weirdest I have seen in many a yearI've pretty much lost the desire and energy to write much. Here's a list of articles and videos.9-11 Truth RisingAaron Russo America Freedom to FascismAlex Jones' Infowars Msg from NWOAt the Height of an Energy Crisis, Fat-Cat CEOs Still Litter the Skies with Private JetsBerit Kjos Angels or DemonsBig Pharma Is in a Frenzy to Bring Cannabis-Based Medicines to MarketBlackCommentator Welcome Home, Soldier Now Shut UpDavid Icke Freedom to FascismDevvy Kidd The Prosecution of George W. Bush for MurderDisrespecting America MulticulturalismEducation for a New CultureE... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1593699 Mon, 07 Jul 2008 19:58:00 +0100 1593699 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1542935&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fgeorge-carlin-rip.html I've been in a deep depression over the state of the country and world, plus dealing with some personal issues.The only thing I have to say today is I am saddened over the death of George Carlin. His biting satire hopefully made some people think, a great satirist and social commentator has left us.A bunch of assorted articles and videos Alan Stang Dr. No Marching on Minneapolis An Overview of Our World Culture Change You. Will. Not. Be. Able. To. Get. Food. Devvy Kidd Will you out live your money Dr. Dennis Cuddy Government and Press-Media Cover-Ups Edge Radio Broadcast Live Show Talking to Mike Lucas - Satan's Government Eugene Narrett Masks and Shadows EXOPOLITICS A True ET Landing or An Anti-ET False Flag Ops Generation X-Ray George Carlin George Carlin shows (rest in peace George) Geo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1542935 Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:39:00 +0100 1542935 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1525891&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fpride-goeth-before-destruction.html During the past 15 years both on my legacy web site journals and in this blog I usually made an entry about the annual Boston gay pride parade. Although I am not a part of it, I always used to (long ago past tense) enjoy going into Boston to watch the parade, sometimes meeting up with people I knew for dinner or drinks. Like everything else, it has become one giant corporate and political sponsored event. Oh tsk tsk, I am also not a supporter of gay marriage. Call me old fashioned but I still believe that marriage should be reserved for a man and woman, possibly to start a family. And no I am not a Bahble thumping hater, still have a number of gay friends and acquaintances, most who also are not keen on gay marriage. I think the subject of gay marriage gets way too much air time, in light ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1525891 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:48:00 +0100 1525891 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1501231&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Flinks-on-hot-day.html I haven't been feeling well at all, timing is good, see my doctor next week for a quarterly follow up anyway. Summer suddenly appeared today with a vengeance, it was cool and raw all week and today it hit close to 90 with high humidity, and it's supposed to get hotter and more humid as next week progresses. The most exciting thing I did over the past week was browse a few yard sales within a couple of blocks of my apartment today, plus the annual "Feast of the East" had some streets closed off, which is mostly for families with kids; face painting, pony rides, plus a few local vendors and restaurants set up tables along the sidewalk.So today I was cleaning out bookmarked articles and clips that didn't make it to the past post, a little June yard sale of links.A Special Thank You To George ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1501231 Sat, 07 Jun 2008 21:32:00 +0100 1501231 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1488020&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F06%2Fvillage-of-damned.html I've always been a trained observer. While the masses wander the streets in a Prozac, cell phone and media induced trance, I take mental notes of my surroundings. A couple of other people and I have noticed a sharp increase in the numbers of yuppie moms pushing high end 2 to 4 seater baby strollers, filled with their offspring; twins, triplets and in some cases quads, and what seems stranger is that many are all little toe headed blonds, regardless of mommy's hair color.It looks like an entire generation of Aryan cherubs are taking their place among us.A good number of the upscale yuppie mothers, also have a bun(s) in the oven, beside those in the stroller. How do I know they're yuppies?...by their appearance and mannerisms, usually getting out of Lexus, Benz, Volvo and other SUVs, fumblin... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1488020 Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:03:00 +0100 1488020 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1472314&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fsimmering-in-em-goulash.html I worked in high tech my entire entire life, got my general class ham radio license when I was 12 and an FCC First Class Radiotelephone license back in the 60's. Both licensing exams require a knowledge of RF wave propagation and the EM spectrum. I was an avionics technician in the Navy, working on radar, communications and computer equipment. The microwave oven that may sit on your kitchen counter is an offshoot of military radar technology. Microwaves cook by inducing molecular friction in whatever placed in the oven. Focusing a kilowatt or so of high frequency RF into whatever is placed in the oven gets molecules pretty excited.While in the Navy and out at sea, we spent a lot of time on the flight deck troubleshooting avionics systems, a choreographed chaos keeping out of the way of tax... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1472314 Tue, 27 May 2008 19:37:00 +0100 1472314 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1469540&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Frevolution-complete.html Well 61 came and went, just another day. My friend Rob invited me to his place in Auburn (a town in the Worcester area) for my birthday. It was nice to get away from home for a couple of days. He took me to Ronnie's, a seafood in the rough place near him that has the best fried clams around. Although I have become seriously allergic to most seafood, for some reasons fried clams and clam chowdah don't bother me. It's a treat once in a while to enjoy a heart attack in a box; fried clams, french fries, onion rings and cole slaw.I visited him last year at the same time and the restaurant (The Lodge) we ate at sent me a card good for $12 off on a birthday meal for this year, so Friday we went to The Lodge (an old rustic family run road house) for dinner with another friend of his. I had to retu... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1469540 Tue, 27 May 2008 11:53:00 +0100 1469540 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1460850&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Forbital.html Tomorrow will mark completing 60 orbits around the sun, in other words I turn 61. What a long strange and painful trip it's been, "Houston, we have a big problem, the orbiter was scheduled to crash and burn oer 20 years ago according to the best science we had at the time, but we are still in orbit. The outer hull has been breached, we're running low on fuel, oxygen and supplies and the toilets are backed up." Yeah I was assured at 37 that I had 2-3 years left at best according to medical x-perts back in 1985, so I planned accordingly...no future no plans!Almost everyone I knew and became friends with from support and social groups have all long since passed away, the rest of the crew have passed on to that great space station in the sky (or in the firey pit depending on who you talk to)..... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1460850 Thu, 22 May 2008 11:33:00 +0100 1460850 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1454237&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fleft-vs-right-brain.html A dim bulb came on last night while watching a documentary about the marketing/advertising industry and out edukational system. Bill Hicks said it best in one of his routines, "Are there any marketing people in the audience? If so kill yourself, I'm serious kill yourself. You are Satan's little helpers, so kill yourself. You destroy everything that is good, kill yourself."After I got out of the Navy went to college under the GI bill. High tech was in the gutter in 1971 since the military/industrial machine was in a slump, one of many recessions. I was advised that majoring in a Business discipline was a safe bet. As much as I disliked business I first decided on majoring in Marketing with a minor in Psychology. I have never really liked business people, since to me they are the most single... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1454237 Mon, 19 May 2008 14:00:00 +0100 1454237 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1450189&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Ficult.html The weather's been gray and dreary over the past couple of days. I felt pretty good this morning so decided to take the bus into Boston to drop by the Living Center, since I haven't been there for almost 2 months for the discussion group and lunch. The other reason I went into town was to see the new Apple Computer store that opened on Boylston Street near the Prudential Center. From what the local news said, this was a major flagship store.I tucked a folding umbrella in my shoulder bag just in case of rain. I just felt peaceful and centered this morning and didn't want to spend another day totally indoors. When I got into town stopped at Au Bon Pain for an iced coffee, one of the only people sitting out on the patio, "thank you got this day God, I feel good and centered for a change" It w... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1450189 Sat, 17 May 2008 22:22:00 +0100 1450189 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1439419&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fgiant-apple-descends-on-boston.html I'm tired...so very very tired. No energy at all and at times I feel sick from head to toe. I have heard that there is yet another mystery virus going around that's affecting a lot of people this way, plus the pollen counts are reading off scale.I'm tired of the grand crimes against humanity that are running rampant among the ruling elite as they prepare the masses for a one world, one size fits all total police state that will make Orwell's 1984 seem like a church picnic.There is no good news either in the corporate media or the independent outlets, so I am trying to back off from consuming too much news, just trying to decompress. So for now, something less serious in today's Nightmare Hall.This entry I hope will be a bit more light and airy. Today's title refers to the Apple Computer fl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1439419 Tue, 13 May 2008 18:19:00 +0100 1439419 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1428897&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fsaucer-full-of-secrets.html I don't know why the sheeple have this idea that there are no conspiracies, and that people who believe there are any are kooks.According to Webster's dictionary a conspiracy is a group of conspirators who plan a criminal act, or other form of wrong doing in secret.I was not very popular as a kid, the always bright polite little nerd. This assured my social death in school, growing up in a mostly blue collar mill town. There were three kinds of kids in out school, the more upscale popular crowd destined for the best colleges and social circles, the blue collar probably future labor class and the geeks. Neither the future elite nor the tough kids had any love for the kids who had all the right answers in class, were thinkers, members of the science, model plane and rocketry and ham radio cl... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1428897 Thu, 08 May 2008 14:03:00 +0100 1428897 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1422985&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fjust-buncha-links.html I did take the bus into Harvard Square yesterday. The weather was cold, rainy adn raw so May Fair was postponed, but I did drop by the Cafe for a couple of hours, although I felt like crap, back and legs were killing me plus this droning fatigue. I hope most of it was due to the weather, but I have a lot on my mind.Whoever said that Apple's Macs are so easy even a chimp can use them never spent most of their lives on Windoze machines. So far I find the Mac very unforgiving, many sytem hagups that can only be cleared by forcing a cold reboot by holding the power button until the PC shuts down (not a clean way to escape something). But the video quality is excellent and works well with my TVI'm very tired today, not sure why but could barely get out of bed and I was in becd before 9PM last n... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1422985 Mon, 05 May 2008 21:58:00 +0100 1422985 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1413378&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F05%2Fecclesiastes-39.html As the book of Ecclesiastes says...9 What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun. 10 Is there anything of which one can say, "Look! This is something new"? It was here already, long ago; it was here before our time. Windows came out with a revolutionary new graphic user interface, but Apple had it years before Micro$oft claimed it.The same old movie themes and music are rehashed and re released as a new production. It's the same old stuff wrapped in a different package. Bell bottom jeans come and go, as do Hoola Hoops and every other trend; nothing is really new.For millennia, despots and socio-psychopathic leaders in every corner of the globe have plotted and planned a "New World Dis-Order", a one size fits all police, religious a... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1413378 Thu, 01 May 2008 17:56:00 +0100 1413378 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1396102&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fbite-from-apple.html I have two desktop tower PC's, one a 2+ year old Gateway Media Center PC and the older a 3.1 GHZ P4 Power Spec box I got at Micro Center. The only thing I have been using the older machine for is as a TV server for watching full length documentaries and longer films online. I also hung onto it in case my main PC decides to go belly up.I had been hemming and hawing about selling the trusty old Power Spec and although it has had multiple upgrades and is in excellent condition used computer stores offered me $25...yeah, and they'd turn around reselling it for $500-700.An old friend of mine is/was a very gifted software engineer who has been out of work in the field for years due to IT people over 40-50 who are looking for jobs are kicked to the curb, plus many, if not most IT jobs have been o... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1396102 Thu, 24 Apr 2008 13:20:00 +0100 1396102 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1385358&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fultimate-police-state.html I've always been a hornet's nest of ideas, most of them a bit off the wall. When the company I worked at for 25 years began to fall on hard times due to global competition, the suits held cost cutting and revenue generating brainstorming sessions. My manager and I held similar views in many areas, so I raised my hand and was called on for my suggestion."Thank you for calling on me, since we are losing revenue in both the software and hardware areas we can generate revenues by installing pay toilets in all company rest rooms, also charging for toilet paper by the sheet. To insure continued profits, have an agreement in place with all cafeteria staff to only serve high fiber foods. But that's not all, install parking meters in every employee parking space."A roar of laughter was heard around... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1385358 Sat, 19 Apr 2008 18:35:00 +0100 1385358 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1383689&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Ftestosterone-challenged.html I'll begin by reminiscing back to my Navy days. Beside getting our heads shaved and other assorted indignities on entering boot camp, all recruits all recruits were measured, quantified, qualified, examined, indoctrinated, trained and on and on, to erase all memory of what it was to be a civilian (or sand crabs as we sailors referred to them).While you're in the military you hear all sorts of rumors, which are called "scuttlebutt" in Navy jargon. In basic training we were told to get ready to get a square needle in the left nut, which would hurt like hell. We did get poked and prodded, stuck with too many needles to count, but I do not remember someone poking me in the balls with a square needle.It was those too many needles that I still wonder about at times. During boot, we were all line... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1383689 Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:53:00 +0100 1383689 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1379287&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fmalld-v-20.html As I've said before, my doctor strongly suggested I get out and walk a bit every day to slow the muscle wasting in my legs, which is like shoveling sand against the tide since some of the motor nerves have died off.It was another beautiful day today, with no chemtrails clouding up the sky. Since I now have my "old folks" discount T pass, where I used to take my car out and drive around locally, I'm trying to take the bus more and more, which saves gas, plus wear and tear on the car and my nerves. I decided to take a bus I've never ridden that stops at the other end of my street that takes you to Lechmere Square in East Cambridge. I'm an observer, it's been second nature my entire life to observe and analyze things, which has "I suppose" prevented me from getting mugged on a few occasions. ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1379287 Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:37:00 +0100 1379287 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1376601&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fman-purse-20.html I felt like crap yesterday, legs and back were killing me so laid low. Today I woke up feeling OK and since the weather is perfect decided to hop the bus into Harvard Square. Another thing that made me want to get out of the house for a few hours was the contractors who are adding a back porch to my landlord's house. Of course the back wall in the Nightmare Hall computer room is the wall they're knocking out to extend the house. Hmmmm, I wonder how much my rent will go up after living here for 11 years with never a rent increase.I charged up the Zen while going through my morning news site run, figuring adding a musical soundtrack to my wanderings would be a pleasant change.I know I've mentioned man purses before but while riding the bus and wandering around, the majority of males were car... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1376601 Wed, 16 Apr 2008 18:03:00 +0100 1376601 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1363649&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Ft-chipped.html A couple of months ago while at a doctor appointment I learned that I fully qualify for a Senior/Disabled T Pass. Since I have been using my car less for local trips (not that I venture very far from home to begin with), I have been riding the Bus and subway system for trips into Boston and surrounding towns. I was getting by on 7-7 gallons of gas every week to 10 days and now my time between fill ups has increased, not that I drive a gas guzzling land yacht; I have a Toyota Corolla.A few weeks ago I sent the completed application for the discount pass to the MBTA and about 10 days later I received the approval letter instructing me get my mug shot taken and pick up my pass at Back Bay station within 90 days. I took the T in Tuesday, posed for the pic and got my card, a good deal for someo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1363649 Thu, 10 Apr 2008 18:49:00 +0100 1363649 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1352865&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fnight-at-movies.html Yet another mostly link post, majority are clips and documentary films, also the full length John Carpenter's "They Live", which is a great sci-fi metaphor, very timely. I have a lot to say but just wanted to throw these links up tonight, now it's time to fire up the spare PC in the living room and watch a couple of full length films online, via my flat screen TV.....enjoy!A Yuppie Heads 'Back to the Land'All Jacked UpBBC NEWS Science-Nature First movie of 'tsunami' on SunBeatitudes Wikipedia, the free encyclopediaBITTER PILL Billionaire environmentalist says world has too many peopleThe consummate whistleblower on the dumbing down of American educationFLUORIDE, THE SILENT KILLERIt's Not the DreamDumbing Us DownEscape from OrwelliaNation ProgramFKN Newz HUMAN GENOCIDE TO SLOW SAY BUGSFKN N... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1352865 Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:53:00 +0100 1352865 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1349423&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F04%2Fspy-pond-day-dreaming.html It was brisk out but clear today so I decided to get out of my hovel for a couple of hours. There's a lake not to far from my apartment named Spy Pond, a rather fitting name as it sits behind Arlington Center and from Mass Ave you'd never guess there was a lake hiding back there.I had some stale bread, and rather than throw is out, brought it along to feed to the ducks. Ahhh, a nice day and no chem trails in the sky today. I've noticed that on some clear days, the sky is crisscrossed with planes that are spraying something up there, and after they're done the once clear sky becomes overcast.I sat on a park bench in the park watching the cyclists and joggers on the bike trail and just spent an hour or two relaxing and day dreaming. Someone jokingly asked me is there were any UFO's or gummin... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1349423 Thu, 03 Apr 2008 20:32:00 +0100 1349423 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1337840&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Ftinfoil-helmet.html The micro Linux laptop I got so cheap was a model that is not expandable, plus BIOS could not be updated, so I returned it for a refund. BJ's and Costco are very good about returns and I have never had to return anything so far, but there's always a first time. I'll just have to suffer with my 3 year old, 9 pound Gateway laptop. actually the Gateway is a very nice machine, 3.1 GHZ P4, excellent video quality, wide screen and equipped with a GIG of RAM' it's just a boat anchor to lug around.I took the bus into Harvard Square yesterday. It was clear and sunny but on the cold side...hell it's been colder than normal since last October here. I trekked into the square since the Conspiracy Cafe was open and I always enjoy hanging out there, exchanging ideas, meeting new people and browsing the "... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1337840 Mon, 31 Mar 2008 18:19:00 +0100 1337840 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1336237&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Ffear-factor.html When I was in the military we had to study warfare of every sort, including the type that doesn't require guns or high explosives, psychological warfare. Fear is one of the most effective psyop weapons. Keep the sheep in a constant state of fear and they'll do anything. Serving in the military, especially a theater of war is a great source of fear, but in basic training we were taught to "know no fear", only pussies are afraid. Serving in a combat area (for me was Vietnam) provides a constant rush of adrenalin. I always wondered why the brass called wars theaters. We never got any popcorn, candy or soft drinks and there were no cartoons or coming attractions.Now playing in screening room 1, "Afghanistan", on the big screen in screening room 2, "Iraq", Coming to a theater near you soon , "I... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1336237 Sat, 29 Mar 2008 13:29:00 +0100 1336237 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1331278&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Fget-out-popcorn.html This is another link posting, mostly to documentary films and clips. I do love those Brits with their irreverent sense of humor. I mostly watch BBC documentaries online and included are a bunch of links. There's an interesting 5 part series on the need for speed, a few films about propaganda, etc, etc and the movie "Atomic Cafe" a documentary about cold war nuke insanity "Duck and Cover", plus some 40-50's propaganda films on the proper woman's role, sex madness and sexual hygiene.The Asus Micro Linux laptop is proving to be fun, and it reads all of the MPEG's, WMV's and MP3's I have on a removable drive, plus fits nicely in my man purse. It's Wi-Fi ready and hae already given it a test run at a local neighborhood coffee house. It's much easier to carry than my shoulder dislocating Gateway... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1331278 Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:28:00 +0100 1331278 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1323087&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Fhippity-hoppity.html I spent Easter with my friend Rob out in Auburn, a town adjoining Worcester. Rob's one of two the two only friends I'm still in regular contact with and like me he really doesn't have a family. He invited another old friend of his and we had a nice traditional Easter ham dinner.I drove out Saturday, a fairly simple 45 minute ride West on the Mass Pike. The Worcester area is like so many other "once great" New England industrial cities which have declined in to little more than third world countries now, although Worcester is home to two well known colleges, Brown University and Worcester Polytechnic Institute.Parts of Western Massachusetts reminds me of some redneck areas I traveled through in the Midwest and South while I was in the Navy. Towns like Auburn, Oxford, Webster, Millbury, etc ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1323087 Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:54:00 +0100 1323087 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1316563&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Fanother-hallmark-holiday.html Still not much to say here but another basket full of links to list. There are even groups of Christians who do not celebrate Easter, just another Hallmark holiday for companies to make billions more from, plus Easter was adapted by the early church from pagan rites, probably in an attempt to make the new Christian holiday attractive to pagans. Christmas is much of the same, but this struggling Christian cannot badmouth the Highest of $$$ Holy Dayz $$$ where the retail industry banks on making it's biggest killing for the entire year. Remember Christmas is coming in only 9 months so get your chopping done early. and remember everyone on your list wants a new Lexus SUV, 70" plasma TV, i-Phone, new PC, surround sound stereo, McMansion, etc, etc. Keep the economy afloat, spend spend spend, an... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1316563 Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:03:00 +0100 1316563 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1301776&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Fweekly-link-fix.html I was browsing some of the numerous stories that I've gotten via email over the years. I tend to only save messages that have some sort of message or moral. I got the following from a mailing list a few years back...quite touching with a definite messageA story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." " There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1301776 Thu, 13 Mar 2008 22:14:00 +0100 1301776 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1286119&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F03%2Fjust-another-link-dump.html Even though I've been off Chantix now for 2.5 months the side effects never went away, including not having the energy or motivation to do anything, including writing, have total writer's block. So here's another batch of article and video links...until (or if ever) I regain my old self.2051 A Comprehensive History Of 911Almost 50,000 Concentration Camps For EU DissidentsAlterNet Blogs Video Where in the World Is Osama bin LadenAmerica Loves Peace Odd, Since We're Always at WarThe Cholesterol Con Where Were the DoctorsNew Yorkers Get Priced Out of Grocery StoresGoing to Jail for Being a Democrat How Alabama Gov. Don Siegelman Got RovedSexual Adventures in a Pro-Abstinence EraThe Bush Administration's War On SciencePsychosis Runs RampantChemo A FRAUD More Evidence It's WORTHLESSCommunist Ta... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1286119 Fri, 07 Mar 2008 20:28:00 +0100 1286119 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1261561&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F02%2Fgathering-storm.html I still don't have much to say, mostly due to a combination of stress and deep depression, amplified by trying Chantix (the quit smoking aid). I dropped the Chantix almost 3 months ago, but the severe negative emotional side effects have not abated in the least. Maybe it really is a CIA mind or population control drug, as one woman I spoke with who also had a disastrous encounter with Chantix claimed....but I'm still cigarette free after close to 4 months.I can't believe the number of people I have talked with who still think everything is just dandy, cannot see any major political, financial, etc shit storm arriving soon. These are also the same sort of sheep who truly believe that our political and business leaders would never lie, "hey this is America Goddammit! We're number 1 and God's... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1261561 Wed, 27 Feb 2008 18:15:00 +0100 1261561 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1247785&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F02%2Fnothing-to-say-just-links-1.html A 9-11 Every Day For Ten and a Half YearsA Commonwealth Movement to Replace Capitalism and PlutocracyCandidates Plunder the Pews in Their Altar Call for VotesHybrid Escalade You Gotta Be KiddingWhat's Wrong with Staying SingleAmerican Child-Man In The Promised LandAn Answer To What's Wrong With AmericaBarack Obama Meet the AntichristDr. Douglass' Health NewsletterFascist Coup Of US, Europe - Stop Rohatyn TreasonHand-wringing About American Culture - Are Americans Hostile to KnowledgeHuman Katrina As Illegals Flood The USIllegal Immigration, Border Control, and Your HealthIllinois Shooter was Treated with Psych Meds Prior to Shooting RampageImportant QuotesOnce Upon a Time No One Is Safe The Ruling Class UnleashedOnce Upon a Time The Honor of Being Human Why Do You iSupport-iOnce Upon a T... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1247785 Thu, 21 Feb 2008 20:10:00 +0100 1247785 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1235946&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F02%2Fspiders-on-drugs.html I went into Harvard Square yesterday and while I was waiting for the bus, kept gazing up at the sky....'my my the chemtrails are particularly evident today, like the lattice crust on top of a cherry pie'Most sheeple do not want to believe that chemtrails are anything more than jet exhaust, but there is one (of many) important differences, jet exhaust usually dissipates quickly, but chemtrials stay up there and keep spreading, until there is a hazy cloud cover. My My what could they be spraying up there? It is classified, that I do know, which gets my curiousity itching.Could it be weather control? mind control? population control? None of the sheep seem to care or notice....but then most of the sheep wouldn't notice a 1000' wide UFO landing directly in front of them, 'we are all soooo busy... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1235946 Fri, 15 Feb 2008 23:38:00 +0100 1235946 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1199768&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F02%2Fwrite-locked.html I saw my doctor last week for a normal followup and to discuss the severe psychological side effects I was, and am still having from Chantix. I was surprised by his lack of concern as I mentioned the beyond bizarre stuff that has haunted me over the past 3 months...total brain lock!I could have just as well blurted out, "I have a gun and I'm gonna blow my brains out right here, OK!" (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1199768 Mon, 04 Feb 2008 16:34:00 +0100 1199768 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1184614&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fviews-from-t.html I've been using mass transit more and more, since the furthest I usually go is into Boston for appointments and meetings and around Cambridge/Somerville/Arlington and Medford, which are all reachable by bus and/or subway. Even though my Corolla gets stellar gas mileage, I find using the T to get around takes more time (waiting/transferring) but is stressful than dealing with Eastern Mass psychotic cell phone zombies who dominate the roads, plus traffic snarls, "trying" to find a place to park, and in worst case, costing $20-30 just to park the car for a couple of hours. So shelling out a few bucks round trip on the T is more of a bargain on a number of levels, plus you get to notice much more when peering through the bus windows...like 75% of all drivers being on cell phones, well over hal... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1184614 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 23:17:00 +0100 1184614 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1177601&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Ffree-eye-candy.html I'll try to squelch my dire feelings about the fate and future of the USA and world. I overheard a few conversations (mostly yuppies on cell phones) while I have been out and about where they were touting the virtues and excellence of the Chainsaw/Boosh leadership of this cuntry. Yes Virginia about 40% of the sheeple approve of the current resident's performance; they're probably made of Christian far right wing nuts, million/billionaires and the heart of Murca, blue collar rednecks...in a deep southern drawl ya'll.Damn I swore I was not going to talk about the dire straights we're in. Shhhhh don't wake the zoned out masses, so long as they have their sports, reality teevee, beer, monster truck rallies, NASCAR, SUV's, McMansions, 70" plasma screens with 7:1 surround sound, cell phones and ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1177601 Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:05:00 +0100 1177601 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1169522&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fisland-of-lost-souls.html I'll have to find the zip code for the Island of Lost Souls after the Rapture, since I'm pretty certain I'll be one of the left behinds.I was going to write a series of entries, actually was thinking about creating a separate blog dedicated to those of us who call ourselves Christian but are not extreme enough to be considered saved....those who welcome gays and other riff-raff that gentile society spits on.I can count myself among the worst of the sinners, although I have never committed any crime and spent my life, towing the line as a dues and tax paying citizen. According to the barking Bible pounders, homos and liberals are the worst vermin that God hates.I want to believe that God is a God if incredible love, understanding, and forgiveness, but I confess I'm beginning to believe that... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1169522 Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:34:00 +0100 1169522 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1160928&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fmusical-prophets.html Everybody Knows - Leonard CohenEverybody knows that the dice are loaded Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed Everybody knows that the war is over Everybody knows the good guys lost Everybody knows the fight was fixed The poor stay poor, the rich get rich That's how it goes Everybody knows Everybody knows that the boat is leaking Everybody knows that the captain lied Everybody got this broken feeling Like their father or their dog just died Everybody talking to their pockets Everybody wants a box of chocolates And a long stem rose Everybody knows Everybody knows that you love me baby Everybody knows that you really do Everybody knows that you've been faithful Ah give or take a night or two Everybody knows you've been discreet But there were so many people you just had to meet Without ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1160928 Fri, 18 Jan 2008 20:08:00 +0100 1160928 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1153931&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fwords-sold-separately.html So Out There - New World OrderIt's a bright snappy techno number with a buried message. Maybe Empty V (MTV) or VH1 will show it 24x7 over and over.....on the other tand pigs would fly before "owned" networks would ever air such subversive thought provoking nonsense. Hmmm, if I were still DJ'ing and worked in a bar with video lounge this would definately get a lot of play.I know I've included a link to Crazy Redux before, but this is a very clverly done video, plus I like the unadulterated Gnarls Barkley tune anyway. Another one for the big screen at the video bar.A bunch of links to articles and clips to numb your senses on a cold snowy night...well at least it's very cold and very snowy here.Seven Steps to a Homeland Security CampusBush Vader Full LengthBush's Plan to Loot Social Security... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1153931 Tue, 15 Jan 2008 23:02:00 +0100 1153931 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1146106&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Flast-breath-before-winter-returns.html This wonderful January thaw will end this weekend, after the last downpour of rain has passed ushered in by a cold front. We will get 2-3" of rain from this storm. It has poured all day, with some thunder and lightning thrown in to scare the superstitious "Your God is angry, booga booga booga!"As much as thumpers tell me the opposite, I still consider myself Christian and claim Jesus as my personal saviour....that should piss a lot of people off, both Christian and non.....of course I wonder at times if Jesus claims me as one of his own; sins, warts, defects, viral infections and all.....but I try as imperfectly as I might to live and follow in the way he taught. Some may notice lately a lot of links to articles and videos that have a more religious leaning. I do not 100% buy into a lot of... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1146106 Fri, 11 Jan 2008 20:28:00 +0100 1146106 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1136737&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fbreathing-space.html Today was a welcome change from the bitter cold, raw and gray weather we've had since the beginning of November. A few days ago the temperatures were running 5-15 degrees below zero with wind chill, today the Boston are broke another record, close to 65 degrees, part of a rare January thaw that will be over by the end of the week.I haven't gotten out much at all, due to depression and the nasty weather, but today caught a bus into Harvard Square just to be outdoors. As I expected, many people were wearing shorts, taking advantage of the one to two days of unnatural Spring weather we're having. The sidewalk patio area at Au Bon Pain was filled with people, me included, having my morning iced coffee and scone.I have not been getting any exercise and doctors told me despite the pain and weakn... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1136737 Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:13:00 +0100 1136737 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1131647&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fpresidential-options.html None of the candidates look very attractive (to me anyway) except Ron Paul but the media, big business and the club are working overtime at suppressing any exposure to him. I had 5 different people tell me they are bugging out of the country if the Huckster gets in which I will almost bet he will. Huckabee supports concentration camps for people with HIV among many other things, so I am told. If the far right religious wing nuts back Huckabee that is who will most definitely be selected. They are such good judges of solid moral character, after all they backed Reagan/Bush Sr and Bush Junior.I suppose most americans, the upper class and the lower/blue collar class will say, "good riddance" to those with HIV.....the question is who gets selected next for covert removal and extermination in c... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1131647 Sat, 05 Jan 2008 20:55:00 +0100 1131647 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1124122&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2008%2F01%2Fyear-closer-to-abyss.html We're having yet another storm here in Taxachusetts today. The sekrit gummint must be running more tests on their HAARP weather warfare hardware.I did the annual new years thing this morning, baked two big fat Tourtiere's, a traditional Christmas/New Years French Canadian meat pie....the majority of my genetic heritage coming from Canuck roots.For some reason a Bob Dylan song has been playing in my head and is playing on the stereo this morning, a perfectly fitting musical selection for the times we live in now. And if my thought-dreams could be seen They'd probably put my head in a guillotine But it's alright, Ma, it's life, and life only. full lyrics to It's All right Ma are in the link. Sort of in line with Bill Hicks's "it's only a ride."If....and that is a BIG IF....the amerikan sheep... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1124122 Tue, 01 Jan 2008 17:27:00 +0100 1124122 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1121663&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Fmore-snowfollowed-by-plagues.html 2007 is just about shot in the ass, and what an abysmal year it was....except for you millionaires who probably made tons of money, which is all you soulless business and stock market zombies care about.2008 looks like it'll pick up where 2007 left off with a new enhanced thought crime bill, S.1959, looking like it will be passed unchallenged.On the lighter side, I was labeled as a misanthrope for my general dislike and distrust of humanity in general, especially those of the mindless sheep variety. More and more I view the movie Idiocracy as a documentary film rather than a comedy.The sun has rarely shown itself here in Taxachusetts....hell since the beginning of November, talk about a cold, dark, dismal and stormy late Fall/Winter, with 2-5 storms sweeping through here per week, and lowe... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1121663 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 23:32:00 +0100 1121663 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1113273&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Fsnow-job.html Nothing much to say, nowhere to go, depression so deep the Grand Canyon seems like a pothole by comparison. Four major snow storms in less than 2 weeks, and that's before Winter even began.If the sheep could only see themselves through my eyes, they'd run their Lexus, BMW, Benz, Porsche, Infiniti SUV's full of their spawn and the fruits of their shopping conquests off a steep cliff...."blessed are the rich, powerful and influential, for they shall buy the Earth and sell it to the highest bidder."....so sayeth da lawd.For those of you who have friends, family and get caught up in the entire holiday hysteria...have a happy, merry or whatever it is you people so this time of year.I'll end today's post on a more benign note! I've been cigarette/nicotine free for going on 7 weeks, no thanks to ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1113273 Sat, 22 Dec 2007 13:33:00 +0100 1113273 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1100026&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Fevocative-emotive.html Here is a link to the orchestral version. One of the most truly amazing musical piecesAdagio for Strings Samuel Barber (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare) Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1100026 Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:54:00 +0100 1100026 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1096077&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Ficeman-cometh.html So much for an earlier premature long range forecast of a warmer than normal Winter. We got over a foot of snow yesterday and another 5-10-20-30" due late tomorrow night. Winter in New England, with it's perpetual grayness, never-ending storms and Nor'easters never fail for deepen my already deep depression even more. Yuppies and the rich usually get psyched over blizzards, now they can show off that condo they bought up in ski country.Blame it in mother Earth getting back at mankind, blame it in the neocons rethuglicans and their corporate pimps, blame it on global warming or the coming ice age, blame it on an angry and vengeful warrior Jehovah god......but a major storm can totally disrupt modern life.Actually I am losing what little...or is that non existent to begin with...faith in a l... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1096077 Fri, 14 Dec 2007 23:34:00 +0100 1096077 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1087508&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Fjust-some-links.html Although I have nothing really to say (have gone way beyond burnout), wanted to include this batch of links to articles and clips. There are also links to segments to just about the entire movie, Idiocracy....too funny but in some ways prophetic. The first link in today's list is what I found to be a very interesting article on class warfare, Goblins vs Christ men, eight segments to Idiocracy immediately follow the article.Of course there are the ongoing links to "fight the future" clips and writings, dealing with globalism, etc.Enjoy....or whateverGoblins Vs Christ Men The Coming Class WarfareYouTube Idiocracy 1YouTube Idiocracy 2YouTube Idiocracy 3YouTube Idiocracy 4YouTube Idiocracy 5YouTube Idiocracy 6YouTube Idiocracy 7YouTube Idiocracy 8Since Gulf War 1 73,846 US Dead, 1,620,906 Disa... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1087508 Tue, 11 Dec 2007 22:59:00 +0100 1087508 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1064138&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F12%2Fworld-aids-day.html As bitter cold as it was today I went into Boston this morning to attend the weekly discussion group, followed by lunch at the Living Center and stayed for the World AIDS Day memorial service. I have very little to say, today was a time to think and remember people I have known and been influenced by who have passed on due to AIDS.I've heard a number of people say "AIDS is the solution, don't mess with a good thing" These are probably the same people who believe Bush is a righteous, holy man led by his god, etc, etc. The blind sheep......I'll pray for them as well as what's left of America.I'm tired and think I'll curl up with a good book after dinner on a bitter cold night...getting our first major Winter storm here tomorrow night......sigh! Here's another longish list of videos and artic... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1064138 Sat, 01 Dec 2007 22:02:00 +0100 1064138 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1059918&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Fanthem-of-day.html A song that's been playing over and over in my head, a bright snappy Santana type number with a Latin beat.....yes Virginia, there is are bogey men. I seen and felt them up close. They tend to congregate in places of power and influence.More later, still batch processing a lot of serious end of year issues on this end, plus the Chantix has definitely affected my body and mind....plus swearing off cigarettes and trying to stick to it are making me rather grumpy and edgy.Back with regular Nightmare Hall rants and grumblings when I feel more centeredSing along.......SANTANA LYRICS"Put Your Lights On"(feat. Everlast)Hey now, all you sinners Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you lovers Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you killers Put your lights on, put your... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1059918 Fri, 30 Nov 2007 00:05:00 +0100 1059918 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1051128&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Fchantix-dreamscape.html I'm in week 3 of quitting smoking using Chantix as a crutch, well at least my doctor highly recommended Chantix, but docs today are not much more than local street pushers for the global pharmaceutical drug cartel and slaves of the health insurance industry.I'm still doing quite well at the ramp up lower dose, so cannot see going to highest dose and increasing my changes of serious side effects. So far yup, having a lot of trouble sleeping and staying asleep, blood pressure is elevated, constipation, frequent peeing and trouble peeing, have much more gas than usual, and the strange dreams have been running in double and triple features every night. A brief summary of ones I still remember.Was lost in a cartoon village that looked like scenery from Riven, and was attacked by LeprechaunsHad ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1051128 Mon, 26 Nov 2007 22:53:00 +0100 1051128 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1041251&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Fhave-peaceful-safe-holiday.html This entry is just another link dump for artcles and video clips/documentaries. When I am in a lot of pain, I tend to be quiet, have little to say.I've included a bunch of articles about television and it's affect on people. I woke up to the fact that TV is mostly poison to the soul about 20 years ago, which is one reason my TV is seldom used as a TV, more as a big computer monitor and to watch documentaries, the small handful of TV shows I have enjoyed (on DVD) and movies.Yeah 18 months ago I bought a 32" Olevia LCD TV/monitor, got it on sale fairly cheap. Of course sales drones tell me that it's already obsolete since it's only 1080i and what's required today is 1080p, plus 32" is considered tiny by many standards....utter BS and nonsense. Another interesting development beside the zilli... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1041251 Wed, 21 Nov 2007 14:09:00 +0100 1041251 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1036809&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Ftis-season-1.html I've been pretty much incapacitated for the past few weeks due to worsening back problems and weakness in my legs, plus the quest to quit smoking has added a bunch ot stress to the mix. Today marks the beginning of week 2 on Chantix, the new CIA mind control to aid in smoking cessation. I've also been ciggie free for a whole day, following the directions to smoke the first week then try quitting. The urge is still there but seems distant and far away. I am going with half the recommended dose to see if that will suffice, so far it has. I don't trust the drug companies as far as I can throw them, plus I have seen much more negative press surrounding Chantix than rave reviews. One little item that doctors and the drug company do not mention are the possible severe withdrawal symptoms when yo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1036809 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 21:07:00 +0100 1036809 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1032859&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Fwhere-will-i-be-tomorrow.html I've been thinking about the above title a lot, as well as where will the majority of us be tomorrow. I thought growing up in during the Cold War was uncertain, the current world situation makes the 50's seem like a walk in the park, although most of us were content in our ignorance, totally unaware of gummint corruption and the new world dis-order's manipulation of future history.I truly believe that the push for 1 world gummint and total control is now in warp drive, and what's also crazy is how the far right religious wing nuts are praising God that Armageddon's almost here, "Hallelujah, praise the Lord and pass the DU ammunition." I've been reading non mainstream news, books on the subject and watching documentaries that you won't see aired on the major networks for many years now, and... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1032859 Fri, 16 Nov 2007 20:02:00 +0100 1032859 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=1027025&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F11%2Fquitters-inc.html For anyone who's ever read Stephen King's story "Quitter's Inc" or seen the film adaptation on the King collection of short stories "Cat's Eye" of Quitters, quitting smoking is almost as difficult as getting the Bush Cartel impeached or pulling out of the Iraqmire junior's mob got the country into, and is reported to be harder than heroin to beat. Well since i never got into drugs and don't drink, it's my last remaining vice besides coffee. Caffeine and nicotine go together like bacon and eggs, so I've been trying to change old habits.About 2 months ago I had a cold that came and went passing through my head and chest in a few days. After the cold passed I never regained my voice and had tightness in the chest. This freaked me out, so went from puffing away at 2-3 packs a day to 1/-3/4 pac... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=1027025 Wed, 14 Nov 2007 19:25:00 +0100 1027025 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=994870&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Fall-spooks-day.html "Trick or treat!" "My my aren't you the scariest trick or treaters. Abdul come to the door and see this, these two boys are dressed as slave and master. I have some nice apples, sesame seed candy and baklava for you boys.""I only take Junior to neighborhoods that give out barrels of oil or gold bullion will do, we don't do candy, it rots junior's teeth. Got any oil?""Gee Unka Dick they're just giving out candy and apples. What cheap bastards.""Don't you worry junior, after we cover the neighborhood, we'll have the CIA egg their house good, maybe set fire to their cat and leave a burning bag of dog shit on their front steps, ring the bell, then run like hell.""After we finish this neighborhood can we go trick or treating in Iran. I bet they give out lots of oil instead of candy, can we Unka... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=994870 Wed, 31 Oct 2007 19:26:00 +0100 994870 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=979092&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Fspooks.html Halloween is fast approaching, but this posting isn't about ghosties and ghoulies and things that go bump in the night. I also never use the word spook in a racially negative context as it was used before civil rights. When I use the word spook, it's used in what I thought was common knowledge, referring to spies and covert operatives, ya know the likes of the KGB, CIA, NSA, MI5, etc.My mom fostered a love of reading on me from the age of 5. By the time I was in Kindergarten I was reading at a 4th grade level. I was especially fond of science fiction, adventure and intrigue stories, spook stuff.One of early 50's TV shows that my family always watched was "I Led Three Lives", a series about a supposed triple agent. And then there was the ever popular James Bond books and movies that emerged... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=979092 Thu, 25 Oct 2007 19:46:00 +0100 979092 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=969971&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Fbutthe-red-sox-are-winning.html Today in the top of the news, The Boston Red Sox have emerged triumphant in the playoffs and will move in to the World Series. Boston is ablaze with Red Sox fever. A major pharmaceutical company has just announced a new prescription medication for the treatment of Red Sox fever.Later in the news, an asteroid the size of Texas is heading toward Earth in a collision source. Estimated impact appears to be smack in the middle of America's bread basket, on Halloween at 11AM Eastern time. Also in the news, A Richter 10 Earthquake has hit the West Coast, making California an island state. A 1000 foot high tsunami has just wiped out Japan and is heading toward Hong Kong. Alien spacecraft have totally vaporized Washington DC and New York City. The president will address the nation after the first W... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=969971 Mon, 22 Oct 2007 19:07:00 +0100 969971 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=962457&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Fsigns-of-times.html I was weeding out clothing to donate to charity in my bedroom closet today, pulling out a large metal box from the far corner that I had almost forgotten was there. The box and it's contents have moved from place to place with me for well over 30 years. accumulating bits and pieces of my life. In It were my Navy records, dog tags, discharge papers, draft card, inactive US Navy reserve ID card that I got upon discharge, a chrome plated police whistle, chrome plated Zippo lighter with U.S.N. engraved in it, military campaign ribbons, letters of commendation to my parents from my commanding officer, honorary discharge certificate, high school, grades, college grades and degree, college picture ID cards, the letter my ex wife taped to the refrigerator the night she left 28 years ago, a letter ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=962457 Fri, 19 Oct 2007 00:51:00 +0100 962457 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=958800&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Ftremors-and-aftershocks.html I fess up, there's a part of me that's reacting like many other Americans, Bambis caught in the headlights of an 18 wheeler that's carrying high explosives. There is also a big part of me that believes that's exactly what our keepers, the globalist and neocon elite want, a population ruled by fear and confusion, always waiting for the other shoe to drop. So many shoes have dropped during the past 6 years, a millipede must have been wearing them.I was laying awake last night in the dark as I muttered a labored prayer to God as I understand him (for me it's Jesus Christ, son of God), asking him to give me strength to face another day and to make some sense out of everything that's been going down since the new Millennium began. Unlike the neocons, I focus on the New Testament, particularly t... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=958800 Wed, 17 Oct 2007 18:08:00 +0100 958800 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=938644&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Flies-and-techno-babble.html It's interesting how many people feel more comfortable with lies than the truth, after all the truth hurts. I guess I'm strange because I always preferred hearing the truth over lies, no matter how painful the truth is. Knowing the truth has helped me grow as well as kept me from harm's way on many occasions.I never mastered the fine art if lieing, didn't feel comfortable doing it and others usually saw through my thinly disguised lies anyway. When you're honest, you don't have nearly as many friends as those who can wear masks and pile a line of bullshit high and deep, "here's a quarter, call your mother and tell her you'll never succeed as a politician."Lies and deceit seem to be the norm today, most just accept falsehood as truth, "if the TV, corporations, your preacher, the president s... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=938644 Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:52:00 +0100 938644 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=927756&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F10%2Fjust-some-links.html Enjoy the accumulated crop of links to articles and clips that I'm including. There's a 16 part documentary, "In Lies We Trust" which I've found very interesting.....more later maybe.A Coup Has Occurred by Daniel EllsbergA Culture Of ViolenceRethinking AntidepressantsWhy Does Everyone Bow Down to the Health Insurance IndustryIs Keith Olbermann the Next Edward R. MurrowThe Mega-Lie Called the War on Terror A Masterpiece of PropagandaAmerica's Police Brutality Now PandemicBilly Graham A Prince of War ExposedFKN Newz PROTESTORS DEMAND TORTURE CONTINUEGaza - Jesus Weeps Again In The Twilight ZoneLess Than Satisfying Encounters With HumanityPeople Without A PastRageh Inside IranThe Decade of DefianceOf Hamster Wheels and MenThe World's Growing Number of SmokersHow Americans Like Their Greed Sup... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=927756 Thu, 04 Oct 2007 18:37:00 +0100 927756 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=908433&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fweb-withdrawal.html Before I went out to run errands Tuesday morning, my net connection seemed to be fine. When I got home 2 hours later, the connection was dead. I did the usual stuff, checked cables, power cycled modem and router....still no dice, reset modem, power cycled again, nada!I've been with my current ISP ever since they bought out my original ISP, UltraNet. which was one of the early ISP's and I got on board when they were a start up company founded by a group of engineers from DEC, a geek's provider run by geeks. I never had any problems with UltraNet, no outages and any technical question I had was fixed in a timely manner. I've been with my current ISP ever since and again have never had any problem and the couple of tech questions I had were answered right away, like when I turned in the compa... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=908433 Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:29:00 +0100 908433 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=895752&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fmillennial-madness.html One of the ASO's (AIDS Service Organizations) that I'm a client of is having a yard sale/fund raiser this coming weekend, so I've been going through my bookcase, videos, CD's, housewares and clothes to weed out items to donate. I came across (not donating) a polo shirt my employer gave all the participants who worked on the Y2K project, that has the company logo and "I survived Y2K 2000". I was responsible for analyzing, modifying/re-writing all code on every program and procedure that dealt with any sort of date computation....literally hundreds of programs and procedures, plus hundreds more database table fields that hold dates. It was a very challenging project that we worked on for close to a year. I worked smart writing reusable called subroutines that contained all of the algorithms ... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=895752 Mon, 24 Sep 2007 22:35:00 +0100 895752 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=885290&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fart-mimicks-reality-vice-versa-1.html I had sent in my application and fee to attend a twice yearly HIV retreat and conference that is offered in Maine. I have attended 3 other times in past years but have not been able to attend over the past 4. I haven't been feeling all that well and not sure that this is a good idea, but I need to get connected and be among people. I found past retreats to a wonderful time for relaxation and exchanging ideas with other people living with the pet virus. I'm still not sure if I will actually go, my bags are packed but it all depends on how I feel tomorrow. I hope I feel well enough for the entire weekend...we will see. The retreat would give me a chance to just take tmie to decompress since the retreat is held in such a serene setting on a lake in the woods, 50 small cabins with a central lo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=885290 Wed, 19 Sep 2007 20:26:00 +0100 885290 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=875940&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fanother-mostly-link-dump.html I've been in a lot of back and leg pain during the past week or so, have not been very mobile and certainly not a happy camper. While I was out running errands stopped at Newbury Comics and once again this great repositiry of hard to find music and videoes had a copy of "What The Bleep Do We Know" the 3 disk special edition for $14.95. Since I haven't been up and about much, surfed the web and watched a lot of videos, viewed Zeitgeist again. Hmmm, I have not had the TV on for over 3 weeks now, well not as a TV anyway. I have used it to watch DVD's or longer documentaries that I find on YouTube and Google, sending the video from the PC over to the TV. Broadcast television has become nothing more than a propaganda outlet, puveyor of mindless crap that gets passed off as entertainment, but mo... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=875940 Mon, 17 Sep 2007 01:25:00 +0100 875940 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=852460&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fon-borrowed-time.html For now this will be a living document until I decide it is finished, at which point I will state that. I want this posting to be one of the best I have written to date and it is difficult to capture all of what I want to share in one sitting, so bear with me.From the time we're dragged from the womb kicking and screaming, the clock begins ticking. For some the clock never starts. Two of the big delusions we are fed are "You never have to grow old" and "You never have to die, only losers die." I'm a firm believer and semi living proof that age is a state of mind, as most people place me 10-15 years younger than I am due to body type and attitude. At some point in time we are ALL assured of one thing besides taxes, we die and meet our maker. Life, human included, seems to have a self destru... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=852460 Sat, 08 Sep 2007 21:58:00 +0100 852460 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=849779&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Ftheyre-baaaccckkk.html It was a beautiful day Sunday so took a ride into Harvard Square, but spent most of the day in bed on Labor Day due to just being out and about for a few hours totally zeroed me out.My usual first stop was the obligatory large iced coffee and scone at Au Bon Pain. People watching was extra interesting since all the college kids are back. I had not seen the immortal 70's classic film, "Network" since it was on cable decades ago and after catching some clips on YouTube wanted a copy for my library. Many video stores don't carry it, but as usual I found a special 2 disk version at Newbury Comics. We're fortunate to have such a great local chain of music, videos, tee shirts, and other chatzkah stores that I always find what I'm looking for at, at prices much lower than the BIG chain stores.The... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=849779 Fri, 07 Sep 2007 19:02:00 +0100 849779 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=836395&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F09%2Fback-to-school-post.html It's hard to believe that Summer's just about over here in Massachusetts but it is. I never even came close to spending any time by the water this year, due to not feeling that great for most of the Summer. Hell! by July 4th the retailers already begin pushing the Fall line of clothes, and before long the countdown to the Chri$tmas retail deadline will begin. Shortly after the new year begins the corporate branders will begin pushing the cruise wear and Spring fashions. One buying frenzy now blurs into the next, spend, spend, buy, buy, consume, consume, be good sheep, be patriotic and spend spend spend. It's so insane, I'm glad I dropped out of that rat race decades ago. A short stack covered in syrupABC News Are We Built to Believe in GodAerosol and Electromagnetic Weapons In The Age Of N... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=836395 Sat, 01 Sep 2007 21:03:00 +0100 836395 http://www.medworm.com/index.php?rid=818705&cid=s_35266_135_f&fid=35266&url=http%3A%2F%2Fnightmarehall.blogspot.com%2F2007%2F08%2Fmalld-sequel.html A week ago I had a wisdom tooth pulled. I've had a couple of other teeth pulled and never had any pain after, but this was an exception. All of my wisdom teeth came in fine and earlier this year the crown on one of my lower wisdom teeth cracked, plus it has a big filling in it, so the dentist highly recommended pulling it (the only teeth they don't give you an argument over pulling). The oral surgeon pumped me full of Novocaine and during the extraction the tooth broke so had to be dug out piece by piece. He did warn me that I would need pain medicine and I told him I still had the Vicodin the neurosurgeon gave me after my back surgery, which I never used. A couple of hours later the Novocaine started wearing off and it felt like I'd been hit in the mouth with a rocket propelled grenade; t... Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare blogs http://www.medworm.com/rss/comments.php?id=818705 Thu, 23 Aug 2007 17:03:00 +0100 818705