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I'm a PCEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Well not exactly....I am a human being who owns a desktop and laptop PCs. Those I'm a PC Ads get tired very quickly, where Mr/Mrs Anybody USA is led into a store with a budget, they sniff briefly at the Mac, but immediately run to a windows PC, always a laptop, as one mother and her kid said in chorus "Oooohhh this one's got B-l-u-e R-a-y" as if they had discovered the holy grail.Personally I'm not fond of laptops as a main machine, although I bought my 10 pound Gateway wide screen laptop 5 years ago when I was spending 80% of my time in Provincetown. They don't mak'em like they used to. My Gateway is built like a truck an...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - November 18, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Bzzzt! Wrong answerEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I went for a nerve conductivity test yesterday to hopefully sort out where to totally disabling pain is coming from in my right hand and arm. The first part of the tests, the doctor moves electrodes around in the areas in question and gives you a series of electric shocks, smaller increasing to jump of the table jolts. I don't know what struck me as funny but every time she shocked me I broke out laughing and had to regain my composure before the next round of shocks. I just kept thinking about a prisoner being tortured with electric shocks by his captors.After the first round of tests she moved on to inserting acupuncture...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - November 12, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Rats in the main cable trunkEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Rats have been gnawing away at the insulation in the main cable trunk and mice have built nests in the control console. Lights keep flickering on and off, there's a smell of burning insulation in the main lobby and power has been lost to the lower floors and basement.That about sums up the state of my spine and nerves. I've been in unspeakable pain for over 2 months due to an undiagnosed nerve pinch in my right arm, which feels like the worst charlie horse I've ever had multiplied times 1000. I've been bounced between specialists, one claiming it smells like MS or polio, but then reversed his decision. The other specialist...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - November 7, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Maybe TV IS toxicEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Something has happened to me over the past year or so that raises hell with my blood pressure. I first began noticing it about a year ago when I was living on a diet of Christian apocalyptic and tin foil helmet conspiracy news (those in the know, know that there is no conspiracy. The powers that be are right in the sheeple's faces, but nobody seems to notice or care).A strange thing happens when my blood pressure gets into the red zone; the tinnitus in my ears becomes like a jet roar, my vision blurs and my throat and chest get tight. I normally have run low to normal 90/60 to 130/80, but in these isolated cases it shoots ...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - October 25, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Crash and bleed outEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I have grown to dread hospitals and the medical industry in general "and it is an industry". Medical care has become a joke in this country, even in some of the best hospitals which are under staffed, over worked, unprepared and chaotic. Insurance and drug companies, plus other bean counters dictate what, when, how and who gets treated and who gets sent away. A lot of the under staffing and overworking of hospital and clinic staff comes from mandates in hospital admin (bean counters) and from HMO's and insurance companies.Over the past 10 years I have been rushed to the ER more times than I'd like to remember. In all but o...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - October 15, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Down for the countEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
There's a lot I have wanted to write about but...alas...my medical condition is sliding, especially the degenerative spinal/neural/muscle issues. I've been living with pain that only a Guantanamo tortured prisoner, spinal injury or cancer patient can appreciate. In the case of neurological conditions doctors claim there's not much they can do except sit an enjoy the show.I have not "literally" slept for over 3 weeks (maube 15-30 minutes a night total) due to intractable nerve pain, so my keel isn't to even, nor is my mental state.Strange but the thought has kept invading my mind that I won't be around next year, been sorti...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - October 10, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

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A bunch of short rant bursts but for now just some links$20 Per Gallon 1$20 Per Gallon 2Articles by neal gablerBird Flu, Swine Flu Tamiflu and Donald RumsfeldByron J. Richards Using Nutrition to Help Perceive and Combat Swine FluCan Condoms Save Us From Climate ChangeDarren Weeks For English Press OneDead Man MusingsEllen Makkai Reality TV fast becoming a blood sportEugene Narrett Culture of Terror, IIIButch Paugh When Fear ReignsOverpopulation Smells Like A Barn Out Of A FaucetWhy Do 1-3 of New Jersey Conservatives Think Obama Might Be the Anti-ChristSecondhand Smoke A First Things BlogSick and Wrong Rolling StoneSocial U...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - September 25, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Weird MassachusettsEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I spent a few days out in Worcester visiting and keeping my friend Rob company. He's still not doing well after a botched hip replacement surgery last February. It felt good to have someone to talk to seeing I'm alone 100% of the time normally. I took him out on a few errands and while we were at BJ's I picked up an interesting book which I've almost finished "Weird Massachusetts", a fun and informative collection of Massachusetts folk takes, urban legends as well as facts. This week on the news they stated that Boston is the eighth most stressful city to live in. Chicago gained the number one spot.I've lived here all my l...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - September 10, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Summer's and America's EndEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Medically I have not been doing well, which is one reason I have not been keeping up with writing in here, and I don't feel like sharing the gory details for the vicarious entertainment of the masses.I was riding the bus last week and this upscale yuppy mom and two podlings were sitting acrfoss from me. She kept looking at my leg and grimacing. So all right, my left leg is rather skinny with no calf muscle left"What's wrong with your leg?""I have a degenerative neuro-spinal condition.""You really shouldn't wear shorts, it really looks disgusting.""Well noone is forcing you to state.""Well it's hard not to....ewww"I was hal...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - September 4, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Cruel SummerEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
It's been a while since I posted, been up to my neck in alligators. This has to be one of the strangest Summers I can remember as far as weather goes. June was a total washout...literally! July 4th weekend was superb and went downhill from there. It was either cloudy or hot and stiflingly humid. You could cut the air with machete it's been so thick, broken here and there by torrential downpours. It reminds me of when I was in the Philippines during monsoon season.Breathe deeply all those healthful vapors! As I crested the hill on route 2 heading East, at the Belmont/Arlington line, in the distance the Boston skyline has a ...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - August 7, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Serenity Gate / Michael JacksonEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday t...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - July 7, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Serenity GateEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I've been away from the PC for the past 4-6 weeks, still decompressing over a lot of medical issues. Regular visitors (if there are any) will no longer see long lists of articles and videos in my posts unless something really jumps out at me. The tinfoil helmet for the most part has been hung on the hat rack in favor of a generic Boston Red Sox ball cap.June broke records for being on of the most dismal rain filled Junes in history. It's a good thing I started on a temporary low dose anti depressant, but not one of the SSRI's, which seems to have leveled me off above tree top level. I drove out to Worcester last Thursday t...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - July 7, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Frequent Flier to Hell and BackEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
All of the warning lights in my head have come one and it's time for action. This latest wave of crippling anxiety, depression and obsessive thinking has it's roots way back in my early childhood. As I look honestly back, I've had clinical depression and anxiety most of my life, mixed in with long periods of normalcy. Clinical depression and OCD also ran in my family who are all long dead.I began seeing a counselor which to some might seem a form of weakness, but I look at it the opposite way, sometimes you need a little outside help. I'm also scheduled to see a psycopharmacologist about the possibility of some "temporary"...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - June 3, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Another One Takes The BusEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
The title's a takeoff on "Another one bites the dust". Since I got my old geezer/disabled discount T pass, I've been using mass transit a lot more. Thursday and Friday were whirlwind tours to the medical clinic and AIDS Service Organization. The problems with my legs and back are worsening, and it's affected my already non existent sex life. Since even masturbation offers no relief since somewhere along the spinal cable trunk the signals are not getting through. Some of it could also be my prostate, although every time the doc does a digital exam it feels normal and my PSA has always been well within normal range (but test...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 31, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Lost in a whirlwindEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
About 35 years ago I was caught up in a deep depression and crippling free floating anxiety. After 2 years of therapy I was back in track thinking that was over and done with, but during the past few months the crippling anxiety has returned and I know some of it is from immersing myself in fundie dogma and living on a diet of that and tin foil helmet reading. This is making my life unmanageable. Unfortunately today my insurance does not cover counseling but they do cover all the psych meds I want. Well, I'm one of those people for whom psych meds worsen the condition. Every single SSRI they tried me on made me 100 times w...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 26, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

A Breath of Fresh AirEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
For all the depression and anxiety I have been schlogging through, I woke up this morning feeling pretty good. Perhaps it was in part because today was one of those few picture perfect days, clear skies, mid 80's with low humidity. We only get a handful of these perfect days during Boston Summers so I took advantage of it, caught the subway into Boston and wandered around the common and shopping district before heading to the HIV long term survivor group.It's a nice group that I will try to attend whenever I'm able, men and women who have been living with it for 15 to 25 or more years. Support groups are also good for poin...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 22, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Breathing SpaceEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I'm in a very weird space right now, backing off from many of my familiar past times. There is a big stack of conspiracy and Christian books by the door waiting to be taken to the library for donation. What's also weird is I feel the most tense and depressed when I'm in my apartment, considering I've been here for 12 years. I find myself taking a lawn chair and a book and sitting in the back yard or catching a bus into Harvard Square just to be out among people, a sea of strangers all wearing ear buds, on cell phones or their laptops, it's almost surreal.I hope when the day comes I have to move it's not far from where I am...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 21, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

DecompressionEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I've decided to pull the plug on a lot of things. Living and spending 99.99% of my time alone, I have been burning up too much time online, mostly reading tin foil helmet articles and watching videos of the same bent, along with Christian end times stuff. I reached this point almost 35 years ago, which led me to a very deep dark place, so I am trying to pay attention to the little red warning light in my head and am trying to back off.....too much of this input is making me literally sick, so I've been watching old episodes of the Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy and American Dad with some Monty Python, George Carlin and B...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 19, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Mea CulpaEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I recently made a pledge with myself to try not to post any more religious stuff since I am honestly not qualified, plus like 35 years ago I am wandering dangerously near the deep end of the pool once again. It's interesting that many mental patients according to a shrink I knew who was an ex man of the cloth, stated most of his patients came as a direct result of their dabbling in fundamentalist Christianity. If you're looking for hellfire and damnation then the bible is your book. In all my years of trying to read the bible, I never got a message of love and forgiveness, but mostly the threats of eternal damnation for th...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - May 5, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Killer B'sEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I've been trying to take a break from indulging in tin foil helmet and Christian end times stuff. The little yellow light in my mind has been flashing to back off and lighten up, so I've been indulging in watching really crappy B movies, always a pleasant escape from the realities of (1) the coming police state (2) genetically engineered flu virus unleashed by the elite to kill off a broad swath of humanity, (3) nuclear war (4) the coming Antichrist (5) financial and social collapse (6) invasion by evil lectroids from planet 10 by way of the eighth dimension (7) runaway satanic corruption of most peopel in power....asteroi...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 26, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Cattle car from hellEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I have a ton of things that have to get done during the coming month, reapplying/re certifying for medical assistance, start a low level search for possible new place to live and getting my license renewed. I went to the Mass RMV site to see which offices were still open and which one was closest to me.After 2 days of Noah's flood (it poured) it looked liked a sparkling sunny day, OK the skies were filling with chem trails when I left the house this morning to catch the "cattle car from hell" in Somerville to East Cambridge. I call it the cattle car from hell because when I lived in Somerville, it was like being in a third...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 22, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Link-O-RamaEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I'm too tired to say aything, but there's a ton of articles and video linksBullies Bearing BadgesChuck Baldwin Obama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensHomosexuals In The Rapture GraceThruFaithObama Seeks Amnesty For Illegal AliensThe Vigilant CitizenEliminate the Useless EatersFive Days on the Digital Dirt Road (Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare)
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 21, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Chatzka by any other nameEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Strange the names we give to bits of stuff we collect that fills the shelves of curio cabinets, bookcases and cocktail tables; chatzka, bric-a-brac, whatnot, nick nack, whatchumacallits, hoo-hahs.I got rid of most of the boxes of whatnots and hoo-hahs I collected in my travels, but still have a bunch if little cat nick nacks scattered around the apartment.I rode the bus into Harvard Square today. You see so much more sitting on the bus, where you can peer out the window, which is harder and more hazardous to do while driving. As bad as the economy is, more and more upscale yuppie hoo-hah shops seem to be opening up. One st...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 16, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Easter SundayEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Nothing much to say, exceptJesus Christ died on the crossJesus Christ arose from the deadJesus Christ will return again Christian Answers one of many, many Christian apologetics sitesWho is JesusHow did Jesus DieAn Easter basket full of vidoesThe Dreamslayer And The SaviorYouTube Hidden Sex Messages & The MedesYouTube Hollywood & Tell-a-visionYouTube HOMEGROWN REVOLUTION - Radical Change Taking RootYouTube ILLITERATE IN AMERICAYouTube Johnny Cash I see a darknessYouTube Johnny Cash In My LifeYouTube Johnny Cash Oh, Lonesome MeYouTube Johnny Cash OneYouTube Johnny cash Personal JesusYouTube Johnny Cash RedemptionYouTube Joh...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 12, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Graven ImagesEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I voted for Barak Obama, although to me none of the available list of candidates seemed very appealing. I hoped that since he was black and came from supposed working class roots "maybe" things would be different after 28 years of apocalyptic destruction left behind by Reagan, Bush I, Clinton and Bush II. My how time flies whether you're having a good time or not, 28 years!I'm still amazed and totally dumbfounded at how many times Bush and his cronies got a "get out of jail free card" and got to pass go and collect 2 billion dollars time and time again, considering the high crimes they committed....and barely a whimper fro...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 9, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

This'n'That 3Email this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
As days roll by I'm left more and more with a loss for words. I'll write more later but for now, here's a long list of links to articles and videos.Nancy Levant The Religion of D.C.The Great Power Of ConditioningThe Media is the MatrixWhen will it be enough, America HR 875 & S 425Arrogance Incompetence & GreedChuck Baldwin Few Christians Have Biblical WorldviewDave Daubenmire No Gospel at AllDebra Rae Signs of the Times Being Led AstrayJim R. Schwiesow A Terminus ContinuumMichael Cutler Violent Gangs From All Over the World Infest American CitiesNancy Levant The Religion of D.C.Millennium Ark Hot News EMPThe Medical MafiaT...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - April 4, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

This'n'That 2Email this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I wish I had more to say but have been feeling overwhelmed by many things. Neither of the two remaining living friends I have are doing very well medically, this layered on the state of the country and world has left me feeling rather depleted, waiting for the next shoe to drop.It's been raining for the past 2 days, but thankfully here in Massachusetts we have not had the disastrous weather yet that's been affecting other parts of the country, especially the Dakotas.I've noticed a lot of YouTube videos I have posted links to have disappeared, removed due to terms of use violation, so if anyone clicks on a video link in thi...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - March 31, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Silence of the ProphetsEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
When I was working in high tech at a Fortune 100 company there was a popular poster that many had copies of in their cubicles. Since I worked mostly in engineering and application development groups, the poster rang so very true.The 5 Stages of a Project1) Enthusiasm2) Disillusionment3) Hunt for the guilty4) Punishment of the innocent5) Praise and glory for the non participantsWhoever raised their hand to deliver the bad news bore the brunt of the team's wrath, unless they were among the upper management/executive ranks, who always skated away scott free..."shoot the messenger".What does the above have to do with prophecy?...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - March 23, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

The Ides of MarchEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Today is the Ides of March. Not much to say today among other things, battling with erratic and strasopheric episodes of high blood pressure for no apparaent reason, then if I take the BP medicine my BP and pulse drop almost to heart failure levels, from 140-200/90-110down to 50-70/30-35 adn pulse of 35-40. My blood pressure was never high, after being rushed to the hospital in January with 220/130 BP all tests came back negative so stress might be playing a major factor. I've cut my coffee consumption by 90% quit smoking (which never affected BP befpore) but in the past 4-5 months listening to music, reading, watching a v...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - March 15, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Cobwebs in the skyEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Last Summer I began noticing a large increase in the number of chem trails in the sky. What seemed strange was it would be a crystal clear day, then by the time the spraying filled the sky, it became cloudy and overcast. Even through the weather forecast was for clear and sunny, storms would materialize as if out of nowhere. We had numerous knock down, drag'em'out thunderstorms that appeared out of nowhere, dumping 2 to 5 inches of rain in an hour or two, then the sun would come back out. Sometimes we got a few bands of very powerful thunderstorms in a single day, with tornado warnings issues in parts of the state. June an...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - March 9, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Storm aftermathEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
It's probably depression, mixed in with apprehension, but I still cannot find the words to write whenever I sit at the keyboard. The ideas flow freely when I'm up and about, but as soon as I begin to write, it's like, "what's the use, why bother."Another factor is that I'm one of the fully awake who see clearly that we are heading for a bottomless abyss, and not sure if I will survive what's to come. I wish I had the unshakable faith that I have seen in some Christians, and maybe I'm just kidding myself that I am a Christian as I don't dedicate every waking hour to worship, not can I recite from memory chapter and verse fr...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - March 3, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Supermarket Checkout RagsEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
While some people curse while waiting in supermarket checkout lines I amuse myself browsing the various scandal rags in the magazine rack "Bush now suicidal and back on the sauce", "Obama Gay scandal", "Two headed baby born in Russia tells date of end of the world then dies", etc. Ya just gotta love some of the ludicrous nonsense that passes for headlines, almost as good as reading the Onion online.I always wondered if Dubya really wanted to be prez or would he have been happier just tooling around on his ranch in his pickup truck, swilling beer and burning sagebrush with an Army surplus flame thrower, but he was fingered ...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 25, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Breakfast and FellowshipEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
It's quiet here before the next storm, which thank goodness isn't supposed to amount to much in the Boston/Cambridge area. I dragged myself out of bed to attened the men's breakfast, discussion and prayer group at the church I'm attending. It's refreshing to be among Christians who are real people, no pretense, self righteousness, etc, but who show a real love for God and their fellow man.The topic today seemed dominated by the economy and how we are all feeling the negative effects. Tonight I'll just catch up on some reading and maybe watch one of the longer documentaries that I recently downloaded, then tomorrow church a...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 21, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Friday Linkfest and benedictionEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
This'll be mostly a link posting as I still have been having writer's block, too much happening all at once. I haven't been turning on the TV for anything during the past few weeks other than to use it as a big computer monitor or to watch a DVD. It's come to the point that I can't stand staring at the box even for the couple of shows I like to watch, the ads and propaganda give me a headache and raise my blood pressure 50 points after 10 minutes or less of viewing but I have been raeding a lot more both on and offline, plus watching YouTube and Goodle videos more, plus downloadinf a ton of interesting and thought provokin...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 20, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Eye candy and food for thoughtEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I haven't been doing much other than reading more, plus watching to a lot more lectures and sermons online. As I was saying to a Christian pen pal last night over the phone, "we should enjoy and be thankful for the Internet while we still have it", which for an "Amen" from her end.The only other thing Ive been up to other than implementing my personal austerity program is becoming more active in the little Evangelical church I've been attending. True Christianity has gotten a bum rap from the glaring excesses and snake oil put forth by the big televangelists. I have been fortunate to have met groups of "real" Christians, w...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 16, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Some videosEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I still have not felt much like writing, drove down to visit my friend in the hospital who just had hip surgery, ran a few errands for him and visited him in physical rehab before returning home.I am a Christian but felt the series "The Arrivals" was worth including in today's links. I assume the series creator is Muslim based on quotes from the Quran, but he makes a lot of very good points on the media, brainwashing and the New World Order satanic system.Some videos and articlesBeverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaJim R. Schwiesow A Dark Nation in Dark TimesOnly in America Could Misery Be Turned Into a Commodi...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 11, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Storms on land and in the mindEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Nothing to say today. I had planned on writing a lengthy entry but last night got a call that one of the only two remaining friends I have in the world fell and broke his hip last night and is being operated on today. He's 65 and I'm not too far behind him. it is strange that when I was in my 20's mortality was the last ting ion my mind, today I'm always aware of my mortality....life is hard, then you die.Links, videos, etcBiblical Battered Wife Syndrome Christian Women and Domestic ViolenceBitter PillCFM 11 Titor Right brainoilChuck Baldwin Christians Use Prophecy To Excuse LazinessDelusion & DenialIt's Not Going to Be OK...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 5, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

My fave YouTube Channels so farEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Once again getting ready for yet another major snow storm, the talking heads are saying this might be the biggest one yet with more to come. Screw what the gummint and corporate shills claim about global warming, when they have known and feared for decades thatwe are actually heading into a new ice age....do the research, connect the dots.Anyway nothing much to say today, BP was through the roof most of the day, feel like crap.Here's a list of YouTube channels I subscribe to and watch on a regular basis.BravePJCitizenPatriotcivilian37DeekjacksonDrLeonardHorowitzEarthlasthope2EmceeArSnendtimewatchmaneyezbbackFeelFreeToArgue...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - February 1, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

RedlinedEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I just got out of the hospital after a mandated ambulance ride to the ER when My blood pressure kept escalating until when it reached 220/112 I called my doctor's office, getting an immediate call back to call 911.When the EMT's arrived it was 200/99, which they said was still well worth a ride to the hospital. I don't drink, never used drugs, recently quit smoking, which could be part of why my BP has suddenly gone out of control. I can just be sitting there relaxing or reading, then suddenly a wave of anxiety washes over me, face felt flushed, throat and neck feel like they're being crushed and the ringing in my ears tur...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 29, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Links before the next stormEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
I'm really not feeling well at all, so here's a list of videos I was laying back watching over the past day or so.Halt Immigration For Our SurvivalHonest Bill Cosby Tells US Blacks The TruthNew World Order Conspiracy, UFOs photographsPresident Bush's Farewell Speech WHITEHOUSE.ORGSkousen No, Everything Will Not Be AlrightStargods Daily ThoughtsTen Years Into The Chemtrail-WarsThe Mind Has No FirewallWatching the Growth of Walmart Across America animationWhistleblower Levels Shocking Allegations at Bush's Spying ProgramsYou'll never think the same way again. the revelation\A Message from Elder George ELIMINATION OF THE FAMI...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 25, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Meet the new boss...Email this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
...same as the old bossI didn't watch the inauguration live yesterday. I was enroute to and from a doctor appointment via the T. There's something going on with my heart and blood pressure but an EKG yesterday was fine and BP was perfect 120/72 pulse 73, so I'm scheduled for a human dynamometer test (stress) and cardiac echo next week.I did watch some of the endless replays last night on the news after Fringe on Faux. The only 2 network shows I watch are House and Fringe. As I watched Dubya boarding helicopter one....scenes we'd like to see, federal agents grabbing him, Cheney and company leading them off in shackles for h...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 21, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

NWO Links old and newEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Some of these have been listed before, but worth listing again, plus a few articles and new videos.Beverly Eakman High-Tech Marxism Comes to AmericaSelwyn Duke The Artificial Reality of the Matrix MediaWhat Your Sex Life Will Be Like in 2009What's It Going to Take to Lock Up Drug Company ExecsSo Long Worst President Ever; 10 Reasons History Will Hang YouAlien Abductions Stopped By the Name of Jesus ChristDr. James Howenstine Nutrients Can Restore Good Health To HIV PatientsHenry Makow Politically Incorrect Advice for Young MenSecrets of the Federal Reserve Online bookUS Infrastructure Overwhelmed By Illegal AliensA Radical...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 17, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

An Arctic visitationEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
It is pretty damn cold today and tomorrow may break records for cold here in chilly Eastern Taxachusetts.I had a doctor appointment yesterday, felt pretty good for a change and decided to take the T into Boston rather than drive the 7 miles. Having a discount old folk/disabled Charlie card has been a blessing at times. I did bundle up, gloves, woollen cap, scarf, snorkel jacket and walking boots. I've noticed that since mid December traffic has been much lighter than usual, same for the number of people riding the bus and subway systems. I figured it was because of the Christmas and other holiday season, but even now in mi...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 15, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Neverending WinterEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Winter is only a few weeks old and already, even many of us New Englanders are quickly growing weary of one major snow storm after another, mixed with extreme cold.I don't have much to say today, besides all of my other medical issues I may also be having some cardiac problems. It still amazes me that I've made it to almost 62 years old, and can still wear the same size clothes I wore in high school. Although I am no longer very active, a lifetime of cycling, swimming and hiking has carried me through life with a lean physique. I do try to eat a healthy diet, difficult considering how tainted the food supply is, but there ...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - January 12, 2009 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Just a pile of links and final benedictionEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
You thought 2008 was bad! The coming years will make the past one seem like a day in paradise.....and it will go downhill from there, that is the overall plan.I have been hanging out on a Christian message board, mostly reading through and commenting on some of the NWO topics, something I have followed for almost 30 years. OK so the board is a Fundamentalist one, and a mistake I made was including a link to this blog....big mistake! Seems a few were quite annoyed at my worldliness and that it wasn't a Christian blog. If it was, I would have stated it clearly. One message I got was "you are very clever with words, so is Sat...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 30, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

We have a b-a-b-y!Email this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Oh I just had to finally post this, but what is this about yuppies making a big scene over "We have a baby! Look out, make way, baby on board coming through!" Cell phone zombie mom frantically yakking away pushing her prize possession around as if she were driving an Abrams tank through a conquered city. The yuppie offspring always seem to be screaming at the top of their lungs, from infant hood through preschool, it's non stop "WAA WAA! AAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!" When I compare them to non yuppie mothers, who's children seem to be well behaved, which makes them even cuter.It's especially nerve wracking while in the supermarket, r...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 17, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

The other shoeEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
By now the entire world has seen our beloved emperor dodging the attempt of a shoe terrorist. Much of the world laughed or applauded, perhaps there were hoots, hollers and applause from Heaven itself. When I viewed the news footage of the fateful event, Dubya still had that perennial smirk in his face as if to say, "ha ha, ya missed, loser." The shoe event will reverberate around the world and may find it's way into future history books. But in his own mind Meester Boosh has done nothing wrong. So what if we're in the verge of a second great depression, so what if were are mired down in an untenable war or questionable cau...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 17, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Behold a toy ChristianEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
"Hey what's with using the same picture" you may ask, "I've seen that JPG of Jesus weeping as he looks down on the world. Dontcha have anything new?" Well I think that picture speaks volumes, so it is worth using over again. Sorry no porno or graphics pics of carnage, you can get that while watching TeeVee or suckling from any other mass media teat.I suppose I'm a toy Christian would be like a toy soldier, not a real one, but a wind up toy....why do I say this?I must confess, although I claim Jesus Christ as my personal lord and savior, and believe that he came here in the flesh, died for us, beat death and is now reigning...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 16, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

GivingEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
Back in the Summer of 1973, I was spending a day in Boston with a friend and his wife. His wife took off shopping while he and I made our way to the Bull & Finch pub for a pint. On the way we were walking through Boston Common when he asked, "who do you identify with?" I looked at him puzzled, he repeated his question then pointed to a homeless guy curled up sleeping on a park bench, "that's who I identify with. You, me, anyone could wind up where he is under the right set of circumstances, but nobody wants to think about that, it's just too frightening. Some day we may all be facing his fate, just remember that and be tha...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 12, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs

Crutches for my Stumbling Christian walkEmail this article to a colleague. Save this article to My Clippings. Discuss or comment on this article.
It's raining cats and dogs again today, talk about up to 3" before the mercury drops. I think I saw Noah navigating his ark down my street this morning. I had to get out, plus I was out of half and half, bread and a few other essentials., so I ventured out and drove to Micro Center, along the crazed cell phone zombies in their SUV's. People are really getting psycho on the road, which is one reason I no longer find driving pleasurable.I went with a mission, to find some decent Bible software and pick up one of the flash drives they had on sale, 8 GIG for $14.95. I found a pretty comprehensive Bible study program for a reas...
Source: Nightmare Hall - Welcome to my nightmare - December 11, 2008 Category: HIV AIDS Source Type: blogs